The Couple In Love
Episode 66
And that day I didn't find him coming after waiting for him all day there. I who wish so much should swallow up the disappointment that most people think is unwarranted. Yes, and that's when I realized that the phrase I read so often was true, “ 20 years from now you will regret more the things you did not do than the things you did.” Yeah, even I don't think we need to wait that long to be sorry. What about 20 years when just a second after we've done nothing we realize we don't have that chance at all? There is no right at all to hope because we ‘tak do anything’. In contrast to doing something, taking at least one action even if it ends in failure and error will lead to regret for a second. Yes, because after time has passed we can laugh or cry foolishly realizing ourselves to do so and one thing for sure is that we learn from our mistakes and failures. Do you think when someone learns he will get smarter or stupid? You can answer it yourself.
The shock felt by my young self made me fragile for a moment. Maybe most women think that men are stronger than women, but let me tell you something interesting about –well men, I hope I don't hurt anyone. “Actually men have an amazing fragile side if it relates to “women who managed to cripple his heart” almost all men will defeat his wits if it is already concerning the slant between two quotes that's. Well, although not all men are like that, but most men are human figures who “hides their fragility behind their arrogance”. And I was the one who used to be that kind of guy. Until the figure disappeared with the news that increasingly made me not stop blaming myself. He left because of me. Even though I don't believe it and hope it's just a prank. However, I found no evidence that it was a lie. All of that turned me into a cold figure that killed almost my entire aura of warmth at the people around me. It was a choice I made to continue my life on earth without him. It doesn't matter if he's around me or not as long as he's alive on the earth that I'm on.
And now... after all that... will I return to being the man I was? Hhh...is that really her…? Did Hyeri lie to me…? He didn't really die for saving me that night…? I'll get very angry when people I trust lie to me. But, what is this…? Rather than being angry, I think I'm happy. Sorry, Hyeri. to expect something that might be unfair to you, but I. miss him…
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“BRAAAKKK..!” the sound of the door-cracking of CEO Marendra Enterprise (ME) in Busan boomed after a powerful kick full of anger Revan. “Master! Sir can't enter carelessly like this!” said the secretary who followed behind Revan but since first entered this floor was not digubrisnya. Revan continued to step inside the room that was quite spacious and covered one more curtain of that barrier to find the damn figure that was the beginning of all this god-level chaos. Revan's anger really peaked. Aarrggghh!!!
“Wait, Sir!” The sekertaris flick hand that was none other than a woman pulled Revan's arm, but a second later it was strongly flicked by Revan. Revan turned to the secretary with a murderous look.
“Listen, I don't like to be rude to women! But, right now I am very unstable, so if you still want to stay alive and work here, you better step aside and get out of here!” Revan immediately turned to the front and continued his steps after saying a successful life-seeking word made the secretary petrified before leaving his place full of fear.
“Ssrreet...Braaakkk..” the guardrail is lifted as the secret barrier door is also broken by force Revan. The figure he was looking for was actually here. A secret place that every CEO of ME has and only known to a few people, and Revan is one of them. The figure was still standing behind him as if it was not
notice Revan's presence. Revan's jaw is hardened. His eyes were also flushed. His emotions were completely ready to explode a few more seconds. “At this time, how can he...?!” revan's mind was filled with a burst of anger. His feet stepped hard. His left hand grabbed the figure's right shoulder then pulled it tightly around to look at the face and see what reaction it would give, while Revan's right hand had thrown the bogeman he had prepared since then and was now halfway to the face of the ringleader. However, two inches before landing, his hand movements stopped because of what his eyes saw. A bitter smile on the face of that figure. Even a fool knew that the figure before him had just cried so much. Even now he is grinding his teeth while trying to return a smile that is completely invisible as a sign that he is fine to hold the grain back dripping. Her lips vibrate “Hhh...Rev-van..” call it stamped later. Revan's clenched and raised hand instantly decayed along with the clear details that escaped from the beautiful eyes of the figure before him. Revan's mouth opened and twitched, but not a single word escaped his tongue.
“Aarrrgghhh! What else is this actually?!” erang Revan is frustrated. “Why are you crying like this, fucking Daylan!” daylan's body collapsed and sat on the floor. Revan crouched down and sat down to compensate. “What happened to you, stupid…? Don't know if you've had enough people crying because of what you're doing? Why are you crying like this?” a drop of tears that had been held Revan escaped without realizing it. Revan just immediately closed his eyes and closed them with his right palm. “Stupid.... What have you done…? You didn't listen to me... I told you.” Revan let the next details slip away. Make Daylan come closer and pull Revan to his right shoulder.
“I'm sorry..” said Daylan later.
“Why are you apologizing to me, Stupid?!”
“Because I hurt him..”
“What? I don't get your point. If you hurt someone, you should apologize to the person you hurt, not me! Me...”
“Sorry because I hurt people is precious to you and you love so much.” break up Daylan explained. Revan put away his hand, leaving his eyes open.
“Hah? You mean..”
“I decided Maura... I made her cry.” Revan's eyes widened. Nope. This time it was not because of anger. But more on Daylan's previous words that Daylan hurt a person who is very valuable and loved. Revan looked at Daylan who was only able to bow and muttered apologetically again. Revan was still staring at him, digesting what was really.. Wait... didn't that mean.... All this time Daylan knew that his best friend also loved Maura?
“Daylan..” the guilt-ridden call that suddenly ambushed Revan's heart scared him back to losing his precious figure again. Daylan raised her face. The two's eye beads meet. “I'm sorry.. I'm the one who should apologize to you.. I..”.
“You don't have to apologize for loving the woman your best friend loves if you don't even do anything and just hold her. You even stayed away from her.. Why? Did you do it because you knew I loved her?” Revan shook his head. “Then why? Are you afraid to love her more deeply?” Revan is back. “Then tell me why you did it..!”.
