
“ are you ready cila?”
“ already, your majesty”
The royal party began to arrive. I was already sitting on a special bench of concubines, being in the third level of the order of guests of honor. On the first level were the emperor and empress, seated at the center of the hall, in front of the guests. In the second level there was the concubine of the emperor, the royal elder's family facing the emperor, separated by a considerable distance. While the third level, is a concubine and an important official with a wife who is on the side between the two.
From here I can clearly see the altar of marriage of Mr. En, as a concubine I only went through a small inauguration, there is no such luxurious marriage process. I know myself enough.
“ noble, do you need anything?”
“ no Cila, oia don't forget our plan. You should be able to skit” I remind.
“ quiet your majesty. I can certainly” even though the wound has not healed completely, but he already looks healthy and excited. I am so happy. Although I initially objected to this marriage, now I am even grateful. At least master En is there to accompany in this kingdom. The palace will soon be filled with the presence of the crown princess. I don't have to worry about it.
“ madam, the show will be starting” whispered Cila, I nodded. After watching Mr. En's wedding ceremony, I will carry out my plan. Because after that entertainment and dining events that last a long time. It was the perfect time to sneak out the kingdom.
Dung, dung
The sound of drums indicates the ceremony will begin soon. The guests who were talking were silent. Focused on witnessing the royal crown prince's wedding.
“ noble, the waiter delivers a favorite snack of noble concubines. He said this was a delivery from someone” while putting down my favorite cake. This makes me both flattered and moved. Only Mr. En knows this cake. Mr. En is still watching me even when the wedding is about to begin.
“ oh, alright”
‘maybe this is the last gift from Mr. En that I can get’
Dung,, dung, dung,,
The bride enters the wedding hall. I could see at the same end Master En looked so handsome with his royal attire. I smiled briefly, looking at him for a long time. This is the last time I can see it.
Before standing, I took the time to taste the cake from Mr. En. I take some in one meal. So yummy.
Dungs..
Guests are invited to stand as a sign of respect for the bride and groom. The crown princess looks so beautiful despite walking behind master En I can still see her dazzling looking silhouette. The two brides walked with beauty. Suddenly I also wanted to do it, wear a wedding dress and do the wedding ceremony. Hopefully not just wishful thinking.
Dungs..
The guests could sit back, the bride was already in the presence of the emperor. The wedding ceremony is about to begin. Wait, suddenly my body feels hot, my chest is also tight. Cold sweat started to come out. Something is wrong with my body.
“Cila, help me”. I want to leave the celebration immediately. I turned for a moment towards Mr. En, I saw his eyes pointing towards my place. Maybe because I'm the only one standing.
“ ah, my stomach,” I hold my stomach. So hurt. I'm not even strong to step.
“ noble, what happened?” Cila looked anxious, whether she still thought I was playing a show or not, but this pain really felt.
“ ah,, pain, my stomach hurts once” I hugged my stomach tighter.
“ the noble,!” I fell down. I have no power to hold my body. Cila looks very panicked. He began to realize that I wasn't performing as I had planned.
“ blood, hemorrhaging concubine” shouted one of the officials who had been watching us. Suddenly the atmosphere that was originally calm was now crisp and tense, everyone approached me.
“ that start, there's a lot of blood on your legs” anxious Cila. How can I bleed when I'm not pregnant, wait if this is Mr. En's plan. Brother Lu's potion was indeed not given to me.
“ hurts,,, my stomach hurts so much,,” it feels like there's a sword piercing my stomach. So hurt. I can't help feeling this. My eyesight is starting to dim.
“ started,, selir” I can still hear it, but I can't see anything. That voice was the last thing I remember.
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I felt a cold wind blow on my face. I felt someone stroke my hand and hold it tight. I want to know who that person is, but I don't think my body can move. Tired, these eyes feel heavy, I still want to sleep, but why is this person bothering me. Can't resist or pull my hand, so just shut up.
“ is he still unconscious?”
“ yet a noble”
“ is already the second day, why did he not wake up too?” weak, I caught his weakened tone sounding very pitiful. I know who this voice belongs to.
“ you go let me accompany him” footsteps sounded away and closer. They change places. I don't want to open my eyes anymore.
Some I felt elusan in my head, down to my cheek. This touch was so gentle as if my body would be broken if not careful. I felt my hand lift up and hit a chewy thing.
“ wake up, don't punish me. I know all this is my fault” I so try to remember the incident until I can be like this. What mistakes he made.
“ did everything without asking or telling you, I'm really guilty of you” oh, the bleeding. I remembered.
“ I think doing that action, it might be possible to cancel this marriage, in fact the emperor only postponed it for 10 days” so true my guess. This was indeed Mr. En. Hearing this desperate voice touched my heart a little. She really didn't want this wedding, I misunderstood her.
“ what should I do to make you aware? Please wake up” my hands feel wet, is Mr En crying?, how precious I am in his eyes?.
“ sir,” I don't want to hear his desperate words. And chose to open my eyes. My throat feels dry making my voice seem hoarse. The master looked at me with longing. It's so wet, she's really crying because of me.
“ You're awake, Is anyone sick?” I shook my head slowly. He smiled at me, then brought me some water. Very understanding. He helped me sit down and drink the water.
“ get the healer over here immediately, concubine Zen has realized” his orders to the guarding waiter.
“ I'm so glad you finally realized” my hand in his hand and kissed him short. His eyes sparkled with excitement.
“ do you want something?” i'm shaken. Just wanted to see him act this collar.
“ why are you just silent?” smiling to answer his question.
Shortly after the head of the palace physician came, Mr. En retreated to allow him to check on me immediately. After a while, I saw a frown on his forehead, followed by a slow slit. The doctor looked worried, even I saw him rushing. I started to wonder if there were any serious problems with my body.
“ how is it?”
“ s,,me. Can't feel the pulse of pregnancy concubine” healer looks scared when she says it. Even his voice was shaking.
“ what? Say it clearly?” snarled mr. En.
“ s,, concubine lost her baby, forgive me noble” healer even rested in front of Mr. En.