
“Stop…! Don't say anything more!” Maura turned her eyes.
“Why? After you say you don't mind me hiding something from you now you'll run away from reality for having hypothesized[1] what's going to happen next because of what I kept secret? Don't run away like that, Maura!”
“Hhh.. You are really weird today…! I don't want to talk to you!” Maura stepped up to leave Daylan. Daylan stepped forward and pulled Maura's arm.
“I told you not to run away!” Daylan controlled his emotions. “I beg... don't make me run again from facing this reality..” Daylan begged gently in tears.
“Daylan, what are you talking about? It's not you.” Daylan's eyes widened for a moment staring at Maura. He groaned unexpectedly irritated. He looked down for a moment and raised his face and eyes.
“Finally you said it too.. like them..” Maura's eyes widened aware of the mistake he said. His lips were open to say sorry, but Daylan said sorry. “No need to apologize. I don't blame you. People have always said that. Not you... try to be like this and this. hhh...” Daylan laughs reluctantly as if laughing at himself.
“Sorry.., i..”.
“No. I'm the one who apologized to you, Maura. Sorry to hide something very important from you. I should have been honest from the beginning. But, I was too selfish and afraid of losing you without thinking long about the feelings of the people who will be involved in this matter.” Daylan cut off his sentence a moment ago.
looking at Maura inside. “You remember when you called me in Indonesia after your graduation and asked if there was anything wrong with me?”
“Hmm.”
“At that time I was actually in my confinement for escaping the engagement that had been set for me by my grandfather and parents. And at that moment I could no longer escape, crashing from hope into the valley of despair. And as planned, I married the girl in a faster time because we ran away.” Maura's eyes widened.
“A-pa…? Marry?”
“Sorry Maura... I can't avoid it... You know? After the marriage we agreed to continue our studies abroad. And I decided South Korea, exactly Seoul University actually because you were there. But, I didn't tell her, I always treated her coldly.
hurt him or yourself later. But, after time went on. I felt the pain of going through all this. I always hurt her, and I plan on doing it until the end and we part ways. But, for some reason..every time he was injured.when his tears dripped down his face.Suddenly my heart was tight, I remain selfish and cannot take it off for another man who may be better for me. I know I'm selfish, trying to be a hero to you and to him, but in the end there's nothing I can save completely. I actually hurt you both.. Maura..”.
“Quite... I beg you.. stop...!” pinta Maura broke into tears. His heart, feelings, and consciousness begged that everything was just a dream or something he had heard wrong. However, even though he hoped, his chest remained tight and his tears still flowed without being able to be weathered. His eyes moistened, his lips locked in silence, unable to speak. Crushed blown. Daylan was silent in the guilt that enveloped her heart. Her tears were dripping, but her decision had been unanimous.
“Sorry Maura. A choice, which might be very selfish and hurt more people. But, I hope, this decision will be a good start for everyone.I hope you find a man who is able to always be honest and continue to love you, also able to make you happy…” Daylan takes off the lock-dependent necklace that coils around her neck. He grabbed Maura's hand and gave her the necklace and grabbed Maura's fingers. “Give this necklace to a man who is much more worthy of you and open your heart to him.
forgive me, but still, forgive me for everything.. Take care of yourself, Maura.!” Daylan leaves Maura.
“How.... how can you do this to me?!” Daylan continued on as if unconcerned. “Daylaaaann..!” call Maura who immediately ran and hugged Daylan from behind. Daylan's eyes widened flabbergasted. However, he tried hard and did not look. “No... don't be like this.. You can't end it like this…! I don't care what you say, you can't leave me!” maura's tears broke, her tears soaked Daylan's clothes, while Daylan held back the overflow of her feelings deeply. His eyes are also blushing with glass. Her lips opened without any sound and words she could speak. His heart churned and made him as much as possible not to see Maura who was now behind him. If I see it like this, I can go back wavering and hug her. Give her that false hope again. Daylan thought in a feeling of non-conformity. Daylan closed his eyes for a moment deciding. He moved his hand to hold Maura's wrist and then let go of her hand.
“I beg.... let me go..!” Maura fell over and looked at Daylan who had not turned her head at all and continued to step away leaving her behind. He had not expected that he would meet a day like this. “What are you doing with the trust and love I gave you, Daylan?!” jleb. Daylan's steps suddenly became so heavy as if he had stopped a knife stab in his heart. However, Daylan tried to get back on his feet. Daylan's tears trickled down the sidelines of her heavy footsteps.
“Daylan... I love you...”jerit Maura finally after repeatedly calling Daylan while heckling but not ignored. Daylan's footsteps almost stopped again, but he forced her to continue with a heart that was torn apart from the wounds she had created herself.
–I beg you to stop! Don't call my name and say it like that…! Really, my heart hurts! But, it would be more painful to turn around and go back to seeing yourself hurt more deeply because of myself. I brought you here so that without me, the wind is able to defend you, the waves are able to wipe your wounds, the glitter of Diamond Bridge is able to comfort and treat the wounds in your heart, also so that the beauty of twilight can make you momentarily and so on forget me.