“M-maura asked for it..” Daylan's eyes widened for a moment before returning to shed tears.
“Hhh... shit! He's really too good! Aarrggh! I hate myself!” Daylan cussed in her weeping as a line of Maura's words ringed in her ear, “ What did you do to the love and trust I gave you, Daylan?!”
“Since when did you know?” the guilt-riddled question poked out from Revan's lips. Daylan looked at Revan fixedly before replying. Ah, this best friend of his is too good to be hurt. He was too kind. Daylan exhaled heavily. He didn't answer. “Do you really decide?” question full of doubt was slid from Revan's lips because it did not get an answer from Daylan as well because he had remembered his original purpose here.
“Hmm.”
“But, weren't you guys dating and making out together?” Daylan looked surprised.
“You... where did you know?”
“So you didn't really decide?”
“What do you mean? I can't be this confused if I don't break it!”
“Really? You serious?”
“Yes, God! Since when did I lie to you, Revan?!”
“Then answer my question! Since when do you know I love Maura?”
“Hhh... You stole an opportunity in the middle of a tightness!”
“Jawab only.”
“Once, I don't know for sure either. But, I am your best friend, I am always watching you, the sparkling, worried, hurt look you often use to look at her, as well as the footsteps you pull as she approaches me, that's enough to let me know if you have that feeling, but, since you're hiding it from me, I don't intend to say it either. I want you to admit it.Because sometimes I say ‘Until when are you going to hide it from me? Until when do you think I won't find out?’”
“Sorry..”
“I saw it.”
“Hah?”
“Well, actually I wanted to kill you when I came here.”
“Are you crazy?!”
“That crazy is you, why are you the one who is angry and accuses me of this?!”
“What made you want to kill me?”
“Because you didn't listen to my advice earlier. Well, more precisely the result of you not listening to me.”
“What do you mean?”
“Akira see..”
“Huh?”
“We saw it. But maybe he was the most hurt. You know for yourself he just decided to end his relationship with his beloved Erlangga, but finally when Tara and I actually intend to bring him here to meet you as a cure for his grief, you're doing something..”.
“Basic Revan is crazy! Why didn't you say that from earlier!” cut Daylan who is upset about his best friend's slow explanation. Daylan was about to stand up, but he again fell down beside Revan. “Ah, I really feel like a bad guy now!”
Revan looked at Daylan and then snorted. “Hhhh... How could you have just realized you were a bad man? And that's not the only thing that makes me want to kill you. I got a report from my people that Akira almost got hit by a car. And worse yet he has not returned to the hotel until now.”
“What did you say?! Akira hasn't come back yet?! Aaarrgggh!!” Daylan ruffled her hair in frustration. “He doesn't know this place, Revan! And he was even very bad at remembering and understanding directions! Oh, My..!” Daylan hurriedly grabbed the blazer on the back of his great chair behind the table.
“I don't think you're worried about him.” Sahut Revan successfully made Daylan reflex turn back towards him.
“Revan!” two friends meet. Both of them stared with a hard look. Daylan with a gaze, “Jaga talks!” and Revan with a sad gaze that demanded an explanation without question thrown out
“How can you let Maura go like this after the long years you spent with her?” that sad ask softened Daylan's manic gaze. He didn't answer. “I don't understand how you can change this fast... Because I..” Revan chokes his words. He really can't continue. Daylans
understand that. he knows what the continuation of the sentence that his best friend can not throw at him. Sick ? Yep. How deeply does he love his ex-Maura? And what he had been doing all this time was just running away because it was the request of the girl he loved so much. Revan always dodged. One of the things that made Daylan realize Revan's feelings for Maura. And even though all this time always showing pretend not to understand anything, now suddenly tightness burst from his heart. How much he had hurt the figure that was staring at him with worried sad eyes in front of him at this moment.
“You won't understand what it's like, Revan.”.
“Hmm... I won't understand, even if I have more experience with women than you..”.
“Hhh. And you need to know, experience is not the same as knowledge from books and theories. After all, aren't you the one who told me to make a clear decision and vote? Maura is my lover, but Akira is my wife, I have hurt her many times, Re. And you know
that... I don't want to hurt her anymore... You will understand it when you get married later... and again, if you love her so much... don't hold back anymore.. isn't this revan's eyes immediately rounded the sharp Daylan bead. He did not like to hear his best friend. Is he even worthy
it is said of man as he is happy above the cry of the girl he loves so much. Does he deserve this opportunity while the girl he loves is hurt badly for being abandoned by her lover?
Daylan began to move after a while saying a word that seemed very surprising to the man in front of him and then stepped out his feet. But Revan's voice again stopped his steps while he was still holding the door knob of the secret room. “So, is it love or just a pity?”[1]the eyes of Daylan immediately widened along with his head which turned back to look at the figure of his best friend who seemed no longer energetic. His clenched hands held back his emotional turmoil. He was eager to beat up that figure. Suppose
that figure is not Revan. He will soon and gladly beat him. However, Daylan was just silent with her sharp gaze as if it was enough for an answer. Revan smiled sickly. “If you love her, then answer with your spoken words. Don't just be quiet with such gestures and deep answers
hearts. Love is not only felt by the heart. Love is also shown by action. I don't mean to comment, but if it's just pity you better stop now. Because he doesn't need that pity. There are still many guys who really love and queue for him, as long as you know aja.”
“Thank you for the advice, Re. But, I guess without me revealing it, you know how I feel about him. Sorry for not saying this to you as proof. But, I want him to be the first to be horrified and see me say it.”
“Loe sure you won't miss Maura and choose Akira?” Daylan smiled and shook quickly.
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[1] So, is it love or is it just pity?
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