The Ex-Personal Line

Collapses

Collapses

By. Feby Princess

I woke up again

Among the desolate

Just a crowded mind

Self-curse

Can't go back

'To change the story

When they asked for laughter

It turns out that being willing is not as easy as a word

Don't worry, I'm just hurt

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

But can I cry once?

Before you go back to lying

When you're tired

Just stop

Make room, give time

They said, "Thank God"

But willing is not as easy as the word

Don't worry, I'm just hurt

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

But can I cry once?

Before you go back to lying

We are just wounded people

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

But can I cry once?

I don't want to lie to myself anymore

I want to learn to accept myself

Ima was still crying, but her voice had weakened. Even his body position was lying on the sand of the beach as the base.

Ima let go of all her feelings, her heartache, her inner wounds, her past as well as the pretense that she was fine. During this time Ima wears a mask of pretense that she is fine. Pretending to be okay left married Satya, pretending to be okay left behind both of her parents, pretending to be okay at the trick of her ex-boyfriend, and, pretending to be okay in living without news of his bluff, pretending to be okay with his best friend, pretending to be okay left married to Bimo.

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Satya without realizing her tears came down.

' I'm sorry Ma'

'I've got my karma'

'Now it's time for me to keep my promise first'

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Satya is 21 and Ima is 13. They had a small engagement event during a family meeting in Bandung. Located in Santi's house, one of the elders who is still healthy. Satya made her promise to Ima, and vice versa.

"I promise to make Ima happy with me" Satya gave the necklace to Ima at that time

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The sound of loud applause bore witness to their promise. But it was long ago and was forgotten by Satya, but not by Ima.

Ima kept her promise to comply with Satya, evident when Satya asked for the cancellation of the match so that he could marry the woman of his tribe.

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"Ima" Satya stroked the head of Ima

"Reverse yuk car, it's getting hot"

"People have also started to get crowded" Satya led the weak-looking Ima

Ima lost her voice from crying for too long and yelling could only nod her head and let her body be led by Satya.

Satya patiently led Ima, opened the car door, put on her seatbelt. Satya turns the car around and gets into the driver's seat.

"We'll eat first yuk"

"It's noon"

Ima just shook her head. Satya understands Ima is running out of noise, he exits his car and looks for a stall to buy drinking water. Ima who did not know what Satya meant just frowned watching Satya leave.

Satya returned with a black plastic bag in her right hand. Satya got into the car with a smile. He opened the black plastic bag

"It's Ma's drink first" Satya handed him a bottle of drink after Satya opened the lid

"Definitely puree"

"It was going to eat on the beach there, but full of people not so deh"

"We're looking for another quiet place huh" Satya turned on his car engine

Ima just nodded her head and drank water from the bottle to the toilet

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