
Mama Nadyn wiped her tears then downstairs. Papa Nano just came home from the office, seeing his wife crying straight into her arms.
"Why is my wife beautiful?" Papa Nano guided his wife to sit on the sofa. Papa Nano put his wife to sleep in his lap.
"Why?" Tanya Papa stroked his wife's forehead.
"Rani goes Pa" hiks. Mama's body is shaking.
"Go! meaning?" Tanya Papa could not yet digest the words of his wife.
"He ran away Pa.." hiks.
"Why? fight them again?" Ask Papa.
Mama nodded. Papa grunts annoyed. It must be his son again, he thought.
"Mama called him?" Ask Papa his hand does not want to be silent while stroking his wife's hair.
"Already! but the number is not actively pah." Answer Mama.
"Already, later Papa told the men, to investigate the whereabouts of Rani." Papa's words appeased his wife.
"If Rani's doing well, just let Pa, Mama just wants to see her happy" "Pity her, always suffering life with our son." Mama Said.
"Rani asked for a divorce Pa" Mama said.
Papa was surprised, looking closely at his wife even though how of course Papa did not want his son and daughter-in-law divorced.
"Where do you know?" Ask Papa to be teary.
"It's Pah" Mama handed the letter to her husband.
Papa read the letter.
*****
While Daniel was in his room trying to call his wife many times but was not active.
Daniel tries to call Dino his brother-in-law in Yogyakarta. Who knows, Rani came home like she thought.
"Deeerrr.
"Assalamualaikum, sister-in-law..." Dino's voice is across there.
"Waalaikumsalam" Mas Dino how are you?" Ask Daniel.
"Good news, sister-in-law how is it?" Ask Dino.
"Alhamdulillah be healthy" said Daniel.
"How's Rani's sister-in-law doing?" Deg. Daniel understood that Rani was not there.
"Hallo.hallo.adik Ipar" Cecar Dino because Daniel was just silent.
"Ee, a, anu, good news Rani Mas," replied Daniel.
"I'm glad to say, say to him, I took a promise" "He used to say he wanted to love 11, uh don't know lie" ahahaha..." Dino laughed with satisfaction.
"I finally won! Syntia's been hamail 4 months, you know," Cerocos Dino is proud across.
Daniel smiled wryly.
"Oh, congratulations Mas, thank God for giving confidence to Mas Dino" "Yes that's it Mas Dino, which is important to be healthy, greetings to the Father." Daniel ended his call.
Flasbach
"When do you want to give Mas Dino?" Tanya Dino teases her gynecologist sister.
"Let me tell Mas Daniel first, Mas Dino what message would you like?" Ask Rani.
"11! ahaha..." Dino replied with a loud laugh.
"What mouse am I? message the child until 11" replied Rani pouting.
"Yes later Rani asked for the same child Mas Daniel 11, then Mas Dino asked for Syntia 11. Answer Rani.
"Ho oh later we open a team, between Jakarta and Yogyakarta" ahahaha..Dino laughed in satisfaction at teasing her sister.
"Bodo I want to sleep! chat is not quality." ketus Rani.
Flasbach.
Then Daniel tries to contact Reno Rani's ex-lover, after a misunderstanding of the time, Reno and Daniel become good friends.
Deerrr.
"Call..." Sahut Reno in any.
"Hallo, how's Ren doing?" Ask Daniel.
"Good news bang! gemana, when was I loved?" Daniel took a breath. Again that's what Reno asked the same as Dino's question.
"Rani's good news, isn't she bang?" Ask Reno.
Daniel had already understood Reno's question. Reno also does not know the whereabouts of Rani. Of course Daniel did not dare to ask directly about the departure of his wife to Dino and Reno. It means opening up his own shame.
"Oh yes, Rani is fine Ren" replied Daniel. " Yes, that's all that matters to good." Daniel then disconnects the phone.
Then Daniel contacts Nena Rani's best friend from the village who works at the cafe.
Deerr..Deerrr.
"Assalamualaikum" answered Nena.
"Waalaikumsalam" replied Daniel.
"Tumben Mr Daniel called me, did Rani come to Sir?"
"Well, I just did not call you, because your number when I save do not give it a name." Daniel lied.
"Oh that's it, sir! Sorry sir, I closed first, working night shift because, next time I call again greetings to Rani yes sir." Cerocos Nena across the street.
"Well, sorry, I'm interrupting your time." Daniel hangs up his cell phone and goes to Rani's room.
Daniel opens Rani's closet. His heart was like slashed. The clothes he bought when he was the nanny of Icha, when Icha was three years old, he did not bring.
Daniel only realized all this time he did not pay attention to his wife. During the marriage has never invited Rani shopping for her personal needs.
Though Daniel has his own Mall why he never took him there. Even though there was Mama Nadyn who invited. Daniel cried, he opened the drawer necklace that he bought at the top he did not bring, but it was the only one that Daniel gave during marriage. A 330 grm jewelry package as a dowry was also left behind. Daniel remembers giving the dowry a number of those. Because when he married Daniel was exactly 33 years old and only Mama Nadyn and Papa Nano knew the history.
Daniel shrank his tears. He climbed into bed to kiss the pillow that still smells Rani.
Daniel walked to the study table. He finds a letter and opens a drawer with Rani's diary.
Daniel opened the letter in an envelope.
*****
My husband
I'm sorry, one step I got out of this house, the angel noted my infamy.
But I can only pray that God will forgive me.
My husband
Like I said, your widow left with her shawl.
But the truth is I'm not your heretic.
I'm just a despicable woman whom Mas regards as a thief.
My husband
This morning, I'm sorry for being so presumptuous to walk away from you.
I'm sorry, for daring to go against my nature. But if I don't do this with your knife, it'll make me die and it'll lose the direction of my life's purpose.
I'm going to go crazy for this.
Something that continues to wriggle in my heart that is so terrible and difficult to describe.
Although I still love you and I don't know when this feeling will disappear.
But the pain of my heart is greater than my love for you.ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
My husband
Let me go get rid of this tiredness, and this pain.
Do not you understand the pain of my heart that has been touched so far. Maybe my parents used to have given me the wrong name. Because the name is prayer and now I always bear the pain.
My husband
Forgive me for the mistake I never made.
There was nothing I expected of me, when I got back here.
If after my departure Mas has changed, let your heart belong to someone else. Maybe this is a heartwarming farewell after Almira.
I'm ready for my decision, divorce me, maybe our happiness isn't between us.
My husband
I leave Icha to you, take care of her. For me Icha is not my only child but like a child born from my own womb.
Take care of him, love him and watch over him, for all this time my attention has diminished. And tell him that I love him very much.
My husband's.
Kiss hug away from me for last.
I'm.
Maha Rani Larasati's.
Raniiiii....