The Diary Ecca Season II

Episode 74

...Risoles And Sausages...

And after a few minutes passed I finally finished the interview as well, he said he would be informed later after two or three days. Hopefully I will be accepted, so I can start working again there is also my friend Naira.

"Well interview?" Ask Naira

"Yes, Alhamdulillah!" Answer me

"Ywdh, I hope you're welcome!" Naira

"Yes, Amen!!" Answer me

"Ywdh, Nai I'm going home first!" I said goodbye to Naira.

"Ah, yes!" Answer

"Assynnya!" Mouthed

"Greetings waalaikum!" Answer

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and make me sad and contemplate.

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Alhamdulillah after a few days passed turned out I was accepted to work in one of the famous companies, PT. BKR, tbk Jakarta the largest company that I now become one of its employees, here I work as a staff of Conten Creator. Because in this company is engaged in fashion services and creativity, so from now on I have to try hard to produce my ideas that make creative arts and crafts.

At first I felt this job was a job that I really liked because I had studied at one of the universities in Jakarta majoring in art, and Alhamdulillah now my work also has art.

I am so happy to meet so many people. Although I actually feel very sad because actually I can't meet my father and mother for a while because we have to separate.

Although in fact, I am the type of home child girl so when I get work my feelings so not funny. I don't know why I fell in love with my new job, but the point is I'm going to be happy.

"Ecca, what are you doing here?" Ask someone in the distance and it turns out it's the Lord's sister.

"Ah, I'm going to work again. Why are you doing here?" Means back.

"I...!!" The answer is like covering something up.

"God, what's going on here?" Call someone from far away.

"Ah, yes, yes! My friend called!" Then he rushed away from me.

"Why is he like that?" Much

"Ah, bodo really does what he cares who I am!" I started to get into the building where I worked.

And then I saw somebody's shadow, he walked up to me he looked like David.

"David!" Exclamation

"Ah, my head hurts!" I said while holding my head.

Lately my head has been hurting a lot and I've always been thinking about David, it was as if he had come in the distance and then he approached me when I tried to approach him and I was wide-eyed because then he disappeared.

Then I was so sad, I didn't know why it was like this, I really wanted to see David again but unfortunately he's not in this world anymore. I can only pray that my David is calm in nature, I love David so much that I cannot forget him. Although there were actually some men who approached me unable to open my heart to any man other than my David.

These days I've been consulting with the Psychiatrist a lot about my illness. I often daydream and always dazed I also often see David, I do not know what really happened to me but the Doctor only advised me to rest and take medicine.

And in the end, now the once jolly Ecca has now turned quiet and also often forgets the time of rest. I guess by busying myself in the office I can forget all the problems I experienced but it was not.

"Diary, why have I been feeling so dizzy lately. Am I perhaps lacking rest!!" I write in my diary.

Actually, I really like writing let alone writing Diary, lately I often feel pain in my head almost every day. At first I thought my depression had recurred again but it turns out I had another illness I don't know I haven't had time to see a doctor.

A few days ago I was going to see a doctor but then I met with Brother Fikri.

"What are you doing here?" Tanyanya while holding a friendly figure with a beautiful girl.

"Hmm, i..!!!" Reply stuttered.

"Hmm, Brother Fikri why are you here with girls again?" Reveal me while trying to divert the conversation.

"Ah, this is my friend Desi!" He introduced the beautiful girl next to him.

Then I tried to reach out my hand and get acquainted with the girl, really she was very beautiful like an angel, her face and smile made her look very beautiful. And very graceful because she was wearing a dress and also wedges shoes, her height so looks beyond me.

Behind it all I feel happy to see brother Fikri has now started to get close to other girls besides me, although actually I also felt the heartbreak of my chest felt tight and I felt like I could not hold back my tears. But as much as possible I try to throw away my ego and start to forget about Brother Fikri even though I am actually unable to.

I don't know why it could happen like this, Big Brother Fikri came with his love and he filled the emptiness of my heart and then he left me and I saw him walk with another girl. I try to make peace with my past and also with my current circumstances. I don't know what disease I'm suffering from now, I can only rest and take the rest of the medicine I can only ask God that he take away all my illnesses.

"Gee!" I said while I was acquainted with the girl.

"Ah, I think I should go to the toilet, sorry nature calls!!" Excruciate.

Actually, my chest hurts I also feel tight and then in the toilet suddenly my tears are pouring out, I don't know why it's like this when I've tried to forget it and I've also tried to throw away all my ego but then suddenly the feeling that I've been keeping for a long time suddenly reappeared.

Although actually I was jealous, strange when first brother Fikri chasing me but now he even has another girl I even become heartbroken.

"Why is he jealous of me just as much as you?" Ask Desi.

"What do you mean?" Ask Brother Fikri back.

"It seems like he really likes you!" Seru Desi's.

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