
My eyes are getting tired of seeing you with him.
My ears are getting tired of hearing your laughter with him.
It is my stupid mind that I continue to allow to imagine you, even though my heart continues to hurt because of it.
Why is it that forgetting about you is not as simple as when I started loving you?
Me and my jealousy were tossed around no man.
Well, no questions asked because you never understood this jealousy.
It was my jealousy that made me lose you.
Trying to forget, but getting stronger, thinking about you.
When your heart is no longer the same as it was,
If now I and my jealousy return, do I have any right?
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# GIBRAN POV #
“I'm bored .....”lirihku.
This is what happens when you do something that is forced.
Ever since I finished S2 education, with his power and dictatorial attitude, Dad easily got me trapped in this place.
I eventually became a filial son, following the wishes of both my parents to become the leader of El-Fatih Insan Unggul.
Although I don't want to, but I can't resist. Better, 'cause I finally had a reason to reject Mom's crazy plan that I wanted to get married.
I pressed the intercom button in front of me. Soon after that, there was a man who was the same age as me named Reynand.
Reynand is my secretary in the office and an assistant who can do anything. His body was stocky, full of muscles that I admitted were more prominent than mine. It doesn't matter because it's also useful to protect me.
As long as I'm better-looking than him, I don't think that's a problem.
“Rey,”ucapku
“Ya Sir, can I help you?”
“Of course, that's why I called you,” my light.
“What can I help Mr?”
“I'm bored Rey,“I'm short.
Rey looked dumbfounded by what I said, “What's Rey? Is this the first time you've found a boss who's crazy about work?” askaju kidding.
“Nothing Sir, it's just that I rarely get bored, hear Mr bored, I'm confused how,“hapnya honest.
I sighed, Rey's words were not wrong. Maybe I'm just a leader who gets bored in the middle of a pile of files waiting for me to check.
Suddenly, a brilliant idea came to my mind.
“Ray, you know as a good leader all employees should know me right?” I asked Rey for her approval.
“Though once Sir,” he replied while nodding.
“Then, now we leave for El-Fatih University. I want to get acquainted with the staff and the lecturers there,”.
“Make sure everything is present,” connect me.
Rey nodded in understanding, then rushed out of the room to prepare everything.
After Rey came out, I laughed.
“Hahahaha, funny also imagine the campus will definitely be excited because suddenly I visited there, my inner”.
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Thirty minutes passed, the distance between El-Fatih Insan Unggul headquarters building and El-Fatih University was quite close.
It's just being in a dense area of office centers, making the time we have to travel long enough.
“How many lecturers in total? ”tanyaku.
“From 6 existing study programs, from the last data there were about 148 lecturers Tuan.”
I read the university profile. Although this job is not my passion, but I still do not want to be considered stupid, and end up humiliating my family's big name.
“But this year there are 2 new lecturers coming in, they were accepted because one of them was a reference from Mr. Rafie and the other a reference from Mr. Martin,” explained Rey.
“Despite that, be it Rafie or anyone, it should still ask for my approval,”tegasku.
“Good Sir, I will reaffirm it.”
Our conversation ended after the car entered the university parking lot.
Rey got out first and opened the car door for me.
“Please Mr.” I got out of the car, tidied up my suit for a while then stepped confidently towards the meeting room.
Along the way, I could hear the students squealing while praising my good looks.
“My choice is right. I finally forgot my boredom after hearing the girls compliment me, my inner”.
But it is not Gibran if it is easily affected, such praise I have often heard. I still walked haughtily without regard for the students, and the way worked because now they were getting excited.
Rey stopped in front of a door, and opened it for me.
But baby, I'm not my mother who is easily influenced by flattery, I have to watch out for Martin, it could be that the bees from the honey he gave stung me.
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“Hooaaammmmm..
“Bored! Getting bored! Where is my magic genie? I want to get out of this place!”My inner.
I shook my head, expelling the strange thoughts that came. Over time it can really be crazy if you are too long trapped in a boring place like this.
“Rey, when does this meeting end?”my whiskey.
“Ending? Even this has not started Sir, there is still a lecturer who is not present,” replied Rey.
“Cih, that is the importance before accepting lecturers, especially if the lecturer is still fresh graduate, should be considered more carefully,” said.
Although I know if the lecturer who has not been present is a lecturer recommendation from Rafie, but I deliberately harden the volume of my voice so that Martin also hears it.
And my plan worked, look at Martin, the old man is down. I laughed in my heart.
As I was enjoying the beautiful scenery of Martin's misbehavior, the door of the room was opened from outside.
Chequek, czech,
I stared intently at the person who had appeared from behind the door.
A beautiful woman, with natural makeup and fashionable appearance makes me doubt if this room is the purpose.
“Where are the big glasses that always cover her beautiful eyeballs?”
“Where are the two pigtail hair that became his trademark first,”
“Even now he dares to look at me? Staring at me sharply, Cih...”.
“Ekheemm...” I cleared my throat.
“Sorry Miss, is it possible that you mistakenly entered the room?” My toot.
“Sorry if I'm late, but I'm sure, this is the correct room,” reply.
I stepped towards him, circling his body which was now sculpting. I can feel if this woman is holding her breath when I am close enough to her.
“But I don't know you Miss?”
“Maybe it's better if you introduce yourself in front there,”I pointed to where I was standing earlier with my chin.
Deg, man,
He smiled, and what was this feeling? Why is it just because of that ugly smile that my heart is pounding.
Taps... Taps.... Taps....
Even the sound of meeting heels of his shoes with the floor sounded clear to me.
“Pardon me if I am late, please introduce my name Sherina Khanza,”
“Sherina, that's right her mom. The name of the woman who has always made me a vengeful man, my inner”.
“I should now be mad at him, or should I throw him out, my inner”.
“But I can't, If I can...would I hold it tight?”
“I miss him!”
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# SHERINA POV #
Home is the most comfortable place in the world, but to me it only happened years ago.
And today I stand in front of that most comfortable place, the place I left decades ago.
I wish I could feel the comfort that always makes me miss.
“If I could go back in there, would the shadow of the past be able to feel back?” my inner.
My phone vibrated, I immediately received a phone call from Harsya.
“Sherin.....!” Pekik Harsya from across the phone.
“Where are you? I picked you up at college but you weren't around,” he said with annoyance.
“Sorry... I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you,”balaksu.
“I have a sudden affair,”.
“What's done? Don't tell me you forgot it's Rafie's parents' wedding anniversary today?”
I pat my forehead a sign of regret for forgetting something very important.
“Sya I completely forgot.”
“Just relax, besides there is still time for you to get ready.” Harsya calmed me down.
“Be prepared, I'll pick you up at 7pm tonight,” Harsya said before disconnecting her phone call.
“Luckily Harsya reminded, I could-can be cursed to agate with Mami,” I giggled myself imagining if I really turned into agate.
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