The End of the Betrayal

Goodbye to Jakarta

"Tia, are you seriously going home? Would it not be better you were looking for another job in the Capital, later I help deh, find a locker (Job Vacancy) with my friends, whose salary is enough for your needs, and not heavy," said Mission where Mission and Tulip are currently helping to tidy up my clothes. After I had a chat with Tulip and Mission, they finally agreed to pay for my furniture. I wanted to leave it to the Mission and the Tulips, but they might pity me or how they paid for my furniture that they didn't have.

"Don't miss, Lip, I'm sure I'll just go home, in fact I have told Mother and Father that after this I will go home and will help them sell in the village," I said with confidence.

"Keep if Mr. Gala asks us about you, we have to how, there is no way we can lie and say do not know with what happened to you, while Mr. Gala already knows very well that we are the closest chum." This time replace the Tulip who spoke up.

"Sorry Tulip, your mission is getting carried away with this, but please keep what should be kept secret, say no idea, and do not know. I don't want to add more problems in my life, it's been enough all this time I've been having problems stopping me very tired with the journey of life, especially about love, you know that I was so young twenty-two knows, I should have been busy with my ideals and also busy with work that I could use to help the family economy. After all, Mr. Gala has been betrothed and will marry I do not want to thwart the marriage of people, let if we have a mate let meet by itself," I reply with great confidence, so that Mission and Tulip don't tell me what happened to me while Mr. Gala was gone.

Maybe the effect I took a nap just now, this time my brain was a little reliable, not sad anymore. We also continue to work packing my clothes that are not much. After almost three hours of tidying up the clothes and later the items are moved if I have left and of course, I went out first with the hostess and told her that my belongings would be transported by the Mission as well as the Tulip.

At nine o'clock in the evening I was part of the Mission and also Tulip after the pickup car (Travel) had arrived.

For the last time I hugged Mission and Tulip, we were friends who didn't know each other and didn't know each other, during these two years Tulip and Mission were the best friends of friends who were not baperan and also there was no problem whatsoever.

"Mission, I'm sorry well if as long as we make friends my words or do me that are intentional or not hurt your feelings a little. I'm sorry and if there's a debt I might forget I pay later you'll charge it well. Although we will no longer be friends directly, but we will continue to be in touch. Later I will tell you the new number that I will use, so we will continue to communicate," I said with eyes that have blurred, it's because of the clear membrane that coats the eyeball.

Hikhik... Mission just sobbed with my words. "Lu's never wrong Tia, like a lot of wrong is me. Anyway you should call me, and you tell me if you want to marry me," said the mission that I know that my friend was trying to comfort me, who had been glazed.

Sure enough I managed to be entertained not only me but Tulip who had stood up sadly also laughed with the mision joke.

"Tia, I'm sorry well all this time I was the most ignorant of you. Anyway sorry my pranks... hik..hik.... hik..." Tulip also cry like Mission, while I do not mean not sad, I am also sad but I know which ones I have to let out his sadness and which ones are not. I don't want other boarding friends to be suspicious and know my problem. There were some friends who asked me where I was going, and I said I was going home. Granted, but for the reason my family wanted me to come home, so it wasn't because I was fired by my grandfather and also the mother of my lover. Although it seems like it will still leave a lot of questions. And I'm sure after I leave here there will be a lot of bad gossip.

After I had mellowed and also the mutual apologies of all that I had done especially on the Mission and Tulip, this time I actually got in the car and left Tulip and Mission, this time, and many memories in this rented, not only rented, but also this city has taught me a lot of good memories, especially with my friends.

After I made small talk with the driver and a friend I had just met in the car, the same goal was to return home to a city not far away. I closed my eyes and tried to strengthen my heart.

The world is so cruel. Test after exam is not stopping. problems alternately stabbing. The fragile raga. Hearts that begin to collapse. But this world forces us to keep moving. Convincing to stay strong. I continue to believe that I am strong against, against, every obstacle that will come. Take lessons from every problem and make reference to keep moving forward. The fragile rating will not return intact, but the fragile body and heart must not collapse.

I should be grateful because what happened between me and Mr. Gala is not too far away, you could say my relationship and Mr. Gala is still a corn, so you could say I have not put too much hope in this relationship, although there is no denying the pain and disappointment must be there especially me to lose my job, but I am sure God must be preparing the best soul mate for me, or maybe me and Gala sir are not yet a match at this time, but maybe a match in front of him.

God did allow his people to change their life course, but God has also determined the end of each story. The plan that has been determined can not always be realized. Dreams that have been expected can not immediately become reality. Surely man can plan, and still God determines everything. No one knows what will happen in the future. Only good faith is always expected.

I have learned a lot from everything that has happened to me lately. One side I feel very sick, but one side I can enjoy the pain as a lash for me to be stronger again, I wouldn't have felt as strong if I hadn't felt the pain as I did now.

Love does not have to be about having, nor does it have to be about loving. Love can be about self-consciousness and sincerity. Let him be happy with his choice. Love does not have to be from a lover, love can flow from anywhere. Even yourself can be a source of love. From parents and relatives can not be said love, then why is it always the lover who is often associated with Love?

Goodbye Jakarta I hope we meet at a later date.

Seriate....

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