The Father's Choice Husband

Chapter 27

"You don't talk like that, Mel. Until anytime, you're still our son. Even though you're married, married, even until we die, you're still our son, Mel. So it is our duty to keep helping. So do you, Mel. One day maybe Father Mother needs your help, or your brothers who need your help, then please, as long as you can. Because at any moment, we're family, Mel." Mom smiled, looking so sincere. Hopefully I can be as strong as Mom and as sincere as my mother in loving my children later.

"Thank you, Mom. Mela is confused to get money from where else, we can not if only ngandelin payment of Mas Aak same honor my school, Mom. Just enough for the daily living expenses. Not able to save at all. Though the need in the future will certainly be more. This is mending, Mas Aak family does not embrace the understanding that must be four-monthly, seven-monthly and so forth. It can make the mind a little calm. But as for the needs of labor and after, Mela was afraid that there was an unexpected need, ma'am." I went back to telling what kept weighing on my mind.

"You calm down, Mel. As long as you tell me, I won't let you think about it yourself. You will definitely help, however. Whether it's getting debt, or selling what it has. Anyway you don't have to worry. The most important thing is to take care of your health, also maintain your sanity. If you are tired of rest, do not be forced. And most importantly, if there's any story." Mom gave me advice that I might find difficult. How could I not think about my family's life problems and instead ask my parents to keep thinking about my problems? Though my goal was to marry one of them in order to reduce the burden of the mind of the Father, right?

"If your husband is less able to talk to you to find a solution, you still have us, Mel. Your mom and dad. It's no problem to share our story, it's better, than you are looking for a solution from outside the home. In any case, you must maintain the dignity and dignity of your husband, no matter how bad his behavior towards you, you must still respect him. You should keep that in mind, Mel!" Mother added again.

I nodded, "Yes, Mom. I've never complained outside, Mom. Whatever Mela feels, always Mela pendam herself. So Mela became a bit thin, even though she was pregnant who was supposed to gain weight Mela added, which was down steadily." I saw my wrist becoming more and more clearly visible the bone was protruding. It used to be very rarely like this.

"Don't keep going like this, Mel. Poor you, also your child, if he is malnourished how? If he doesn't grow as he should? Try to pay more attention to your eating, Mel. Check it out, at USG. Hopefully it will continue to grow as you wish with your gestational age. So maybe that makes you thin because of the essence of food that should be for your body, absorbed by your fetus. But you have a sense of weakness and so on or not? I'm worried." My mother gave me the attention she always gave me.

My husband doesn't even care about this. Although when given advice by the midwife he nodded, ready to pay attention to all my needs, help me do homework to ease my burden and so on, but in fact not proven at all. Only at the beginning. I don't even know if Mas Aak wants this kid or not.

"Mela's fine, ma'am. It is said that the beginning of a normal pregnancy like this. Hopefully after this Mela's weight can go up, as it should. It's been four months, Mela's been eating, too, Mom. I hope everything's okay." I smiled, calming my mother who looked very worried.

"Aamiin, Mel. But still I suggest you check with the obstetrician, let in USG. You've been an USG yet?"

I shook my head slowly, "No, Mom. The USG cost is quite expensive, I just mengumpulin money." Maybe it was too late, or too long I collected money. But how else? In fact, my money hasn't been enough. I am not a wasteful person. But it turns out that the needs of people with a household is much greater than the needs when still a girl.

"Your husband works well, Mel?" Mother asked back.

"Thank God, Mom. Every day Mas Aak goes, but the pay is not much, Mom. So Cook just as well can't help much." I replied weakly, all this time I was always positive thingking if my husband went to work every day.

"Aamiin, Mum. So Mela wants to try to find a way to find a wider windfall, Mom. Who knows with farming, the results can be good. Yes, even though it's a long time."

"Yes, Mel. Tomorrow planted several types of vegetables, so the harvest alternates, so there is continued income. If only one type, then the harvest is finished. It's gonna be a long wait, it's good to keep going." Mom gave me advice.

"Yes, too, Mom." I agree. In any case, Mother is already very experienced in farming, so she who knows better than me who is new will try this. But I am confused too, what if I am already pregnant, have given birth and have a baby? When yes, I am the one who keeps farming? Who will take care of my son? My mother-in-law may not have kurepoti, pity her if soybeans hurt easily. My sister-in-law is also busy with her youngest child who is still a toddler.

"You just calm down, the same father I helped you, if you can not go to the rice field is not a problem. Cause tomorrow you're gonna be preoccupied with your son, right?" Mom was amazing, she knew what I was thinking.

"Thank you very much, Mom." I smiled, feeling a great calm. Because I know, Mom's words aren't just nonsense. He will certainly do what he has said, unlike Mas Aak which is still unstable, sometimes yes, sometimes not. Really sucks.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

Mom and I looked at the source of the voice, "Wa'alaikumussalam, have you gone home, Git?" ask me about Sigit.

"Not so touring, so go home." Sigit answered with his slender face.

"Oh, yeah, no papa. You can even rest, tomorrow you go to school." I raised her heart.

"Yes. Has Mela been here since? I saw Mas Aak nongrong in a normal place" Sigit said as he took off his jacket. But I feel awkward with Sigit's words.

"Walking in a normal place? Where does Cook usually hang out?"