The False Lover the Culun
Chapter 33. Likes, Love, Falling Hearts, and Obsessions
You once went out carrying all the love I never had time to express. Until I don't even have any love left for myself.
Maybe it was my fault that held you so tightly, that when you were tired and I let my guard down, it was then that I lost you.
When you leave, I cry and then I'm happy again when I think of you.
When you left, I fell down and then I got up again when I remembered you.
When you left, I was heartbroken and then I fell in love again when I remembered you.
Am I tired? No. gabe.
I will wait for God to answer my prayer.
Found me with you, my undisclosed love, my last love.
I hope you wait patiently, until I find you and get back to holding you tight and no longer care for you.
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“Do you want to go back to see the doctor again?” reynand said with doubt.
I returned it by looking at him sharply.
It's true that since seeing Sherina and Rafie hugging in the car, my emotions have peaked again.
Just now I was about to lower my ego and apologize to Sherina for my possessiveness and jealousy last night, this morning I was even presented with a sight that again provoked my anger.
I want to destroy anything that disturbs my view.
And what's troubling me right now is Rey, my assistant.
Does he think I'm back in a time when I had trouble controlling my emotions? My inner.
“Rey, provided you know I don't need to see a doctor!” press me.
“All I need is She-Ri-Na!” My word.
“So your job is to think of a way that Sherina can get back in my grasp.”
Rey nodded, “Alright Master I will do it soon, I excuse you.”
My forehead frowned. “Excuse me? My problem isn't over yet and you're leaving?” I asked with an annoyed face.
“Not the Master asked me to find a way for Miss Sherina to be yours again?” ask Rey to make sure.
“Really, but before that you have to tell me what your plan is,” reply me.
Rey nodded once more and came back towards me.
Basic ... human robot, My Inner.
“I'll find out what happened to Miss Sherina over the past 7 years. Hopefully there is a gap I can find to make it yours again,” Rey said.
“You are right, look for all the advantages and disadvantages of Sherina. Although it must be in a sneaky way, I must immediately have Sherina come back just for me,”.
“Good Sir,” said Rey before finally leaving my work room.
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I warned Rey that I didn't want to be disturbed today.
So why did this snake woman get into my room. Really I am the one who is emotional, the more emotion sees his annoying behavior.
“Gibran, are you busy?” ask her with a spoiled pretentious style made up.
“How can you get in? Not that I've told you if you don't want to meet anyone!” my snapping.
Soraya's not budging. Looks like he wasn't affected by my snaps just now.
Either maybe he was used to being yelled at, or indeed his veins had all broken.
“I'm no one else, I'm your future fiancee.”
“And you know, your assistant is wandering around. He's not where he is now.” Soraya.
I laughed out. Only fools don't realize that this laugh of mine is a belittling laugh.
“Keep dreaming Soraya,”.
“The only woman who will be my fiancee and later be my life companion is Sherina,”.
Soraya seemed to be frowning, but the woman still did not budge from her place.
“Quickly tell me what purpose did you meet me for? And after that please you go, I'm again busy!”
Although he had snorted, Soraya then issued an invitation sheet.
From what I read, it was an invitation to open a new boutique owned by aunt Laila located in Bali.
My forehead frowning, “What do you mean?”
“I want to take you to go together to the opening of aunty Laila boutique,” she replied without hesitation.
Soraya made me laugh again.
“Yakin very much you ... If only you were smart, you should know who would get me to the show,” reply me.
Hearing my words, Soraya laughed. Now replace me who snorted as hard as he made.
“Looks like you are so sure,” he said.
Although I began to rile, but deliberately I tried to not seem affected.
“Only only Sherina a close female friend of Rafie?”
“If Sherina is not a problem for me, because they are still only friends for her,”.
Before Soraya was about to recite my words, I immediately threw her out.
“And you, want to go alone or need me to call security?”
Thankfully Soraya still believed in my threat, so it was quite easy for me to expel her.
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Shortly before I left the company to return home, Reynand came to see me and gave me files on Sherina's life for the last 7 years.
Rey is the most I can rely on for the business of uncovering other people's past, my mind.
After cleaning my body, I headed towards the study room that was right next to my room. I deliberately made it close together to make it easier if you want to rest after work.
Sheet by sheet I began to read.
It was only at the beginning that I was stunned by the fact that Sherina's father and sister were killed in a single accident.
“But why did Sherina file a re-inquiry so many times?” muttered.
“What might he suspect if his family is not a single accident?” my continue.
Especially when I learned the fact that her mother ended up depressed until now had to live separately with Sherina.
Reading Sherina's past story is like reading a best seller novel whose protagonist has a roller coaster life story.
I didn't realize it was early and I was still awake.
I'm getting jealous of Harsya and Rafie, no man but the two of them has graced Sherina's life all along.
How close is the relationship between the three of them? And who is really a threat to me? A rafie? Or Harsya? My inner.
I'm rethinking everything that's happened. How could Sherina suddenly appear alone before me, even being very close to me after 7 years she had survived in a place far enough away.
What purpose? questions in my mind.
Rafie's figure then crossed my mind.
Although I had to lower my ego, I finally contacted Rafie by phone.
“What reason do you recommend Sherina to work as a lecturer at El-fatih?” ask me without further ado.
Somehow, but from now on when it comes to Sherina like there's a barrier between me and Rafie.
“Lu still don't understand ? Or pretend you don't understand?” reply Rafie across the phone.
“What has it to do with the accident of his father and sister?” my many.
“That you know the answer. Don't bother me,” said Rafie.
“You better act now, before I finally take over. I've helped bring Sherina near you."
"Before Pasha realizes one important thing .. My suggestion you should be quick to act.”
“That's also if you really love Sherina, just like you often admit to first,” Rafie continued before ending our phone call.
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Si*bt ... Si*l... My curse is in my heart.
Contacting Rafie instead of relieving my anxiety, I was made to think harder.
What does Pasha have to do with Sherina? My inner.
Then again I wonder to myself, why until now I can not admit if Sherina's position still remains the same in my heart? My inner.
“What's wrong with me? Do I like it? In love? Fall in love? Or just an obsession with her?” I muttered while resting my body on the bed.
“If you like, but why this taste continues to last for years. Even after I had time to hate him.”
“Other women who are more than herself are also many who are alternating trying to enter my life.”
I took a long breath. Trying to close my eyes that kept refusing to let me travel to dreamland.
“If I was right to fall in love to her so many times, do I have to declare it now?” mumbling again.
I don't want to be like the old days, love her in silence. Make him hurt and end up going, my inner self.
I have to act like Rafie said.
I began to fear that over time I would not only fall in love .. but also fall in love with him, I continued.
Well, I might have fallen in love.
Things get complicated when I can easily distract him when he comes back into my life.
I admit that only he, only he can have his own place in my heart.
But what if the correct answer of all my races is that he is just my obsession?
What if I'm just curious, wondering if we're both in love? Does that include my obsession?
Arrrgghhhhh .. stupid time! Most importantly now, I want her only for me, my mind is determined.
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