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Akira sat quietly on his bed waiting for Tara who was bathing while thinking about what she had accidentally heard. The truth hurt.[2] He thought. Tara exits the bathroom with her robe bath
dry her hair with a towel. “I'm done, you can enter now.” He told Akira later. Akira was still silent unconsciously. –He must have thought about his relationship with Daylan and Daniel.- Tara was aware of Akira who was still holding his mind while looking at him. “Akira...” reset Tara calling finally. Akira nodded consciously.
“Ah, you're done!?”
“Akira. And this might not be my place to argue either. But, I hope you explain your decision to Daniel immediately. Don't take unilateral decisions without telling her, Ok?” Akira nodded in agreement. Eyes glazed. Tara stepped sideways towards the closet. Akira looked at Tara who was still choosing the clothes she was going to wear. –Until when will she keep quiet and hold her feelings alone like that? If she loves Daniel that much, why don't she go comfort Daniel and
just accompany? Isn't this the right time to get it? Why was he by my side and busy asking me not to do the things that allowed Daniel to get hurt?-
Jamb. A semblance as if right pierced Akira's heart. Be ill. He also lowered his gaze which had been at the end of the fortress of the outpouring of his cries. “I don't know what to say to her right now.but, you're right, I'll call her back outside after this…” Akira makes a sound as he moves and grabs his phone that stopped ringing a few minutes ago.
“Good. I'm so glad you noticed.” Tara smiled sincerely. Akira forced a beautiful smile on his lips retorted before finally stepping towards the door of the room and immediately exiting. He closed the door. He leaned back his body that felt so heavy. His hands moved shut his mouth holding back the overflow
his tears remember the writing on the screen of the phone he read a few moments, “Daniel Oppa”. It wasn't a call from Daylan, it was from Daniel. And how could he lift her up in front of Tara after he learned of her cousin's feelings for Daniel. Memories rolling.
“You are so beautiful, supple, and smart. Why haven't you had a boyfriend until now?” akira asks plainly to Tara in her second year of college.
Tara smiled in response to her cousin's innocent question. “Finding people who like us may be easy. But finding someone we really like is not something that happens every day. Because sometimes, no matter how much we try to like someone other than him, we just realize that we still can't forget him.” The reason for the answer with a bitter smile is now more clear to Akira. His legs weakened, making him fall in tears on his face.
Staps. Revan's footsteps halted slowly after his visuals saw the familiar figure at the door crying out to fall into the tightness he was holding. Face bowed. A second later the ringing of a cell phone rang making him again raise his face and float his visual to the figure in front of the door who had now held the phone in his hand. Revan was still staring at him. The figure did not immediately pick up the phone for him and immediately stood up leaving his place to fall. He hurried to the exit and opened it and went out for a while. Revan's eyes widened in surprise as well as worry. What
what happened to her? The call from who made him go away in such a state? Revan follows out in a hurry, while Tara who is still changing clothes in the room just sighs not understanding what is happening outside the door when she again hears the sound of Akira's cellphone ringing. His heart just felt heavy for no reason all of a sudden. Her eyes lifted along with her face looking up at the roof of Akira's room. He pursed his lips tightly withstanding the sadness and outpouring of tears his eyes suddenly recalled about
a figure so far from his eyes. “I have to stabilize my feelings..” her inner then with a drop of pearl falling from her beautiful eyes.
Akira continued to rush without thinking and without knowing what was happening. He wanted to escape this painful reality. “Sreeiiitt...” Akira's eyes widen as his efforts stop his steps abruptly. His chest tightened instantly. His heart and heart stopped beating at the same time. He cannot move from his place.
Revan also stops behind Akira. His eyes widened to see Daniel who was standing while holding his phone hesitated to do something and did not realize Akira who only stood no more than 13 steps from him. Revan looked at the two in turn.
Shuuut. A hand immediately pulled Akira a second before Daniel turned his head towards him. Akira was still speechless despite the fact that he was eager to thank the owner of the hand that pulled him to hide behind a space gap that was actually designed only for the essence of architecture. Akira was still trembling. He raised his gaze towards the figure that was pulling him from behind. His eyes suddenly glazed over with his trembling body which seemed very obvious, yet still, he pressed his lips trying his hardest not to cry in front of the figure. The figure that in silence knows about the relationships of everyone around him. About him and Daylan and Daniel, about Maura and Daylan, even about Daniel and Tara he didn't know until yesterday.
The view of the owner of the hand was widened spontaneously nanar. He knew clearly Akira was holding back his tears and overflow of feelings, but he thought he was still confused about what he should do to his sidekick's wife. But again, his hand had suddenly moved touching Akira's shoulder before his brain. Akira did not comment.
Both of them were silent as if understanding the condition of their hearts and feelings. Because sometimes silence is the best communication we can do with someone.
1 Hour later.
“You dare not meet him?” revan finally asked Akira after he looked calm with a glass of hot chocholate in his hand. The two had been sitting in the restaurant for a few minutes without speaking. Only Revan spoke to the writer saying his order. Akira looked long.
“I fear I will hurt her even more if I meet her again.” Akira replied finally with a painful smile that he forced on the ends of both lips.
Hhhh. This woman before him was completely different from the women who had been all along
encountered it. “You are very worried about his feelings, yes?” Akira did not answer. “If you're so afraid he's hurt deeper because of you, why don't you just pick him up and leave Daylan?”
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[1] Throw/possibility/expected
[2] The truth is painful.
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