The End of the Betrayal

Dead louse

The world is like a dark, gloomy and lonely vacuum. Not understanding what is seen, not understanding what is heard. It is like a body that walks, without life, on the long road of life. This is what I feel right now. I'm really dark about doing anything I don't know.

I remember the first time I set foot in this house when I was still afraid, not knowing whether my employer was a really good person, or just the opposite. I was afraid that my fate would not be as good as the previous job, I was afraid that later it would make my parents difficult by deciding to work as a maid. There was a lot of fear in my heart when I first set foot in this house, and I felt the same way now, I felt that my life would again lose its way.

With a tired body and a mind that thinks too much about things I shouldn't. I also lay this body on a soft mattress, for a maid class like me. My eyes were fixed on the white ceiling.

Lord, take my hand, hear this heart groaning. I pray so that I can face all these problems. I know You are the arbiter of my life, but I beg You not to make my life more difficult. I want to live God's peace.

Tokkkp... Tokkkp... Tokkkp...

When I was surprised, who was knocking at my door at night, I saw the clock on the wall, which showed ten at night. It was impossible for Momy Bela to knock on my door, and then Momy Bela would.... Mr. Gala....

I was confused when the door was knocked again. Feelings of anxiety and fear were increasingly enveloping me, well I was very sure that the one who knocked on the door was Mr. Gala, there was no way my master could knock on the door without calling my name, he said, momy Bela's habit is to call my name in her distinctive tone. Tia... with a long and slurred tone.

"Tia, I know you haven't slept, open the door! Or do I want to break it down and Momy's gonna wake up?" The voice I knew so well again disturbed my mind. My heart was beating faster, when Mr. Gala threatened me, there was no way I could just sit back and pretend to sleep while Mr. Gala knew that I had not slept.

"Tie..." My name was called again this time with a voice that grew louder.

"Yes wait..." Finally I could not pretend not to hear when Mr. Gala repeated calling my name with a louder speech.

Brugg!!! I also just turned the door suddenly pushed with a kecang. Makes me bounced and worse if I hit the door.

"Awhh... Mr. Gala what the hell, if Tia's knocking the door so sick right," my sniffle with a pissed-off tone exactly like I used to when talking to Mr. Gala.

"Explain why you left me all of a sudden! Three years Tia, I'm looking for you rich crazy guy, but you're hiding in Momy's house, is it my fault why you could do that to me," said Mr. Gala in a soft voice and sat on my bedroom bed. Well notya answer my words instead, the man leaned me with another question.

"Sir Gala, don't go in Tia's room, then Momy knows we can be accused of doing nothing," my words ignore the question from my ex-lover of course I say it like a person who is gossiping is whispering.

"I want it to happen" replied Mr. Gala who actually made me more wrong. I may have forgotten that Mr. Gala is actually a bit stubborn.

"So you left because of my family?" Ah, this man is indeed very stubborn. I asked to go instead more relaxed and discuss what should not be discussed.

"Sir Gala please, Tia still needs this job and don't make Tia lose this job with our past. Our relationship is over since three years ago, so Mr. Gala don't make Tia's life harder." I again begged strongly, so that Mr. Gala this time would listen to what I said and not be selfish.

"Momy will not fire you" said Mr. Gala with a sharpened look at me, I was confused again, what to do so that I can expel the man sitting on my bed, so as not to keep pressing me to answer questions I cannot answer. Well, I can't answer because I promised that I wouldn't tell anyone that I quit my job because I was fired unilaterally. They should know that I went outside from my previous job with the info that my contract expired.

"Well, Tia believes that Momy Bela is indeed the best employer, but it is not impossible that others will make Tia lose this job. Tia still wants to please Tia's parents. Not yet Tia has also promised Tia's sister, if I will help her tuition fees, so if Tia is involved in problems and lost her job, it will be difficult for Tia to get a comfortable job as well as her employer is good," I replied in a soft tone, I was hoping that Mr. Gala would hear my words and he was no longer selfish by thinking about himself and ignoring me.

"Who do you mean anyway. Are any of my parents or family threatening you?" ask Mr. Gala again, this time with a more tendent gaze and also a much softer voice, maybe the man knew very well that I could not be hardened.

Back I shook my head when Mr. Gala again asked about the past that I had suddenly abandoned him.

"If it wasn't, then why did you leave me all of a sudden, and all of your contacts I couldn't call?" ask Mr. Gala again. I'm getting confused, I know Mr. Gala won't stop asking questions before getting answers.

"Tia doesn't want to date. In religion we are not allowed to date. Tia does not want to add sin, anyway Tia's parents do not want if Tia dating, that's why Tia went from Mr. Gala. Anyway Tia hijab what people say later if the appearance is hijab but dating?" I who was confused to answer anything immediately thought of that answer that surely Mr. Gala will believe my answer. And also I'm sure this is the safest answer, without telling you the truth if I was threatened by her family, if Mr. Gala knew for sure he could have been angry and protested with his grandfather and I actually triggered conflict in the Gala sir family. I, who love peace, choose to lie for good.

"So the reason you suddenly left me is that you don't want to sin by courting, because in Islam you're not allowed to date?" ask Mr. Gala, repeating my answer. And I immediately replied with a strong nod I hope that Mr. Gala will believe and not discuss my mistakes three years ago.

"Tia does not want God to be angry" I added, this time I am sure that Mr. Gala will definitely understand my way of thinking.

"Ok, how about we get married!"

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