THE DEEP WOUND
21.IT'S NOT LIKE THAT
Ilene rushes to the orphanage she frequents with Lino, she leaves in a taxi, hoping that Lino's family will be there
Soon Ilene arrived and for the second time her hopes were shattered because the orphanage was empty and there was no one there
"what is this?why not people?lino's house is empty, where did it all go?"ilene asked in panic to herself
To reduce her sadness, Ilene decided to go to the usual place where Ilene and Lino met on a hill close to the beach
From a distance, Ilene sees a girl standing on the hill, Ilene runs up out of curiosity with the girl, and for the third time Ilene hopes that she is an audrey
arriving at the top, Ilene walked slowly closer to the woman, Ilene held onto the woman's shoulder and the woman turned towards ilene
the woman's face was like the one who cried last night, her eyes were red, her lips pale, and her eyelids were red just like wajsh ilene
"sherly, what are you doing here?"ask Ilene but although a little disappointed because the girl is not audrey at least sherly must know where the Lino family is
"what am I wrong if I'm here?"ask sherly in a buzzing voice
"no, sher I want it" please Ilene
"what?"
"what happened sher?what happened to Lino?"asked Ilene in a voice that was like crying
"what did you say?shouldn't I be the one asking you?I should've asked you what happened to Lino, all right?"sherly replied in disbelief
"i don't know sher, seriously I'm not lying" Ilene said seriously but Sherly wouldn't trust ilene
"now I'm asking you, what are you doing here?"ask Sherly
"i want to see Lino's family" Ilene replied
"ha, do you make it to them ha?oehh I know, surely you just want to show off your wedding right?"guess Sherly knows
"no sher, I can't possibly do that, I just want to go to Lino's grave" Ilene said with her tears
"what are you doing to see him?"
"why do you ask me strange things, I have to see sher and you know where they are, right?"
"i don't know" Sherly answered briefly and turned her eyes the other way
"don't lie sher please!!!!wh why?why are you so mean to me?"ilene looked at sherly and held her hand, sheherly looked at ilene's sad face with anger
"evil you said?don't you realize who's evil?how dare you say I'm evil" Sherly said
"what are you doing to meet them, you're just going to add to their grief, aren't you self-conscious?you're the evil ilene, you're the badttt and I wouldn't want to tell you anything about the lino family's whereabouts to a bad guy like you" Sherly said with a loud shout
"i'm not evil sher, I know I'm wrong this rope is not my wish, please understand my feelings"ilene pleaded with her tears
Sherly slams Ilene's hand out of hers
"understand your feelings?make what?even you don't understand anyone's feelings because you can only hurt Ilene, are you aware of that?"Sherly shook her head
"it won't be possible, if I know what your true nature is, you're very hypocritical and I hate hypocrites so much, you give the Lino family hope but you destroy their hope, you destroy their hope,how can a man marry a man he just met on the day of his lover's funeral?!!it cannot be called a human being anymore because it is a very fatal act, very fatal,only the devil is capable of doing such an evil thing ilene and in my eyes you are not human but you are a demon and I hate you so much" Sherly said with a slight shout
"sher, you just don't understand what I'm going through, this isn't what I want sher, I'm just being forced...."
"no, you are a great liar ilene, you married Mr. Al only for property, and I know, you are a great liar,you'll definitely leave Mr. Al when he puts as much hope in you as you did in Lino"
"sherlyy, why did you tell me that?do you think I'm happy with my marriage?and do you think I intend to destroy Lino's hopes?no, Sherly, it's not what you think, you can't deduce anything as you please"
"why so pretentious?don't you feel guilty in the least?Lino left with you that day but when there was news of Lino dying you weren't there, and by the time Lino was in the hospital you weren't in the waiting room,when Lino was brought home to his house you weren't there, did you know?lino's family waited for your presence until they delayed her funeral, and stupidly again, I was even waiting for your presence, but what?you didn't come ilene, the Lino family didn't know that you were laughing on your wedding day, but I know all the ilene but I don't want to be like you, like you,I don't want to add to their wounds I keep my mouth shut and I hope and believe you'll come because I think Lino means a lot to you but you, you, you,,, you, you're laughing at me ilene,You really pissed me off, and don't you know that?"
"i can't do anything, Sher, please don't say that, it makes me sick, and Lino, Lino means a lot to me.."Ilene didn't get to finish her words but Sherly just cut it off.
"means you said?are you sure that is?, if it means anything but why aren't you there to accompany Lino?you promised him that you would always be with him but what ilene, all your words are rotten.Where were you when Lino was bleeding so much?where were you when Lino fought between life and death?where were you when Lino's family wept over Lino's departure?Where were you when the Lino family was trying so hard with all this?where were you when we waited for your presence?and where were you when Lino was buried in the cold ground?"shouts Sherly
Ilene just cried without saying, Sherly's words were not wrong, she said the right thing she just kept quiet
"i thought, Lino would be happy when she was with you but you ruined my hope ilene, I tried so hard when Lino left with you, and I'm so sorry that I let Lino go to see you,I should have banned him from leaving at that time, because of what you did I blamed myself, and I hated myself, when you didn't come to the funeral, I promised myself I'd never see this rotten face of yours,but today you dare to come and ask the state of the Lino family"sherly applauded not too quickly while grinning and staring sadistically at Ilene
"i salute you, I salute your acting, you're a good fit to be a professional filmmaker, and I'm sure the company that rejected you will regret it for signing you, right?"
Ilene knelt before Sherly in tears
"please sher, tell me where they are!!"please Ilene
"stop winisss!!!!I'm sick of your rotten charade, I'm not stupid ilene, I can't be fooled by your ruse, I can't be fooled by it,I will not allow you to meet Lino's family and now this will be the last day we meet and talk because the next day I will consider you a stranger I never wanted to see in my lifetime my life"
"sherlyyyyy,, I'mohonnn" whined Ilene until she held sherly's leg while pleading nonstop
Sherly who does not like to see it immediately kicked Ilene's hand until ilene slammed into the ground
"have your cipher done" shouted sherly, her chest shaking and she clenched her hands, clenching her,sherly sees that everything Ilene does and says is a lie and a charade so she does not feel sorry for Ilene even though Sherly does not know what really happened
"If you hadn't come into Lino's life then I'd only be the woman she saw, and if I had been Lino's lover then Lino would still be alive,I would still be able to see her sweet smile but you took Lino's smile away from me and not a smile, you just took everything I had from Lino, you just took Lino's family's heart, before Lino dated you,lino's parents only like me but you came and destroyed everything, I can only keep quiet and the only thing I want is to see you suffer for a lifetime,I can't take you down with my own hands because you've become the wife of the richest man in the world, if only I could, I would have killed you at this point jg but fortunately you're Mr. Al's wife,but you take it easy, I always do not forget to mention your name in my prayer, I always pray for you and ask God that you be given eternal suffering and misery for the rest of your life"sherly said sadistically and left immediately after Ilene who was crying hysterically
