THE DEEP WOUND
YOU STARTED IT AND YOU ENDED IT TOO
The weary Ilene finally stopped her crying, she fell silent and remembered something
Ilene realized that the paper she had placed in the ground with Lino that day, she quickly searched the place and dug up the ground, and she saw a bottle there,he opened the bottle and took the paper there
he opened the paper and read it, Ilene was surprised that it was empty, there was no writing there, and when Ilene looked at the paper, she saw that there was writing on the bottom of the paper
Ilene, I won't let you down, and I won't let you take this paper, so I'm not making anything here
That's what Lino wrote on the paper, Ilene's tears that have subsided now become swift because of the paper
"you're lying, you evil Lino, you're disappointing me now, you're saying you're not leaving but now?you go far away leaving me HUAAAA, your family will be mad at me because I have married another why?WHYYY???why did you leave me here alone, why don't you take me with you?I just want to be with you, why do you have the heart to leave me, I haven't had time to say goodbye to you I didn't hug you for the last time, I'm not your face and smile for the last time"ilene's sobs fused with the sound of the roar of the blue sea waves
"You started our relationship and you ended it, why did you start a relationship with me if you finally left me??, I can't Lino, I can't be strong with all of this,I can't lose you, why?WHY ARE YOU SO DETERMINED??, I'm powerless Lino, make what promise we've been saying all along,why all the kindness and passion you give me if in the end you end the promise we made and you break my spirit, am I wrong if I blame you?why did you leave in such a state?I can't live without you"Ilene amplified her cries because the atmosphere was quiet and what accompanied her was just the sound of the waves, the sound of wind and sky
Ilene raised her body with all her might, she stood up and looked at the sea in front of her
"yes, if you used to meet me then now I'll meet you" she said inwardly, she closed her eyes and raised one leg forward, she wanted to kill herself by dropping her body down,and if he falls then his body will be hit by the rocks of the cliff and he will be splashed into the deep ocean
Slowly he put his foot down but since he was at the end, his foot would land on the air and he would fall down
BRAKKK
ilene's body fell to the ground very hard, she grimaced in pain,and it turns out that he did not fall down because there was a woman who pushed the body of ilene to the side so hard that ilene did not die from the hard impact of rocks and deep sea water
"are you crazy ilene, why are you doing that?"shouted the woman who saved ilene while shaking the body of ilene who was lying limp on the ground due to a strong impact
Ilene raised her head and looked at the woman who pushed her
"mandaaa" said Ilene in surprise, Ilene raising her head and body so that she sat in front of her best friend
"why are you here?"ask ilene
"why do you do that, do you not think what about the fate of your parents?why are you thinking about ending your life?"amanda asked with irritated eyes
"but my parents don't love me, if they love me why they forced me to marry, I'd rather die than live in suffering" she replied in tears
"but suicide is not the right choice ilene, this is the path God gives you, you must live it not avoid it, if you live it with airy chest then happiness will come to you"amanda said to wake up her friend, she stroked his friend's face and wiped his best friend's tears
"if I kill myself once it might be fate for me so I have to live it not avoid it, so I have to die manda, you told me to live my destiny but why, why, you told me to live my destiny,WHY ARE YOU BLOCKING ME???"ilene threw Amanda's hand hard and full of anger
"LET ME DIE IF THIS IS MY DESTINY, IF I DIE, IT WILL MAKE ME HAPPIER, IF YOU WANT MY HAPPINESS, THEN I'LL have to die" Ilene said without thinking,she didn't think that wasn't what everyone wanted, she didn't think that her parents would be sad
"so me?you're gonna leave me?you're gonna LEAVE ME?HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME?you promised to be with me in sorrow and joy, and we promised not to leave each other"the anger that he was holding now melted away because of his best friend's words, there was a sense of resentment in the heart of amanda because of ilene's thought
"there is no word to be together forever, no matter what, the word together will end in its own word, I no longer believe in promises or together, like Lino,he promised to be with me for his life but look at it!she left me alone" Ilene wiped her tears
Ilene stood up and prepared to commit suicide but amanda stopped ilene, how could amanda let ilene kill herself and leave her, she said,because all this time it was Ilene who has been encouraging for herself and Ilene who has become a sahabat and jg family for amanda
amanda hugged ilene so that she could not step forward into the abyss
"Please ilene, give me a chance to keep my promise, I promise I'll be with you, enough Lino to break her promise but I promise I promise I won't leave you no matter what"amanda pleads with ilene not to commit suicide, hoping that Ilene will stop her intentions
Ilene raised her hand over Amanda's back and grabbed her while crying
"I want to leave this world but you're right, I can't leave my parents and I can't leave you" Ilene said, she's already conscious of the consequences of her actions
"let's go home!"take amanda
They both let go of his embrace
Amanda drove Ilene home in her car, but before they came home they stopped at a minimarket and bought some of Ilene's favorite chocolate bars
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They had arrived at Ariel's large and spacious house like a magnificent palace, Ilene opened the car door and walked out, before exiting she thanked the amanda
"bye mandaa"ilene waved her hand at amanda, and she replied to Ilene's hand and just smiled, so she drove back to her house
When Ilene approached the gate, suddenly the gate opened by itself, while the housekeeper just sat on the edge of the large fence, Ilene thought maybe the fence was automatic
Ilene went into Ariel's house and saw that there was a family of ilene who was relaxing sitting down and drinking tea
"where have you been?"tanya Tania with a slightly flat tone
"i just came out to see me my friends" Ilene answered flatly and immediately left them and she walked towards the elevator of Ariel's house.
Because of its size, ariel's house even berlift
"the ariel room on the 3rd floor" said Valen, and there was a sense of relief in the ilene because he no longer needed to ask with his fake new family
without answering a word, Ilene entered the elevator and pressed the button that read 3, padal house ariel only 5-storey but had to use the elevator, the base of the sultan
Of course there was a sense of resentment because her daughter-in-law did not speak politely to her, how could a daughter-in-law be cold to her in-laws
Unlike Valen, he smiles his own smile because he is happy to see ilene every day, which is why since the first meeting valen's heart beat fast when he saw ilene pathal ilene his own brother-in-law
From the first time I met, Ilene felt that her mother Ilene did not like it so ilene also did the same thing, it was already the principle of ilene from a long time ago, it was,Good is repaid with good and evil is avenged with evil, the principle was taught by Ilene's father from the beginning he was small and after all,ilene did not consider them family because for Ilene she was only married because she was betrothed and because she was forced to
Ilene thought, she was just told and forced to marry ariel and that does not mean that ilene should be Ariel's wife and be their daughter-in-law
