The Ex-Personal Line

Freer

Satya runs her car back between the vehicles on the TOL road

"Crying is what satisfied Ima" Satya turned off the car's air conditioner and lowered the window glass

"Let all the pain overflow like the wind"

"Take out all the tightness of the heart like a lost tear washed away"

"But don't yell in the car yeah.nti thought I kidnapped you"

Ima could only smile at all Satya's words.

"Later if you want to scream I know a suitable place"

"I know how you feel now Ma"

"I'm sorry, Ma"

Ima could only shake her head and cry again. Ima weeps for her story with Bimo. Crying a wound that was buried when it was first broken. Crying the departure of his mother who had once made a place for the outlet of grief was left married Satya.

Before Mama died, Ima had to vent her sadness left Satya married by blaming Mama who always gave the doctrine that only Satya soul mate and only Satya can be liked.

At this time finally the pent-up wound and pain Ima tried to get out of her heart by crying

Satya occasionally glanced at Ima while driving her car

"Mas is so sorry Ma"

"Mas know this isn't a good start to a relationship"

"But let this be your start and Mas let go of the past"

"Currently let's both let's let go of the painful past"

"Let go of what makes us sick because of the past, not run from it"

Ima nodded her head

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Satya took her car not to Bekasi, the city where Ima lived or worked.

Satya brought Ima to the beach of the estuary of shoals still in the Bekasi area. Ima who was focused on crying over all her heartache did not know anything was going on.

Satya parked her car and when the car started to stop, Ima realized the situation.

"You can't possibly work with a face like that Ma"

"It's a pretty quiet place for you to be able to shout" Satya got out of her car and turned around opening the door for Ima

"You can shout there" Satya pointed with her head

"Do not be afraid, I will keep you company, even from afar"

Ima got out of the car and walked to the beach which was in a state of desolation. Satya walked behind Ima a few steps. Satya wants to make room for Ima, but keeps her company.

Ima was only speechless to see the wide-spread sea with the occasional jolt of her cries. Satya who was a few steps away from Ima, looked at the pensive Ima with the rest of her tears.

"Aaaaaaaa....." Satya shouted loudly and long

Ima was surprised to hear Satya scream

"Yyyyyyyy...."

"Yyyyyyyy..."

"Yyyyyyyy..." Satya yelled loudly several times, her face flushed red after shouting

Ima cries again to see Satya, he crouches between the sand of the beach.

"Yeahaaagh..."

"Yeahaaagh..."

"Yeahaaagh..." Ima shouted with her hoarse voice with great difficulty. And again his cry broke, this time louder than it was in the car. Ima let go of all the pain that she had always felt, she avoided, she forgot.

Ima tries to let go of her painful past. Let go of some men who left wounds. Let go of her regret about her mom and dad. Let go of her sense of worthlessness.

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Satya could only hear the wailing of Ima's cries. He could only look at the sea. In her little heart there was a feeling of guilt towards Ima. Guilty of being the first man to incise a wound.

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