
Raka is the hidden pearl I managed to find. He's so precious that I won't even be able to throw him away. I was chosen as one of the friends nearby who was very grateful.
His nature was always calm and meek. His silence meant that there was something serious that he would reveal. He is known to be a very friendly person even with his SD friends alone. Not only is he handsome, he is also a good person. Whoever later the owner of his heart is a lucky girl who managed to win a pearl that there is only one in the ocean.
His handsome face is so popular not infrequently many girls even tease him even though beside him there is me. But he always responds well to temptation without offending his interlocutor. No wonder so many girls are crazy about him.
I who was originally just a friend as time went on finally began to feel comfortable for him not just a friend maybe but more than that. He often took the road even though he just stared at the street crowd or just eating street food. But that's a memorable thing for me. She looks different and may look like she is elegant but she is not ashamed to walk down the slum even though. He is a person with a high social personality. He's a loving person, probably because he's a pediatrician so that's definitely his habit.
He rarely asked me anything personally, but he knew everything as time went on. He's a good observer.
I sometimes ask her what her likes, her habits or something about her job are. He always answered well.
"May I ask?"
"Please Alana, you can ask whenever you want without needing my permission"
"Why don't you ever ask me anything personal?"
"I don't want to force you to answer"
"But how do you know my favorite and the others?"
"I'm watching you"
"How can you be sure your money is right if you don't ask directly"
"I'm just sure you're an easy person to guess, after all. Did you forget I was a doctor?"
"What does my question have to do with the doctor's profession?"
"The relationship is because the doctor must understand psychology even though it is only basic"
"Ah right too, but this isn't fair to you"
"What's not fair?"
"I always ask a lot of personal things but you don't ask anything isn't it unfair"
"really? Is it okay that I ask often?"
"Of course, Alana"
"Raka"
"Yes, Alana"
"Have you ever refused our marriage?" this question had made him flinch but he immediately replied firmly.
"No"
"Why?"
"May I not answer, I will give my answer when I am ready" I nodded
"Alana, can I ask you a question too?"
"Please"
"What makes you wait"
Wait out? I thought for a moment what this question meant.
"Lock, can't we get in the locked door. That's why I waited, my keys were gone. It took me a while to find her."
"What key have you not found yet?"
I just kept quiet. Actually I know the answer but I know this answer will hurt Raka's feelings. I decided not to answer it and Raka herself knew that I did not answer the meaning was unquestionable.
"All right, it's okay. I understand it may be difficult to answer"
That's how Raka's always understanding nature never forced me to answer questions that I did not want to answer. Although I know Raka actually wants the answer but I'm too hard to tell. From his nature it was a bit I started to feel the vibrations but I was too blind to know my feelings. This stupid me is always waiting for people who are not in plain sight and even forget the right people in plain sight.