The Destiny of Queenza's Love.

Because I'm Afraid

The wedding party had just ended, Queenza returned to her room with the help of Alika she opened the dress and cleaned her makeup. "It's done!" Alika said after cleaning her face. "Done the shower."

"Thank you, Al!"

"Sama-sama, have a bath there later in the wind you know!"

Queenza nodded, she grabbed her bathrobe.

"I'm also back, I'm going to take a bath, afraid of catching a cold, too."

"Hide here, all right!" Za Say. "You can wear my clothes first!"

Alika chuckles small. "We're no longer the kids who can tuker-tukeran smp clothes, Za! You're married now, I can't go in and out of this room." Alika.

"Yes you're right!" Said Za while chuckling.

"Wand Za, you'll have to prepare for tonight!" Alika said while grumbling.

Za frowned not understanding. "Later tonight? What's the show tonight? Not all the shows are done, are they?" Her speech.

"Uhhhh My Za is still plain! Will your first night be a bride? Surely you'll have a special occasion with your husband." Alika said by raising her eyebrows.

"What special way? I'm just gonna go to bed early, Ahhh I'm so tired." Queenza.

"really? But I think Inder has other plans." Alika. Alika closed her lips to Queenza's ears whispering something. "Make sure you tell him to slow down, or you won't be able to walk tomorrow." His whisper made Za shudder instantly.

"What do you mean, huh? Why are you being such a pervert?" Za's grumbling.

Alika chuckled at Za's reaction. "But what I read in novels like that, Za."

"Ahhh you're scaring me, Al." Za Say.

"Don't be afraid, from the one I read the pain just the first time!" continued Alika.

"Alika stop, move aside I want to take a shower!" Za said as she walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

"And he said you'd walk like a penguin in the morning!" Tempted Alika again half-shouts accompanied by laughter.

"Silence Alika! I'm gonna fuck your parents if their kid turns perverted." His eyes were upset, there was a laugh of Alika who started to move away.

Za let her head splashed with water from the shower, Alika's words ringing back made her sigh long.

"Huhhhhhh! Is what Alika said true? Does it hurt to not be able to walk after doing it?"

"Huhh why does it sound so creepy!" His complaint.

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Za was done with the ritual bath, he opened the curtains that cover the window of his room, Outside there Inder and Rega were still busy talking with Papi and his uncle.

he watched from behind the curtains, his heart pounding when he saw the man who had become her husband moving and saying goodbye to enter the house.

Za immediately returned to the side of the bed, spread his body and covered him to the end of the head.

All of Alika's sayings about the first night were still clearly in her recollection, "I'd better pretend to be asleep, at least it'll delay the first night right? Oh my God, forgive me, but I'm really not ready to do it." Za said in his heart.

The sound of an open door followed by the approaching ringing of the door made his heart beat as if racing, Za could only breathe a sigh of relief after hearing the sound of the bathroom door being opened and then closed again.

Za tilted her head, making sure the man actually entered the toilet. "I'm sorry Inder, but I'm really scared, and I'm not ready." He mumbled feeling guilty.

The sound of the moving door handle made him re-envelop himself, Za closed his eyes hoping Inder believed he was asleep. Silly indeed, but he really felt nervous as well as afraid.

The moving bed made him move the blanket even more, "How can you fall asleep with wet hair like this, Za?" Said the man who caught his ear.

Za felt Inder rubbing her hair gently and carefully with a towel making her feel even more guilty, she opened her eyes, making the man a little shocked. "Did I wake you?" Ask the man.

Za got up and hugged Inder. "Sorry!" Her speech.

"Hey! What's up Za?" Ask the man in wonder.

Za took off her embrace, looking at the man who was now her husband. "Are you gonna get mad when I say I'm just pretending to be asleep?" Nervous ask.

Inder's forehead is wrinkled. "So you haven't slept?"

Za shook his head, making the man ask again. "Then why are you pretending to be asleep?"

