The Diary Ecca Season II

Prologues

Dear Diary's,

For a moment I realized with the love story that actually happened in my life, actually what is all natural. When you love someone then suddenly run aground in the middle of the road when your loved one is instead taken by the Power, actually not the fault of God, but because of circumstances.

This is my story Ecca a 20-year-old girl who is now in adulthood, when God brought me to meet a man named David but, God turned out to be more loving to him. When I was loving her so much, suddenly God took her away from me.

Can I forget David? Is there a substitute for him? Here's my story...

ooooo

Love is opium do not stir later so babu eternal in pseudu, love is grace do not be too angry later severe wounds enjoy with resignation, love can also mature away to spread the drop to strengthen the rainbow after the rain. Tear rain, some are thrown clouds before brightly shifting the black evenly in the sky, there is something you should throw away before a smile isolates the suffering.

The sun shines on the eastern horizon giving its bright light while waiting for the arrival of the dawn, dawning, I could not bear to see such a great and beautiful bright light but it inevitably gave a question mark to my feelings that raged between anxiety and uncertainty that made me not believe it the beauty of love, my instinct asked me if there were any mysteries that always arise in my life that make me unable to go through every process in my life. I was undaunted but also convinced but inevitably my little heart asked if I could fulfill my life well.

All will change day will be replaced by night, as well as the sun that will not be able to shine in the middle of the night. Whether I am the only one who is silent, for a moment I think with every scenario God makes for me, everything is ambiguous is unclear.

The time goes by inevitably you do not give me time to momentarily forget my ego, I know all the things I do consciously or may not hurt your heart, it is not the wrong time nor do we have to deny everything that has happened. Look at me here fighting the bitterness of my own life without you I am weak against the bitter bitter bitterness of my own life. I realize every hour of the second minute will not be easy to say sorry but my ego still makes me feel afraid.

"Sister Fikri?" Much

"No idea where I'm from, am I here?" Much

At that time I was on the lake near my house, only here the most peaceful and peaceful place. I loved being here especially when David was around, but now David has never felt like my heart is so empty without him. Even though he is no longer with me, I always felt that David was still living in my heart.

"It seems so hard to open your heart to Ecca?" Ask Brother Fikri

"Sister mean?" Much

"Have you forgotten Ecca?" Ask Kak Fikri while he holds my hand

When he took my hand, I remembered David.

"Can you let go of your hand, brother!" Exclamation

"Why are you still like that Ecca!!" Excited Brother Fikri

"I didn't actually ask you to return my love, I still realized that you still lost the figure of David that you still love so much but did you not appreciate my feelings in the least?" Ask Fikri.

Then I just fell silent, and pensive while regretting my selfishness.

"It seems you haven't been able to recapitulate David's departure!!" Excited Brother Fikri.

Then then Brother Fikri rushed away from before me, then...

"Oh my God, if this is how I have to make the right decision, on the other hand I love David but David is gone, but on the other hand, Brother Fikri still holds a feeling for me and while I always ignore him, I am like someone who is selfish" I said while crying on the shores of the Lake near my house.

When I was about to go home, I was like counting the end of the road with my footstep that never stopped asking, when I got to my house.

Then, when I got to the front of the house I even saw the former house of David which is now sold.

I was sad, and there was usually David next to my house. As a neighbor and a friend of mine, but now David has nothing to feel like I'm getting sadder.

Then my path was destroyed I felt like I saw nothing more and when I realized it was me in my room.

"What's really going on?" I asked in my mind.

"I was in front of the house?" My toot.

"So you fainted!" Said my mother

"What do you really think about Ca?" Ask mom.

"Mother!!" I cried while hugging my mother.

"Why did God take David from me Mom?" I asked while crying

"Patience, Ecca!!" My mother said as she wiped my tears.

"You seem to be losing David?" Ask mom.

"When David left my heart felt empty I still loved him but Brother Fikri was present again in front of me, as he gave his love for me. Lali what can I do?" I asked my mother while hugging my mother.

"I know how you feel, son, it's not easy to forget someone who was once in your heart, but slowly you have to forget David because God loves David more. He's been quiet in there, son!!" My mother cried while advising me.

"But Ma'am..!!" My word.

"Pay your heart, Ecca you must be strong to face all this!!" My mother.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

Not because the word forever sounds impossible, actually nothing can happen on earth, if you ask why, actually I do not know.

I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive.

ooooo