THE DEEP WOUND
26.AMANDA(part 1)
Amanda had arrived at the residence of the adi house, she parked her car and got out of her car elegantly
He entered the mansion and was greeted by a servant there
"mandaaa"Yani came over to amanda and immediately hugged her
Amanda just smiled wryly, she was still angry because she saw her father earlier
"why dear, why are you so grim with her face?"ask yani while stroking amanda's cheeks with affection
"ga papa ma" answered amanda
"you don't lie manda, you know you're sad again kn, you can't lie dear mama" said yani
Amanda was moved to hear the words yani, her eyes were very glassy
She hugs yani warmly while venting her sadness
Yani stroked Amanda's back with affection, she felt pity and astonished
"what's the matter, honey?"yani asked but Amanda kept crying
Amanda eased her tears and wiped away her tears, she looked ahead and smiled when she saw yani who was worried about her
The sound of steps came from outside and it turned out that the owner of the house was Adi, he approached the two of them and was surprised to see Amanda's face reddened and her eyes watering
"are you crying?"tanya is worried, she holds Amanda's shoulder but Amanda just shakes her head
Adi saw yani but yani jg came down and he looked back at the manda
"who made you cry and tell dad!"said Adi who did not accept to see the foster child like his biological son was crying
"no papa yah, manda no papa"again amanda lied, while the child can not see there is a deep sadness in the inner amanda
"tell me, I'll punish him!"force his father
The sobs of amanda began to sound and yani immediately told amanda to sit on the sofa and she followed and sat beside amanda
"love story"yani stroked amanda's head
"ayahhh,,, yah,,,hikss,, yahh,,, aaaaaaaa"
amanda just cries continuously, she's not strong enough to tell the truth
"why is your father manda?"Yani is worried that there is something bad about amanda's father
"ayahh,, evil father maa"amanda saw yani but yani did not understand
"father cheated" continued amanda and immediately hugged yani with his loud cry
Yani was surprised to hear amanda's words with no disbelief, Yani stared at adi who was equally surprised jg
"you do not accuse me carelessly, dear, who knows it's your father's friend" said yani
"gk ma, dad is cheating, you see with my own eyes that dad is making out with that brash woman" Said Amanda with a little annoyed
"but who is that woman?is he young?"ask yani
"i don't know who that woman is, and it looks like she's the same age as mama manda, and she's beautiful, god-level beautician"
From the look on Adi and Yani's face it seems like they know something but somehow give a code not to tell amanda.What do they want to share the two of them?
Yani stroked the back of amanda "you who are patient, baby, you do not be sad anymore, more you entertain your mama, kalok like you were left with your father there will still be om adi, om adi,om adi kn jg father manda kn"yani said trying to eliminate amanda's sadness
Yani put amanda's head over her shoulders, she stroked amanda's hair while contemplating what sadness would be borne by amanda, felix, and mama amanda even though all this time Laras was the backbone of their family
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Amanda was escorted by Adi's secretary to her home, because she was sad, she said not to have to shop first so that she could spend her own time
Amanda jg has told her that Ilene's parents did not tell this to ilene because ilene jg is sad and amanda does not want to make ilene sadder
Amanda went into her house with a strong taste in her heart
As usual, the house is always empty and even though the family in the house will still feel empty and lonely
Amanda never saw her house live from a small start and so jg with the family amanda, they live but like just an illusion.It is what makes the nature of amanda become indifferent and not caring about anything else,but what makes amanda surprised is the nature of her parents are different when with other people, amanda's parents always smile jokingly with friends but not for her, amanda's parents always smile jokingly with her friends but not for her,his parents always behave like other people to him, his brother Felix jg always get a place in the hearts of his parents but it does not matter to amanda
Felix deserves more affection because he is the smallest child, and besides, Felix has always been nice to amanda,he also often invites amanda to talk because felix has a mouth that can never be silent.When Felix speaks, it only makes amanda more stressed because he only talks about things that are not clear
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It's getting dark and maybe Amanda's parents will be home soon
Amanda listened to some music and sang in her sweet voice
Chequelek
Felix came to amanda staring at her laptop on the bed
"kk man" felix approaching amanda
"hasn't I eaten?"felix sat next to his brother
"yet"
"eat my brother, I'm hungry" whined Felix in his childlike voice
"not hungry"
"come on, I'm hungry" Felix pulled amanda's hand
"huffttt,,,,"amanda stared at felix "who's hungry?"ask amanda
"me" replied felix
"have eaten, will you be hungry not brother" said amanda, who was irritated by her brother's spoiled attitude, how could a man be spoiled and crybaby
"but if I eat alone gk yummy kk, kalok I eat myself so gk full continued kalok I gk full so learn gk spirit" said felix who continuously pulled amanda's hand
Felix does not want to lose, everything he asks must be fulfilled otherwise he will behave like that continuously
Amanda finally gave up and she reluctantly agreed to her sister's invitation and the handsome laughter of her sister was on her face
The two of them went down the stairs together.When resting on the last step arrived the father of Amanda came with a stagger like he was drunk
Toni always comes home at night when she has no job, and it is certain that the backbone of their family is the tiara, mama amanda.
