The False Lover the Culun

Chapter 35. Secret offer

Love is not always fair.

And this time, I think I'm the one who loves more.

Meeting your needs and making you comfortable is my goal to be by your side.

I try to dive into what you have in mind, trying to understand what things make you happy.

Worrying about you, making you a priority, giving up, is now like a hobby that I am very interested in.

Slowly, the day I spent with you became part of the future I dreamed of.

I realized, this time I love you so much.

I can be a loser to myself.

Keep glorifying the revelation of your every mistake.

I realized, this time my love was heavier than your love I had ever wasted.

And I can accept that our journey of love will not always be sweet.

I will appreciate every reply you give me for my sincere love without any pretension.

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# SHERINA POV #

Did I go too far with Gibran? My inner.

The trace of redness on my wrist is one proof that Gibran was really trying to hold back his anger.

I also felt strange to myself, even though this trace was painful but I seemed to have known this pain.

I never thought if this dinner turned into a fight between Mr. Sadewa and Gibran.

Although I'm sure if after this I will be again struck by hunger, but at this time but it feels to gulp water alone is very difficult.

Mr. Sadewa and Gibran who throw sharp glances at each other, but why do I feel awkward, my mind.

I feel my hands getting cold.

There was an extremely cold air but it no longer came from the air conditioning but from the two men who were fighting through gazes.

The gripping two hours finally passed as the two men finally finished their dinner.

“Sherina .. Can we talk alone?” pinta Pak Sadewa's.

Impulsively instead of answering, I looked at Gibran.

What the hell did I just do? Did I just ask her permission? My regrets in my heart.

It looks Gibran whose forehead is already wrinkled and staring intently at Mr. Sadewa.

“I'll be waiting for you outside. Hurry up, I don't like waiting,” Gibran said as he stood up from his chair.

I agreed with Gibran. But I could not imagine, before Gibran passed suddenly kissed my forehead.

“I am outside .... if something happens,” Gibran said.

I'm sculpting.

It seemed like there was a wing that had just appeared on my back, because it felt like I was now flying after getting the sweet and unexpected treatment from Gibran.

Then when I realized that there were not only the two of us here, but there was also Mr. Sadewa, I who was hovering suddenly fell.

I swallowed my salivary as I looked at Mr. Sadewa who was looking at me without a smile on his face.

“What do you want to talk about?” I asked when Gibran had disappeared from behind the door.

“Do you want to explain first?” tanyakanya. His cold-face sharpness began to fade, beginning to return like Mr. Sadewa before Gibran appeared.

“What explanation do you expect?”

“About him being nobody to you,” he replied.

I took a long breath. “Yes Father is right, at the moment he is nothing to me.”

I answered honestly. But I didn't understand the meaning of my breath just now.

May I wish there was another answer I could give? My inner.

Although I am still wondering but it seems that Mr. Sadewa first understood my point.

“Good, I understand now,” he said.

“But Sherina, I'm not a person who likes to waste opportunities. And for me now is a good time for me to say what I've been trying to hold on to.”

With her smile, the matured widower before me tried to calm me down.

“You why be so sweet?” tanyanya laughs.

“I'll just reveal it, I won't ask for your answer."

Gibran's speech had just become the beginning of a momentary silence.

“I, in love with you Sherina Kanza ..”

“I've long harbored this feeling, ever since I first saw you dancing ballet in the campus corridor. You're the first woman that got me interested in something, interested in continuing to see your smile,”.

And that word of love finally came out of him. The love I had hoped for.

But for now, accepting the expression love is no longer my primary goal.

As Mr. Sadewa said if he would only reveal, until I survive to remain silent.

“Statusku at that time, also your position which is none other than my student makes me survive with love in my silence.”

“Although now there is no more barrier for me to expect your love, but I am quite realistic. I realize there is a name of someone in your heart that becomes a barrier fortress.”

“So for now, just let me express my feelings. I'll always wait until you come to me and tell me to ask for your answer,”.

I nodded, Mr. Sadewa really showed his maturity. There was no compulsion from him and no request weighed on me.

“I really appreciate and respect you, as a wise man who can understand my current condition," I said.

" Thank you sir, I feel lucky to be loved by a man like you,”.

I shut up for a moment, weighing whether I should say it or not.

“And sorry if I can not meet the expectations of the Father,” I said softly.

The smile Mr. Sadewa gave me right now was quite relieved.

At least I can calm down, because between me and Mr. Sadewa there is no need for awkwardness after tonight.

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I think Gibran was joking about waiting for me. But when Mr. Sadewa and I came out of the restaurant, the man was still standing there faithfully.

I can feel if the Gibran net continues to observe my movements and Mr. Sadewa.

“Thank you for dinner with me, see you tomorrow.” Said Mr. Sadewa before he left me and Gibran.

“You guys plan to meet again tomorrow?” ask Gibran when Mr. Sadewa has left.

“What is he talking about with you?” ask her again before I even answer the previous question.

“How long have you known her? What's your relationship with him?”

Gibran poked me with a variety of questions.

I, upset, chose to leave Gibran.

“Sherina .. stop and answer my question now!” her word.

I stopped my steps and turned to look at Gibran.

“I have no obligation to answer all your questions, especially if you insist like this,” reply me.

Not wanting to linger arguing with Gibran, I put my feet back away from him.

“Stop your step Sherina!”

“I already know everything that happened to your family. Your father and sister who died in an accident as well as your mother who is now being treated at a social foundation due to depression.”

What Gibran said stopped me.

“You found out about me? What do you want from me huh?!”ask me with my hands clenched.

I was so upset that Gibran was trying to figure out my personal life.

“I have a good offer for both of us. You want to hear it?” tanyakanya.

I'm not flinching from my place. Still turning my back on Gibran, I could feel that the man was walking closer and closer towards me.

“Come with me, I'm sure you'll like my offer this is Sherina.”

In my heart I was reluctant to follow Gibran's wishes, but his embrace on my shoulder forced me to follow where he was going.

I don't know what kind of offer Gibran wants to talk to me about. All I know is that anything related to Gibran will always harm me and benefit him.

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