Za's eyes were perfectly rounded, "Oh god what am I supposed to say? Shall I tell you that I purposely avoided the first night?" Ask Za in my heart.

"Za?" Call Inder when he sees his wife daydreaming. "What's up, hemz?"

Inder sat himself on the side of the bed right in front of his wife. Inder raised his wife's chin which looked agitated. "Why do you have to pretend to be asleep?" Soft question.

"Because I'm scared!" Answer Za.

"Fearful? Scared why?"

Inder nodded for sure. "I won't get angry, tell me what you're afraid of?" Ask curiously.

"I'm afraid you're gonna ask for your rights tonight, I'm not ready to do it." Say Za terbat.

Inder's forehead slightly wrinkled up trying to digest Za's speech. A moment later he laughed when he understood the meaning of his wife's words. "God ... Za! You're just making me worry." He said while laughing.

"Why are you laughing?" Ask Za, astonished.

"I'm sorry! comehere!" His voice gently pulled his wife's hand carrying her in an embrace.

"So you're afraid I'm forcing you to ask for my rights, and that's why you're pretending to be asleep?" His words were taken by Za.

"Alika said it hurt a lot the first time I did it, so I feel a little scared!" Plain talk.

Inder smiled, this is his wife. "Where does Alika know? Did Alika ever...?"

"No!" Exclaim Za, cut the words Inder.

"He knew it from the novels he had read."

"Keep Alika said what else?" He said, holding back a smile.

"Say after I do it I won't be able to walk." Said Za again making Inder giggle amused.

Inder slightly distanced his body in order to see his wife's face.

Cup. The man kissed his wife's lips at a glance.

"I'm not gonna force you to do that right now." Her speech. "I'll wait for you until you're really ready." Reciprocity.

"Thank you!" Said Za while hugging her husband.

"Now sleep, you must be tired after doing all day activities."

Inder gently stroked his wife's hair, A whack of fatigue made Za fall asleep so quickly, he lay his wife's body carefully and looked at her for a moment and kissed her forehead. "Sleep well, honey." He said softly, before then joined the spread and followed into the dream.

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Meanwhile, the next morning at the Pramudza group company.

The king sat in his great seat, in front of him a stack of documents were waiting to be signed. The king opened the document one by one, read and studied it and signed it.

These few days his time was spent by opening the sheets of paper, he was drowned with a myriad of work that had been abandoned for several days.

No! Not drowning but drowning yourself more precisely! The man just went to eat and shower the rest of his time was spent in the big chair.

Sleep on? He could never even fall asleep, but once he did not touch alcohol again, he did not want to destroy himself with the intoxicating drink.

A message notification made him turn his head for a moment, the sender's name labeled the Papi made him distract from the pile of files on flat objects that had been ignored for quite a long time.

A video file of his Papi submissions, he knows exactly what the contents of the video are. "You don't have to open it if you don't want to."The advice of the always faithful Assistant accompanied him.

He put back his flat object, the video he will see later, after he can prepare the heart.

"Rey!" call him the assistant.

"Yes, Master!"

"Have you any information about that woman?" Ask.

"Name Maya, sir. He's a part-time worker at that club!"

"But you said the owner of the club didn't know him!" Ask the King again.

"At first, the club owner did not want to admit, sir. But after some witnesses claimed to have seen the girl there often, and the cctv evidence a few days earlier, we managed to get her to confess." Reihan explained.

"Have you met that girl?"

Reihan shook his head, "Unfortunately not yet, sir. The girl disappeared after the incident that night, she also resigned from the club without any notice."

The king took a long breath. "Then where is he staying? Did the owner of the club give the girl an address?" Cecar King.

"Yes, and we've come to her, but the girl left her boarding house three days ago!" Reihan.

"Why is he so impressed as to deliberately avoid me?" Said King lirih

"I will try even harder to find the girl, Mister!"

King nodded. "I hope you find that woman soon."

"I will try to find it as soon as possible!"

The king leaned his body on the chair, he was tired very tired. As he tried to account for his actions, why did it feel so difficult?