The Fate of Love Zhang Lin

Chap 7: He's Really Going!

The dark has come to cover happiness...

Regret has come to the surface...

The heart and soul have completely separated...

Blocking the union of two bodies...

Trying to cultivate despair in wounds...

Trying to cultivate a sense in the heart...

Realised...

Regretting...

There is a desire to go back in time...

~By:Fanisa/xiaochan520~

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Prince Fang Yi took the letter and read it. Suddenly the letter fell down and prince Fang Yi shed his tears for the first time.

"Why? why are you really leaving? have I hurt you so much?" prince Fang Yi said with deep sadness, he continued to cry and felt his chest tight.

With a wounded heart. With a soul full of regrets. The prince returned to the residence and locked himself in his room. He tried to re-read the letter his wife had left him.

My rookie..

My husband's..

Ii'm sorry..

Forgive me for the mistakes I've made while I've known you. I know everything I've done is wrong. I lied so you could be treated. I was never honest with you from the beginning. I'm sorry for breaking our agreement.

Honestly before that treatment, I just kept my promise to help you. Do you know the prince? ever since I started that union to treat you, I started to feel a strange thing in my heart. There was a feeling I couldn't understand and that feeling always made me cramped.

When I'm with you, when I sleep with you, there's comfort in my heart, my heart keeps beating fast when it's near you. Honestly this feeling makes me always want to feel beside you.

Every night when I haven't seen your face, I really miss your handsome face. When I touched your body, I felt a deep desire for you. Honestly, as the prince approached the last day of treatment, I wanted to tell you the truth. I don't want to lie to the people I love anymore.

My prince..

Do you know? until the last second before I decide to leave, I hope you come to me and try to hold my hand so that I don't leave. But, you really never came. You really don't care about me. I was really disappointed and I hated myself. Why can I love you? why do I wish I could be happy with you? why do I always wish I could be your real wife? why do I still hope for a love that is impossible to deliver. Until I finally realized, that I would never have any hope of being loved by you.

My prince..

I've shaved everything. I've decided to leave your life forever. Take care of your health. Ask the emperor for a teacher who can teach you to cultivate. Even if you want me to completely disappear from your life, divorce me and live happily with the woman you love. You're cured and you can marry whoever you want, I've given up all this. Even if you want to have an empress and many concubines, I've already let it go. Because I know we can't be together anymore.

My prince...

I give you this sword, as a final gift because you are completely healed and you can use this sword to start your cultivation with the teacher you want.

My prince..

Don't lookfor me..

Happy yourself..

Marry the woman you love..

Forget if we ever met..

Forget if we ever got married..

Forget I ever was your wife..

Forget I ever said I loved you so much..

(Lin Zhang)

The content of the letter really made Prince Fang Yi regretful. He had truly lost a friend who trusted him so much and even Prince Fang Yi was so sorry why he could not love his wife and reciprocated the feelings of the woman who had helped him.

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"Mother!" prince Fang Tse shouted anxiously after learning that his brother had already recovered from the black flower's poison.

"What are we gonna do, ma'am? after he recovers, surely the elder brother will be crowned by the emperor's father to be the crown prince and successor of the emperor's father." prince Fang Tse paced back and forth frantically.

Suddenly the queen had a brilliant idea. He thought that the main key to Fang Yi's success was due to the existence of Zhang Lin's daughter. So he planned to kill Zhang Lin's daughter and poison Fang Yi's prince back with even more ferocious poison.

"Report empress, I want to report the situation at the residence of Prince Fang Yi and princess Zhang Lin" the spy said.

"Hmm, comein! tell information!" empress Wen Jie's orders.

Then the spy told everything that happened in detail to empress Wen Jie and prince Fang Tse.

"Haha.. It seems the sky is backing our plan. The sky is very good to us. It turned out that Zhang Lin's daughter had already left and left Fang Yi's prince." the empress laughed loudly feeling very pleased with the news she heard.

"Mothers.. Next what are we gonna do? do we still want to poison brother?" asked Prince Fang Tse curiously.

"no need. Now instead we should comfort Prince Fang Yi and tell him to look for a new concubine. I'll arrange a concubine for him. So that we can use his new concubine to slowly kill Fang Yi's role" said the empress with her evil face.

Haha... Haha...

They laugh very loudly. They were truly happy to see Prince Fang Yi suffering and slumping.

