
I walked over to him, Mr. En is already in the bath. The waiter helped me tidy up the clothes so as not to make it difficult for me while in the bath. Outdoor clothes are deliberately removed so as not to get wet.
“ help me clean myself”
“ forgive me noble, my body is still limp. Maybe the baby so can not linger in the bath. The aroma is quite disturbing me” the servants look at me pity. This is what I want. I'm not a submissive Zenia anymore.
“ wasn't last night you said you wanted to bathe me, because the baby” was a tongue smith, now the waiter even laughed at me.
“ come here I give the opportunity to please my son” his face looks satisfied to play with me. I just sighed softly. Not match.
“ you guys go” continued Mr. En.
I took the body fragrances as well as other fragrances closer to Mr. En. He waited with great satisfaction. I sat on the edge of the bath, and started rubbing her back.
“ so how's my son there?” Insinuations of my refusal.
“ has not seen its shape” replied me origin.
“ why did you ignore me today? “ that question again. Is not clear why. Doesn't he feel guilty for me.
“ I'm not ignoring tuan”
“ are you mad at me?”
‘exactly once’
“ what should I be angry about?” fishing talk, who knows Mr. En will tell his lies
“i also don't know” basic liar. Obviously, the reason is still not to confess.
Finally the magic was finished as well, even with an arrogant heart. Mr. En seems to know something is different with my attitude. But intentionally not bring it up again. Now that we were having breakfast together, I kept quiet more and only said if Mr. En asked. And with a short answer.
Because of that bad mood, it made Master En leave the palace with a feeling of displeasure. His face still continued to stare at me in confusion, and ended up giving up. I learned to be cold to Mr. En.
“ mistress, still thinking about the problem yesterday?” Cilla asked after cleaning the dining table.
“ you must know my heartache, I won't forget it”
“ mistress do not be sad, I will always be on the side of madam” only Cilla understands my feelings.
“ today can you help me?” Cila approaching indicates he is ready to do as I say. I whispered in his ear.
“ mistress!, is it okay?” he looks scared.
“ today the crown prince will not visit me again, so as long as you do not open your mouth, everything will be fine.” I have a stressful plan today. To comfort my heartache.
“ well madam” resigned. Cila can't refuse my orders. Goody.
And here I am, on a quiet, cool hill. After doing so many tricks I finally got here. I told Cila to redress my departure. He didn't even tell me where I was going. In simple clothes I went out of the palace.
Climbing the hill on the edge of the forest, from up here I can see the view of the city of Zoska and the kingdom. So beautiful and charming. I found this place while I was practicing horse riding. At that time just wanted to find a place to rest for a while, it turned out to be my favorite place when entertaining myself.
I looked ahead. Right in the direction of the government. Darisinipun kingdom looks very broad and magnificent. Followed by the homes of the residents who surround it. Everything looks small here.
“ behold, such a large kingdom seems small. Especially with the humans who live there?” my germs. Can only talk to yourself.
“ I shouldn't be proud of myself, I'm just a bunch of ants fromini”
“ even though the ruler is a kingdom but if compared to the population is still outnumbered. I don't need to be afraid. From now on can only rely on yourself.”
I went back into silence, enjoying the soul-soothing atmosphere of nature, the friendly wind led me to peace. Closing my eyes, feeling like I was in silence.
I woke up when the sky was already late in the afternoon, I started to worry about the palace. Though I intend to spend time only until noon but now dusk is about to disappear. I rushed down.
“ can not be also Mr. En looking for me, must be busy planning his wedding.” As if I realized, I started to walk normally.
When I got to my horse, seeing the clarity of the river pulled me to swim there. I turned my head to look for the existence of humans who might be here.
“ nobody” lirihku.
I started to take off my clothes and immediately soaked in the river.
“ fresh once water here” shouted me. It was a long time ago that I no longer felt the fresh water of the river. When I was a kid, I could swim as I pleased. I miss those times.
No tears came out, longing for my parents suddenly I felt. I'm really lonely here. No one loves me as much as them. Either suddenly I also remembered Mr. En, in a moment maybe his attention will be divided. And I was just his little concern.
“ actually why this pain is so tormenting me. Forget him Zen, forget” my grunts. I'm getting manic, feeling worthless and worth leaving behind.
“ I don't want it, I hate it” my design. I swim to the middle of the river. No matter the danger. Keep swimming, until suddenly I was dragged alus and hit a rock. As soon as I realized, I had to pull over immediately.
“ hix,,hiks, but, I already love her. I love Mr. En. Hiks ,,hiks”
The tightness in my chest made me cry even more, trying to deny this feeling all my might, but I really couldn't. The more you want to deny the more heartache of his lies. I'm no longer helped. Falling in the crown prince's charm.
After being content to let out my heart, a little relief I felt. Start wearing clothes and continue on your way home. I just found out that my head was bleeding from the impact. I just washed it and stopped the bleeding. Wait until the palace to treat it.
The night that greeted me when I reached the palace gate, I went through the same path when I came out earlier, no obstacle happened. After that smuggle into the harem palace. All these skills are the result of my training with Brother Lu all this time.
After reaching the backyard of my palace, I walked slowly into it. The atmosphere is quite quiet. I ordered Cila to say that today my body was in need of rest, so reduce the number of servants to avoid the commotion.
“ Cila, come here” I sit in the living room and take off my shoes and clothes.
“ Cila..” no legit. Tumben once he didn't answer my call. I feel like something's wrong. My gut says something bad happened.
“ Cila,,” I walk into the room.
How surprised I saw the scenery here, I directed my gaze to the figure of a small woman with her body parts covered in blood. Not to forget the bodyguard who was holding the whip was standing behind him.