
PoV Empress
Tonight my body feels weak and tired. Naturally, because today my schedule is quite tight. What I want to do quickly at this time, to get home just sleep and restore the energy that has been drained all day.
But it was never imagined by me that I would meet my husband today. He sat alone without a dish in front of him.
I looked at her net face looking sunken, her body a bit thin, well, maybe not taken care of.
I turned around, suddenly my tears were dripping. I would lie if I didn't miss him. But this pain is still not treatable. After nearly a year of separation from home. It is a heavy burden that I bear. Separating with my husband was not easy for me, and it was hard to decide to divorce. Even though this has been something I've wanted to do for a long time.
But in fact, if I continue, it's heavy with my husband's pressure. Problems in my household can still be discussed and resolved? this question is in my mind. In fact, it has tried many times to fix, it just ends tangled and accumulates new problems.
I stepped out, quickly wanting to get in the car. I don't think I'm ready to meet him yet. But he called me.
"Raa.wait! I looked at him annoyed. His face is twisted, but I will not fall asleep. I'm gonna get in the car and get away, maybe better.
"Young.hu.hu...
I didn't think my husband came alone. I looked at my son with a sense of tightness. This child is my strength. I was glued to the spot, between wanting to hug my son and avoiding my husband.
"Umiii.hu huuu.." Icha sobbing. I couldn't bear to then hug her.
"Here, baby.don't cry anymore." I wiped her tears and stroked her long hair.
"Umi anywhere, why do Umi stay in Icha, Umi same Icha"
"Icha kangen very similar Umi" hu.huuu..."
"I'm sorry dear Umi.. Icha currently do not understand, someday Icha must know, why Umi lives in Icha" I kissed her cheek a little thin not Cuby anymore as before.
"Mommy go, baby! Icha come home, it's night, greetings uti at home." I stood up and opened the car door. I glanced at my husband at a glance he looked at me gently, then I threw my face away.
I'm going to get in the car. But Icha is hysterical, the whole Cafe out all.
"Uniii...Please.don't go!" hu huu..."
Icha hugged my leg from behind.
"Umiii.hu..."
"Umi.biar Papa does not consider Umi a bidodari"
"But, Umi Bidodari Icha! take Icha away, please..."
"Icha will come with Umi, wherever Umi goes!" hu huu..."
I turned around to pull her hand slowly, to get up. We were both dissolved in tears, letting go of longings that almost a year had not met.
"Please..Umi's..Icha come with ya"
Icha hugged my stomach and looked up at my face. I nodded with a smile.
I led Icha into the car sitting next to the wheel. I run the car, not thinking that Nena, Weny, and the other two employees haven't come home yet. Let them take a taxi online, I thought.
I noticed my husband was following from the back of a stupid period with him.
"Where are we going Umi?" Icha looked at me anxiously not knowing what the boy was thinking.
"Where do you want it?" I asked back.
"Well, the same origin of Umi" Sahut with worry maybe fear I stay. I smiled and stroked the tip of his head.
"Umi"
"Yes, honey..why?"
"Umi don't be disappointed with Icha ya." I looked at her face, looking at me sadly. I frowned.
"What did Icha do wrong?" I Ask with Worries.
"The value of the Icha report card is bad all Mi, at least only six, seven, if there was a time there was still Umi at least seven" he said regretfully.
"Hehehe..." I pat her shoulder slowly. "Kok Umi laughs, seneng yes if the value of Icha is bad" he said manyun.
"Yes not! seneng period, why indeed the value can plummet so, Umi's feelings used to not always teach Icha"
"Icha was sad, thought Umi every day, sometimes Icha think, maybe Umi outside the rain, heat, hunger, like soap opera tuh"
"Mom ran away from home and scrawled garbage bins for food"
"Well, that's the problem Umi, Icha learn so not konsen, if the night wants to talk to Papa"
I nodded harshly staring at the streets. It turns out that parental separation is very negative for children. I thought hard, the problem is too complicated. What I have in mind is divorce. It feels deadlocked there is no other alternative even though life always gives many choices. There is an inner war, if I continue the intention to divorce there are many hearts that are hurt. My son, my family, my family-in-law. Aaahh.
If this is the case maybe I should give up, risking my own happiness. I can only hope. May there be love and affection between me and my husband. May there be a little kindness from my husband.
I noticed from the rearview mirror Mas Daniel was still trailing me.
"Hoam..."
I looked quickly. "Drowsy baby, just boobok later if it's up Umi wakein"
"No, I'll be scared at Umi's house." Her speech.
"Hehehe..you're funny, yes, Umi that loaf! Icha on the side of the road."
I was talking all the way, not feeling right in front of the house.
"It's come baby, come down yuk"
"Oh Umi lives here huh, who is Umi?"
"Rame-Rame dear, same Aunt Nena, Aunt Weny, Rini, Mira"
"Well! Umi cheated" He said scowling.
"Kok, Umi is cheating, why is it?"
"out of! Umi here lives a rame-rame, while Icha there is lonely." His hands kept on my arms.
"Already, don't pout Come in yuk"
Budhe PoVs.
Rani got home almost nine. Rani rushes into the bathroom, after finishing Then calls Icha.
"Honey.The bathroom first yes" he said as he pulled the hand of Icha slowly who was sitting on the sofa chair.
"Yes, but Icha doesn't want to go home, Icha wants to get stuck here." He looked at Rani pleading.
"Yes" continued Rani while scrambling her hair. Icha prancing around the bathroom, her long hair fluttering to the right and to the left.
"Assalamualaikum" After parking Daniel in.
"Goddessalam..."
Rani replied without looking at the remote television it was just a soap opera.
Daniel sits on a long one-seat sofa with Rani but is far apart.
"How are you doing Ra?" Daniel's question was barely audible.
"Good!" Sahut Rani judes.
"Why are you following us, you better go home?! Tukas Rani turned her back to Daniel.
"sorry"
One word came out of Daniel's mouth.
Rani did not answer the focus of watching soap operas, although she did not like just to calm down.
"You're staying here just as ready as Ra?" Daniel asked, taking a little seat. Maybe Daniel saw a lot of flip-flops in front of the garage.
"Why do you ask me who I live with! staying with anyone is none of your business!!" Tukas Rani without looking.
"A really bad guy?" Daniel's question shifted a little more.
"You must never say I am fierce, my words are not yet comparable to every one of your harsh words, which are like knives poking at my heart!!" Rani continued with a trembling body holding back tears. Rani is still in position to turn her back on Daniel.
Daniel felt guilty about hugging his wife. But there is no courage.
"I'm sorry, which always hurts your heart, give me one more chance, I'll fix everything". Daniel moved his seat a little more.
"Ahaha...Rani laughs in the made-up like competing with the sound of soap operas on television.
"From the first moment you did something wrong! then talk"
"I'm sorry, I'll fix it one more time". The word Rani imitates the words of Daniel first.
"But you repeat, and keep repeating, if written in a notebook, will not fit with your apology!"