The Desire Tarnished

Rejection of Omah

"My answer is mamih!"

"You've misunderstood, omah and mamih don't fight!"

"Wine heard it all!"

Katrina tried to hug and calm her down but Wine immediately brushed off her hand. Katrina tried to hug and caress her daughter's hair again, but Wine ran in and closed the door.

"Wine!"

Katrina called and knocked on her bedroom door.

"Leave me alone, mamih!"

Katrina was silent but still stood in front of the door, hoping Wine would open the door for her.

"Here you go, Madam, leave neng Wine alone!" mbok Lastri.

Katrina needs a Lastri mbok that she already considers like her own family. Mbok Lastri had been working with Katrina for a long time, even before Wine was born. She was very understanding of Katrina's feelings and always faithfully accompanied Katrina.

Krekka..

Wine stood behind the door of his room and locked the door, tears streaming from the crack of his eyes. It is not only the treatment of omah that makes him sad or the omah that he just heard but many things are covered from him so far. Wine laid down his body and grabbed his cell phone.

He opened a photo gallery, there are photos of Melda, Melisa, Robby and Om Dimas stored on his phone. The photo was taken when Wine visited Melda's house the other day. The tears were more unstoppable, which when Wine remembered while at Melda's house, she found a photo of the same person she found in Katrina's bag three years ago. The night is getting late, fatigue makes Wine sleep in his sleep.

"Brach!!!

Wine hugged Katrina very tightly, someone pulled Katrina's hand violently trying to snatch Wine from her arms so Katrina fell down and Wine slipped away.

"Give me the boy!"

"No!!" yell Wine.

The dream kept Wine awake from his sleep. Wine rubbed the sweat soaked his forehead, it turned out that he was dreaming. Smelling like the aroma of cooking, Wine saw a clock on the wall hanging in the corner of his room, already at 6 am. Wine came out of his room to the kitchen, but Lastri was busy cooking and preparing breakfast. Worms in his stomach thrashed, immediately asked to be filled because from yesterday afternoon Wine did not have time to fill his stomach.

"Mbok, cook what?" sapa Wine's.

"Neng is awake?" take a glass of water and give it to Wine.

"Eneng Wine's favorite meat stew and fried rice!"

Wine sat on the dining table chair while watching the lastri mbok who arranged the food at the dining table. Katrina came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her body.

"You're up, take a shower, and then we'll eat together."

Katrina gave Wine a towel, then Wine moved from her chair to the bathroom.

30 Minutes later

Geck...Tok

"Wine, let's have breakfast!"

mamih's voice called.

Wine opened the door of his room, immediately he headed towards the dining room. Seeming omah was enjoying her meal, Wine approached and sat down beside her. Omah immediately stood up to finish his breakfast and went back into his room with a glass of water. This is not the first omah treatment on her, Katrina just kept quiet then scooped the fried rice and put it on her daughter's plate.

"Eat, baby!"

"Yes mamih!"

A silent atmosphere there was not a single word out to decorate the chatter at the dinner table, only the sound of a spoon was heard. Wine enjoyed his breakfast despite his sad and disappointed heart.

"Mamih tomorrow is off, how about we go for a walk?"

Wine just nodded his head. Katrina finished her breakfast and got out of her seat and picked up her briefcase and kissed her daughter on the forehead.

"mamih go to work first, baby!"

Katrina seemed to be in a hurry towards the garage. The sound of a car engine running and then disappearing. Wine was still sitting at the dining table after finishing his breakfast.

While mbok lastri back Merapi dining table. Suddenly, I heard omah calling Mbok Lastri. Wine got up from his seat and followed the lastri who walked hurriedly to the omah room.

"Can Wine come in omah!"

Omah just silently did not answer the greeting of Wine. Mbok Lastri pulled out Wine's hand, told him to come out but Wine kept coming towards him who was sitting on his bedside.

"May, Wine, want to talk to Omah?"

Wine rests at the feet of omah and holds the hands of omah while kissing.

"Excuse Wine Omah!!" said Wine while crying.

Omah just remained silent without looking at Wine and pulled his hand and stood up. Wine held onto omah's feet and cried.

Omah pushed up the tiny body and brushed off Wine's hand to release the grip on his leg and left the crying Wine. No words came out of his mouth. Wine cries sitting on the floor of the omah room, while Pastri hugs her and invites her out of the omah room.

"Come on, to your room!" said lastri while helping Wine stand up.

Her cries broke again, tears were endlessly flowing and wetting her cheeks. For years Wine was silent from what he should have known. Wine wiped her tears and took out a piece of paper to write a message and placed it on the dressing table.

*Mamih, sorry Wine went home

cosane.

Wine picked up his phone and called to book a taxi after which he tidied his clothes into a suitcase, not waiting for a long time, Wine's phone rang again. The taxi booked has arrived.

Wine dragged his suitcase bag out of the house. While Pastri tried to stop Wine's steps, Wine kept walking out regardless and got into the cab that had been waiting for him.

Wine saw the watch in his hand, at 9:15 a.m., there was still a flight schedule this afternoon. Upon arrival at Wine airport sits alone awaiting logging at 13:30 which will take him back to his boarding.

Drrr... Drrrtts

Wine's phone vibrated, visible on the screen incoming calls from Vishnu.

"Hello greet Wine.

"Darling, what are you doing?"

vishnu's voice sounded from there

"I'm at the airport again, can pick me up at 4 p.m

here" said Wine.

"Can I pick you up!"

"See you later, baby!"

"bye!!"

Wine put his phone back in his bag, after turning off his phone while waiting for his scheduled departure call. It did not feel the plane he was boarding had landed and Wine again activated his phone. There was a message coming in from Katrina but Wine only read it and then he called Vishnu.

20 Minutes later…

"As soon as you get back, you'll miss me!"

Vishnu took the suitcase bag in Wine's hand and then put Wine's suitcase bag into the trunk of the car. Soon Vishnu opened the car door for Wine. A rose was placed on top of the car dashboard.

"Those flowers are for you, baby!"

"Thank you!" wine said as he took the bouquet of roses and kissed it.

"You're okay, right?" ask Vishnu.

"Yes"

Vishnu turned on the machine while watching his lover's face with his eyes that looked puffy. But in the middle of the trip Wine asked Vishnu to go to his apartment.

"You want to stay in my apartment" asked Vishnu.

"Yes, I want to help tidy up your apartment!" sahut Wine's.

Vishnu smiled at his lover's reply, but Vishnu felt that something was happening to him. Wine's decision to stay in the apartment with him made Vishnu distrustful. The car drove towards the apartment, Vishnu drove the car while occasionally paying attention to his lover. Vishnu saw a slightly different attitude of Wine. The wine sitting next to him was silent while it was indeed a rose.

"You're fine!" ask Vishnu.

"Yes, I'm fine!" sahut Wine's.

Arriving at the Apartment, Vishnu brought a suitcase bag into his room.

"You sleep in my room and I sleep in the back room!"

"Yes, thank you!"

Vishnu was indeed Wine's hand to stop his footsteps from entering the room.

Talk to me, are you in trouble again?" ask Vishnu.

Wine nodded his head and hugged Vishnu and cried. Wine cried while hugging his lover tightly and Vishnu tried to calm and wipe away Wine's tears.

"Tell me, what happened?" vishnu.

"I don't know what to tell you, I don't understand!"

"Don't cry, I'm always there for you!" vishnu said while hugging his lover.

Seriate....