The Forced Marriage

The Part 14

A week has since Aby dropped talaq on shanum, now he only stayed at his house for a week without doing any activities, even many jobs that are ignored in his company, he said, and of course overwhelmed Gio by going back and forth from office to aby's house just to ask for a signature.

Aby always looked at the divorce papers that were still on the bedside table and even Aby had not signed the divorce papers, for some reason she was very heavy signing the divorce papers, he said, isn't he and shanum really over? then why is it still so hard to sign the divorce papers.

While shanum is currently no less slumped, already this week he locked himself in his room continues to cry lamenting his fate that can not defend his household.

Please forgive shanum dady, forgive shanum mami. Shanum could not maintain shanum's marriage with aby's brother.

Lirih shanum as if talking to his parents, he was currently staring at a frame that contained images of his parents with him there.

"Shanum's right, isn't it dady, mami? Even shanum didn't give him a chance to fix everything." The shanun monologue was still staring at the portrait of his late parents.

"Shanum loves her, but why the pain she's been giving always makes shanum afraid to give her a chance." Again shanum spoke to the frame of his parents as if the thing he was holding could touch him.

The heart of shanum is currently very confused between sad or happy because of his current status which is no longer with men who have been ignoring his presence. But it cannot be denied that sadness and regret are dominating because it does not give an opportunity to Aby who is trying to fix everything.

Since Aby dropped her talak shanum prefer to stay in her room occasionally tantenya mother of fariz deliver food into her room. While fariz kaka his cousin relented to continue to finish his work in the office of the company owned by the late shanum parents because fariz really understood what shanum felt today.

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A month passed but Aby was still the same and did not sign the divorce papers. But after thinking about it all night last night that she and shanum had completely ended and had to legally end it aby decided to sign her divorce papers and would return them to shanum directly this afternoon.

This morning, Aby was busy with activities in her office, some of the work must be done within a week because Aby decided to move to work abroad after getting approval from her father and of course the father allowed her because it happened to be one of the company branches who is abroad precisely in Turkey no one leads it so slightly denied be aby think to disappear his sense of regret he decided to be alone in the land of people.

"By, is your decision unanimous? make it stay there?" Ask Gio who has always asked the same question.

Aby who heard the same question since earlier made him grunt a little annoyed.

"Gue is very sure and I have fixed it can not be changed anymore." Sahut aby sure.

"Wouldn't you fight for it one more time to get close to your ex-wife? who knows, he's changed his mind." Gio's speech is just a fad to see aby's reaction.

Aby shook his head quickly, a sign that he was no longer willing to force his destiny, which was really over with shanum, and perhaps his mistake was too fatal, so shanum had a hard time accepting it back.

"My mistake hurt him so much, so there's no way I'll ever get another chance." Sahut Aby is very visible face of regret and disappointment because shanum never wanted to give him the opportunity.

Gio just looks nodding no longer want to ask anything, actually gio is very sorry shanum does not give aby a chance. Because Gio saw this time aby was very eager to correct all his mistakes.

"Keep the company here who by?" Ask gio.

"Loe be calm, there's still a father." Sahut.

After the two chatted aby decided to go for a while to shanum house, which is known by aby shanum is now in his house.

Now Aby has driven his car to the shanum house.

Thirty minutes of travel has now reached the shanum residence and has bruised his car right in front of the shanum house.

"Is there a bi?" Aby asked a middle-aged woman who was watering the flowers in the garden.

"Sir, wait a minute I'll call." Said the woman who was probably one of shanum's domestic assistants.

Aby nodded her head assuring, in her hand already holding a brown map containing divorce papers that she had signed.

A few minutes later shanum emerged from behind his house, a little surprised shanum saw aby standing next to the plant in a position behind him.

"Sister aby." Shanum.

"Shanum." Her speech.

"Assalamu'alaikum." Aby's voice uttered a greeting, there was a sense of nervousness, sadness and also regret in her mind at this moment.

"Getishalam." Sahut shanum answered aby's greeting.

"Can I come in for a second?" Ask aby.

Shanum just nodded in agreement and let aby into his house.

Nervous, that's how shanum feels and there's a sense of awkwardness.

Shanum then allowed Aby to sit down.

"I just came here to give this up." Uhar Aby while offering a chocolate sauce that has been in his hands since.

"Sorry I just signed it this morning, Honestly shanum. Actually I'm still very hard to do everything but after I think again if the bond between us is really over. Once again I apologize for all my mistakes that purposely hurt you." Said Aby again, very visible face of regret and disappointment.

While shanum only looked down avoiding aby's gaze at her. Again the tears that he tried to resist fell just like that in the corner of his eyes, shanum immediately rubbed him not wanting to look weak in front of aby.

"Sister aby." Shanum's murmured a hiccup withstanding a cry.

Aby nodded, seeing shanum crying out to embrace the woman into her arms. It turns out this sick saw a woman we love crying.

"I'm sorry shanum. Who has failed to be a wife for aby, can not be the woman you love and want. Shanum admitted to failing in this case so that aby brother always ignored the presence of shanum. Once again forgive shanum if shanum can't give kak aby a chance, I'm just afraid of being ignored again. It hurts aby if our presence is never considered to exist." Shanum's words were filled with tears on his cheeks.

Yes shanum is indeed weak when it comes to matters of the heart.

"Once again forgive all the mistakes shanum during being the wife of kak aby, may kak aby find the right woman according to your wishes. Thank you for accepting shanum to be your wife at that time. As long as kak aby knew when kak aby came to propose shanum to both shanum parents, there was a sense of pleasure and also worry at that time. Glad to be married to the man of choice of parents at that time, shanum felt very proud when it could see the dady and mami laughing happily to see his daughter who always kept him finally want to get married." Still with a trembling voice from crying shanum spoke.

"But there is a fear that shanum will not be accepted by the man who will marry shanum, behind my pleasure at that time there is a fear of always having a cold attitude when meeting him. But I always cover it from mami and dady. I don't want to disappoint them."

"I tried to subtly reject her, saying I wasn't ready for marriage because I still wanted to focus on work. But again dady cheered on his daughter like he was always encouraging when I complained about my lectures whose subjects were a little difficult. Dady and Mami always give me support. And I finally burst out of my heart with the air I accepted the match." Shanum said occasionally he wiped the tears that kept coming out.

While Aby was so sick hearing all the heartbreak shanum regret increasingly filled his feelings. So sorry that he could not stand the clear liquid dripping in the corner of his eyes that had been staring at the woman who was no longer his wife at this time.

"I'm sorry this stupid man shanum." That is all you can say in a very loud voice.

Shanum nodded trying to toughen up, he again wiped the tears that filled his cheeks trying to look at aby who was currently crying while staring at him.

"Now brother Aby, there is no more burden between us. I hope after this only happiness will fill our days ahead. By parting is a very appropriate choice if togetherness is always painful." Shanum tried to show his smile while looking at Aby.

Aby shook his head quickly, because maybe he felt he would never be happy in the future by continuing to lament the feeling of privation for the rest of his life.

"I'll regret my whole life shanum, this is my greatest regret in a lifetime." Aby's murmuring is still in with by shanum.

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