It didn't take long for Empress Wen Jie to launch her evil plan. He actually came to the prince's residence to comfort him.

"My dear child. How you doing, son? how are you feeling now?" said empress Wen Jie showing her false anxiety.

"Here you go, you better not think too much about that woman, there are still many noble women who want to marry you. I've already discussed this with the emperor's father. She agreed to give you a new concubine." empress Wen Jie said with her scheming intentions.

The prince simply fell silent without caring for the evil empress. Prince Fang Yi knew, Empress Wen Jie's cunning intentions towards him. He would not really care about the state of Fang Yi's prince.

"I'm sorry my empress mother. I did not intend to reject the goodwill of the emperor's father and empress mother. It's just that I'm still trying to find my wife and bring her back. He is the only one who will be my side when I become the future emperor." said the prince softly.

Empress Wen Jie tried to suppress her frustration. He clenched both of his hands restraining emotions due to the prince Fang Yi's subtle innuendo.

"alright. Alright. If that's the best decision for you. I will try to talk back with the emperor's father about the matter of appointing this concubine." empress Wen Jie said as she held back her emotions.

It didn't feel like four months after his wife's departure. Prince Fang Yi along with the palace guards and general Zhang Ye went to look for Zhang Lin. But all in vain. No one found out anything about Zhang Lin.

It has been two years of uncertain news. Making Prince Fang Yi completely hurt his heart and body. He began to realize that he had loved his wife for a long time. It's just that the feeling is always denied and untrustworthy. Prince Fang Yi felt regret that could not be removed. If only he had realized his feelings long ago, he could not have lost his wife.

"Zhang Lin, my dear wife. Where are you?" prince Fang Yi asked as he shed his tears.

"I miss you so much. I love you so much. Please come back to me. I beg you to come back for me." asked Prince Fang Yi full of hope in his heart.

It had been two years that Prince Fang Yi had never slept well. He sleeps restlessly. Every night he always dreamed of meeting his wife and every time he dreamed his wife always left without looking at him though. So that after waking up from his sleep, the prince's cheeks were always wet from his own tears and his eyes looked very tired.

When he opened his eyes. He was a little bit absent from his consciousness. He felt helpless. And all of a sudden...

"Prince. Prince Fang Yi." shouted the bodyguard who was very trusted by him.

"Prince. Can I come in?" shouted the guard loudly.

"Hmm, comein!" prince Fang Yi's orders.

"Say what's up? is there any news from Zhang Lin?" asked Prince Fang Yi curiously.

"The servant prince has already discovered the whereabouts of Zhang Lin's daughter. The servant found him. But.." said the bodyguard hesitantly.

"What's wrong? what the hell happened to him? why do you hesitate to say that? say everything!" prince Fang Yi's orders were curious.

"Princess Zhang Lin now lives in a small kingdom under a hill of silver butterflies. We don't know how long he's been living there. But.." the bodyguard told in detail but hesitated back.

"Quick say! But what?" asked Prince Fang Yi to get annoyed.

"She lives in the palace with her almost two-year-old son. He had become the crown prince's confidant. Our spies provide information that there is a rumor that says that the crown prince of the kingdom is the father of the child. There were also rumors that said that the child was not the son of the crown prince, it was just that a more horrendous rumor said that the crown prince would soon marry Zhang Lin's daughter" the bodyguard said.

"What?" prince Fang Yi shouted in surprise.

"No. Not likely. It's all a lie. He could not have had children from other men. He cannot marry again. He loves me so much. He loves me so much. Haha. How could he really dare to leave me" prince Fang Yi laughed loudly with an erratic feeling, his face looking extremely frightened and full of regret.

"My wife can't leave me forever. He can't possibly turn away from me. He loves me so much. He loves me so much." said Prince Fang Yi getting out of control. After quite a while in his own mind, Prince Fang Yi regained his senses and tried to reclaim his wife.

"Quickly. Prepare as many guards as possible. I will ask the emperor's father for permission to bring my wife back. No matter what, if the crown prince does not want to return my wife, we will destroy the little kingdom" Fang Yi said, filled with evil intentions.

Finally Prince Fang Yi along with ten thousand bodyguards came to the small kingdom.

"Wait for me Zhang Lin. Wait for my wife. I'll pick you up and bring you back." prince Fang Yi said in his heart.

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