Amanda was upset to see her father, her father always tried to give them advice but her father's words and advice did not match his behavior,his father was only good at talking and could only judge people's lives but he never saw himself
"dad"felix stepped closer to his father but amanda held felix's hand
Felix saw amanda and amanda shook her head
"but brother,,"
"sister hungry, we eat out" said the amanda who deliberately to avoid his father
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It's midnight now but Amanda and her sister just got to her house, and her parents don't care if they come home long
Felix went straight to his room because he was already very sleepy
Somehow amanda was looking for Tiara, but she was sure her mother was in her office and she went there and Tiara was there with her laptop in front of her
Amanda peeked out from the window, she felt sorry for her mother, she was guilty because she always blamed her mother because her mother never paid attention to her.Tiara is the backbone of the family,not only did he lead his family but he also led the employees at his workplace, so the tiara never had time for him
Amanda felt so guilty and sorry for the tiara for getting a brash husband like Toni.Toni only knew asking for money and spending it in one day, he said,he has no shame because the woman who supports him should be the one who supports the woman and her family
Amanda got down and returned to the tiara work room with some food and water
"ma"call amanda but the tiara is so focused on her work that she is unaware of her daughter's arrival
"mom!"call amanda a little hard, Tiara always just so, when she has dealt with her work surely she will forget about her world
Tiara looked towards amanda
"ma, you bring food, you eat, you must be hungry, right?"amanda put the food on the tiara's desk
"but mama gk have time to eat manda, mama want to do this first" said tiara
"mama is always like that, what is the most important thing for mama?why do you always prioritize your work?"amanda was starting to get upset and she ventured to ask all the questions she had been keeping for so long
"yes, if mama doesn't work who will support you?, why are you angry, all your hard work is for you so don't bother mama with your silly questions"
"well, you want to ask me one important question" said Amanda seriously
"what's that?"
"for my mom, what's the most important thing, work or family?"ask amanda
"what do you mean?if it wasn't for your family you wouldn't be working this hard" tiara replied
"i know ma, but is 24 hours your time just to serve your job?are there not even a few hours that mom spends for her family?,it's not wrong mama worked hard but that doesn't mean mama doesn't care what happened to the mama's family and until mama doesn't have time to be with the mama's family" said Amanda
"what makes you angry like this?so you mean mama was wrong?yes?, so you want mama to stop working?, because it has become a model and can support your own needs does not mean you have the right to manage mama, remember before you work mama who sent you to school,so mama just asks that you understand mama, for mama the job is very important and must be prioritized" said tiara and returned to his laptop
"take the food back!"tell tiara to amanda
Amarah amanda rising because tidaj tiara understand what he was talking about, but only pity because his father's behavior on the tiara, amanda's good deeds always wrong in the eyes of his mother
Amanda held back her tears, she didn't want her mom to see her cry,upset, Amanda threw the tray filled with food and water on the floor and the sound of broken glass made tiara surprised and food splashed on the floor
Tiara was angry and shouted
"MANDA!!!"yelled the tiara, she stared intently at her daughter
Amanda returned the tiara's gaze and immediately left the room
Tiara let out a long sigh and held her head, then she returned to her laptop
