The Fire of Love the Great Goddess

Eps. 39: Can't Force Yourself!

Even though Dongfang Yue desperately wished for Bai Feng Xian to rediscover the memories he had forgotten five hundred years ago, but seeing them in pain from the sudden onslaught of memories made him heartless. It was better that Bai Feng Xian did not remember him than that he would have to watch the woman in such pain.

“Tian June! You can't bring another woman here! She is not a master, she cannot be here!”

The Xiao Huan who had been forcibly awakened sulked and got angry. Bai Feng Xian was not her master, the woman should not set foot in this pavilion even if Dongfang Yue liked her. In a lifetime, Xiao Huan had only one master: A-Xian and that would not change.

“He is not someone else,” reply Dongfang Yue.

Right now, Bai Feng Xian was asleep on his bed. Dongfang Yue deliberately cast magic on him so that he could rest. Bai Feng Xian's breathing had calmed down again, the sweat on his forehead had already stopped flowing. Dongfang Yue painstakingly wiped it with a wet cloth and cleaned the outer skin of her body.

Xiao Huan snorted, “He is not the employer!”

“Xiao Huan, make porridge for him.”

Xiao Huan snorted again, wanting to resist but he knew the consequences he would face if he fought back. Debating the Celestial Emperor alone was already an offense. Dongfang Yue had already generously not troubled him as he was only a flower spirit and allowed him to remain in this pavilion the entire time. Xiao Huan, though unwilling, still went to make porridge.

“Stop... don't come again...”.

“A-Xian, relax.”

“Stop... don't come again..”.

In his sleep, Bai Feng Xian was haunted by that memory. The figure of A-Xian, which he could now clearly see standing in front of him. His face, his posture, his voice, everything was exactly the same as him. It's just that his immortal beings are weaker and his magic isn't high. A-Xian, like a mirror of Bai Feng Xian.

Bai Feng Xian was taken to a time when A-Xian was still alive. The pavilion behind Tianwu Palace that he was inspecting was in the picture.

This time, Bai Feng Xian actually saw clearly scene after scene. Dongfang Yue who was smiling as everyone was frightened due to her cold expression, her soft and loving voice every time she spoke, everything, was clearly drawn.

They, A-Xian and Dongfang Yue went through their routine, unaware of Bai Feng Xian's presence. It seemed, this was an illusion regarding memories stored for hundreds of years. This nature pulls it like a magnetic field. Bai Feng Xian stood in silence, watching them up close.

It could be seen that Dongfang Yue was not a truly cruel, cold, and untouchable person like the one in people's minds. Only, he showed his gentle side and the other side of himself in front of his loved ones. This attitude was indeed very much in line with the description of a Celestial Emperor from generation to generation.

Then, Bai Feng Xian was brought to the illusion at the last moment before A-Xian leaped into the God Killing Well. In the Tianfa Hall, he saw A-Xian being severely punished, being attacked by dozens of sky thunders until his body crumbled dimly. Fresh blood flowed from his mouth and wounds, while the person who made him bear the blame that was never done was standing with a smile on the altar.

It was the second time since Bai Feng Xian had seen it in the Fire Mirror. The pain goes along, as if A-Xian is a mirror of herself connected to her. It felt so different from that time. Here, Bai Feng Xian seemed to see himself in that position.

“A-Xian, things must break even. You take his eyes, then I'll take your eyes.”

“Teacher, I will never take responsibility for something I never did. If you think something should be paid even-handedly, then let me, this student of yours, pay for all your good deeds at a great price.”

Bai Feng Xian looked at that, looking at the disappointed look accompanied by an infinite amount of pain. A-Xian, even until his last moment never gave up on fate and chose to determine his own destiny. When the figure of A-Xian was about to jump, Bai Feng Xian immediately shouted, “No! Don't jump!”

It successfully pulled Bai Feng Xian back from a dream. He woke up with sweat pouring down his body, while Dongfang Yue sat on the edge of the bed in a panic. He held her hand tightly, trying to calm her back down. Bai Feng Xian looked at him, he almost cried!

“Dia... she jumped in there.. She, must have been in a lot of pain, right?” bai Feng Xian muttered. Dongfang Yue's heart was twisted, he felt pierced with an extremely sharp dagger.

“Yingzhao, you must punish Yingzhao, Tian Jun!”

Only this time did Bai Feng Xian sympathize with one's tragic fate. Perhaps because his face was the same, he had some sort of undefined relationship. He felt pain, as if the incident had been experienced by him himself. Dongfang Yue looked at him deeply, her heart raging.

“You don't blame me?” ask Dongfang Yue.

“If I were A-Xian, I would not only blame you, but decide an end to all sorts of relationships,” Bai Feng Xian said softly. For some reason, it feels like there is anger burning along with the incident. “But, it wasn't me, was it? That memory came to me just because I entered this place without permission.”

Although his eyes dimmed and he was slightly depressed, Dongfang Yue still forced a smile and offered it to Bai Feng Xian. “You must not force yourself to remember and receive all those memories.”

“Come, I'll take you around.”

Bai Feng Xian's feeling was already much better after a while of wandering around the pavilion. It turned out that, other than what was seen, this pavilion still had an area separated by a layer of magic dimension. Seeing that Bai Feng Xian's mood was gradually improving, he carried her sitting on a swing.

“This place is Qian Meitian Pavilion. I built it seven hundred years ago and closed it five hundred years ago after that,” Dongfang Yue said, reminiscing about the past.

“What thick fog it is a kind of barrier?”

“Tianwu Palace has basically protected the formation. That thick fog was only a diversion, as they would never be able to see the Qian Meitian Pavilion even though they wanted it.”

“That means, you've been vacating this place for five hundred years. You're not mad that I came in here without your permission?”

“This place is yours. You can come here whenever you want.”

“No, no. I'm not coming again. I don't want to bother with that grumpy flower spirit.”

Dongfang Yue just laughed. Well, Xiao Huan was indeed grumpy, and he became even more grumpy after that incident. These five hundred years, Dongfang Yue had also never bothered him again and had only told him to guard this place, clean the dust and take care of everything that was here until the undisclosed time.

“Good. You've been living in the Sky Palace for a long time, are you getting used to it?” ask Dongfang Yue.

“Same as no. The people of the Sky Kingdom are indeed interesting, but I prefer my place of origin.”

“So apparently. I'll take you back to Mount Xi today, so be prepared.”

“No need to prepare, I do not bring anything when it comes and will not bring anything when I go home.”

“Alright if that's your wish.”

Dongfang Yue and Bai Feng Xian immediately left the Qian Meitian Pavilion to return to Mount Xi. A short while after they left, Xiao Huan came carrying a bowl of porridge that was still hot. Seeing that the two men had left, he immediately gave a rude snort and grumbled.

“Basic Gods! You always come and go as you please!”

Xiao Huan directly ate his porridge with emotion.