The Diary Ecca Season II

Episode 9

...Introductions...

I asked while trying to break the silence, because we just both sat down and tried to pull over in the middle of a very heavy rain.

"Ah, I actually really like the rain... Since the rain has been like a part of my life, you will never be able to feel the sensation where you are like a child who is smiling while dancing in the rain" he said at length while telling.

"Why did he like me, first!!" My answer in my mind.

"You why? I'm weird, aren't I?" Ask.

"Why not!" My answer.

"Hm, a lot of people say that I'm weird because I like to play in the rain. When in fact I am weak and easily sick, my mother always scolded me if I played in the rain but I really like to play in the rain!" His word.

"Hm, Childs!" My answer.

"What?" Ask.

"Ah, why not!" My answer.

"Hadeuh good thing he is not denger (wkwkwk)" I said in my mind.

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Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice.

For me life is always black and white, happiness will always be directly proportional to sadness. We're just waiting for the time to take turns, right?. And so with silence. Today feels crowded, maybe tomorrow we will dialogue again with solitude.

Although in the crowd I still feel lonely, somehow lonely I feel without someone who can accompany me in this solitude, it does not feel like I have gone further and further I walk alone.

My egoist feels that if I just complain without trying, somehow my pen scratches to the point where the black ink that I write on white paper has run out, inexplicably, everything I write corresponds to the journey of life in which the crying heart tells of every journey of the soft heart, although the time spoke in a soft tone while accompanied by the piano which continued to sound with melodunya like a melody that struck the heart.

The clock's needle kept ticking towards the infinite axis with a full turn I kept asking myself, today whether it will be better than the days before or it will even give me a flurry of money actually leads me to the fear of starting a change.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

Not because the word forever sounds impossible, actually nothing can happen on earth, if you ask why, actually I do not know.

I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive. Although I'm actually hard to forget about him.

Just being able to look at each other, silent and pensive. Without any sound, it's like there's a big, high wall that keeps us far apart from each other. Silence without a word, found his voice and never crossed my mind will meet the figure of the man I once loved but only the same face, the same, but not with his feelings I don't know he's not him.

I just want to hope and try to remember him, I never know the man who is now beside me. He came to me, yes it rained at the same time. I realize I love the rain, but now I feel like I've forgotten those good times. Then why did he come and show his love for something similar to me.

"Ehmm.." she broke the silence.

"I think I just saw you!" His word.

"Ah, time!" My answer.

"Hmm, may" I replied expressionlessly.

"My name is God!" He stretched out his hand and introduced himself.

I'm actually lazy to meet strangers, but why is it like there is something that makes him look warm and caring even though we just met for the first time. A sweet smile and a humorous greeting made it easy to spot even though David's shadow always crossed my mind.

"Ah, I'm Ecca" I replied as I extended my hand.

Then for some reason it was silent, and suddenly my chest was shaken my heart felt a trembling pain all over my body, I rippled while feeling something strange.

"Ah, he's not David!" I said in my mind while trying to hold back my tears that had wanted to flow.

I realize I don't want to lose him, but why David came back into my life. God why you look so much like David, actually I don't want to see him again but why does it have to be like this. I don't know what God I'm capable of withstanding all these trials, I just want him to come back to me but I realize David is gone and he's God not David.

"Ah, what a good name!" Exclaims.

"Hm..." Then I moved away from him slowly from the bench we were sitting on together.

"Why the rain has not subsided yet when I am not happy to be with this man!" I cried in my mind.

"It looks like you're from the same university as me!" His word.

"Hmm, what if he is?" My toot.

"Aren't you the girl who's in the mail, huh?" My toot.

"Hmm" I replied briefly.

"Why is the answer so short, you're a thrush again?" Ask.

Then I turned to the side and turned my face.

"Hm" answered.

Why God, his face is the same as David. My chest feels tight I can no longer afford to be close to him. Why do I have to be in this situation, I just want David to be by my side but why is this even a God.

"He's a God not David!" My words in my mind.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

Not because the word forever sounds impossible, actually nothing can happen on earth, if you ask why, actually I do not know.

I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive.

Sometimes I really want to live in his mind, yes he is a man who has just heard, just read, but never felt.

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