
“Byuuur..” the pounding of the waves back wet the legs of the two who have been side by side pulled over on the beach. Daniel put his right hand in his pants pocket. He quietly moved his right leg kicking in the sand.
“Sorry... forgive me..Oppa...” said Akira sobbed.
Daniel turned his glazed eyes. “How do you know if I'm here? And why did you come here?” over Daniel without responding to Akira's apologies.
“My heart led me here.. only this place is clearly depicted in my memory, although I do not understand why, but I cannot let you go like this.I.”.
Daniel forced a smile on his lips. “You don't have to do it.”
“I'm sorry Oppa! I didn't mean to give you false hope like you said to the wind. It is enough to squint to hear our sincere feelings judged as a mere empty hope. But, I know you are much more hurt than I am, therefore.pardon me..and let me be honest and say it with my own mouth.” Daniel silently did not comment. “Actually I am..”
“Stop... I don't want to hear it.”.
“But, I have to menje..”
“I beg you, do not say anything.” pinta Daniel with a sincere face full of wounds that radiate from his heart. Akira looked back at Daniel with his guilty eyes. “Actually I'm curious about one thing. Until when exactly do you plan to keep it a secret from me?”
“Oppa..”
“Let me be her brother anyway. How long do you think I won't know? And why did you do it? There's so much I want to ask you, even though I'm really scared to hear your answer.”.
“I know.. No matter how much I apologize to you, the wounds I have in your heart will not go away. Maybe even what I'm about to say this is just gonna sound like an excuse not to go in. But, I want you to hear my explanation.I'm sorry to be this selfish even after I hurt you that deep.I beg you to let me talk and listen… I will not prevent you anymore..I will let you go.” Akira biting his lips held a cry and tightness in his chest. Daniel raised his dumbstruck face to look at Akira.
“For me... I am very lucky to meet a man like you.although I know, most likely for you I am the opposite..” Akira straightened his face, trying to smile at Daniel. “When I came home from Australia about a year ago, for the first time my stiffened heart wavered by a new man
the first time I met him when he came to my house. I tried to avoid that fact, soon I was required to get rid of that feeling because my parents told me they had a match with someone… but we were caught the day after and were immediately married a week after that.I never thought it would be so lucky to see you again, but when I asked me to stay beside you I could not resist...hhhh...I know this is my punishment for not being honest from the beginning with you. I'm sorry I shouldn't..” Akira wiped his tears. “I'll go now. Goodbye..” Akira starts to step away from Daniel. However, Daniel's hand immediately grabbed Akira's arm and pulled him into his arms.
“Do not decide everything yourself at will.you need to ask my opinion for it...”.
“Oppa..”
“Back with me and let's start everything from scratch.” Akira flinched.
“A-pa do you mean?”
“I don't care even if you've married her. If your feelings for me are right, you can divorce Daylan and come back to live by my side, right?” akira's eyes widened. “Again, actually, the one you'll be dating initially is me. I'm sure they'll understand..”.
Akira's eyes were wide again. Both of his lips trembled unable to speak. Daylan's shadow and words came to his mind. “About that.. it will be more painful for Oppa if it does not end as Oppa expected..”.
“What's wrong.. You can hurt me, because I love you, I don't mind you hurting, I won't hurt more than this.I'll be fine.”.
“But..”.
“We can't think negatively before trying, right? Let's try...!” Daniel stretched his grip. Akira looked towards him.
“Give me time to think about it..”
“Hmm. Of course..think of this carefully..” Daniel smiled in. –Even though I realized something different on your expression, I couldn't just give up and tell you to go back to him. I can still hope, right? I'm sorry to put you in a position that makes things difficult for you, Akira.
*****
Daylan's cell phone ringtones are playing over and over again. However, his still shaken soul was reluctant to lift him up. The reality that had just hit him was still unable to get out of his mind. But again, the ringing of his phone did not stop. His fingers reached for the phone next to the fragments of the glass slowly and raised the incoming call.
“Hey, Daylan…! How are you doing? Why did you pick up your phone so long?! Me...”
“Revan...” calls Daylan in a weak voice and her crying jolts Revan across the phone.
“Daylan..”.
“Revan.. I love her..I fell in love with her.” the disjointed speech and ended with a long hiccup Daylan caused concern in Revan's heart.
“Wait for me... don't do anything..” Revan hangs up.
“Take me to this address!” Revan opened the taxi door and immediately entered. The taxi took him to the address written on the paper he presented. He immediately got off and ran in worriedly after paying his tax rate. He asked the guard of the apartment complex and immediately ran in a hurry towards the direction that had been described to him.
Revan's eyes widened to see the apartment door that opened just like that. He immediately ran inside. His footsteps halted in front of the figure of the man who was sitting with his face face face down crying depression. Revan slowly approached. He squatted to balance that figure. His eyes began to blush in tears. “You okay?” tanyanya slowly later. The figure he was asking just raised his head slightly looking at Revan without an answer. “Hey, Daylan, don't look at me with such eyes.” that sad weak ban follows the words of Revan's trembling lips.
“She... I made her cry again... I just want her to stay beside me.... she really-banar left me...Revan...... What really happened to me?..... How do I feel about Maura?...how can this happen.me...I love him.I...do not want to lose Akira..” Daylan finally tried to raise his voice despite his disjointed cries. Revan's hand moved forward. Hugged Daylan who seemed unable to speak anymore.
“What's wrong... calm yourself down.. she will definitely come back and forgive you later.. I'm sure she will understand why you did it...” –hopefully…- Revan tightened his teeth together with a drop of tears flowing from the eye fertilizers without realizing it. How can you be like this, Daylan…?
******
CLICK. Akira closes the incoming call he just ended. He looked at Daniel who was sitting next to him. “What's up? Why are you looking at me with such a look?”
“Oppa..Tara just called me and she said she was in Namsan Park. He wants to meet and talk to me. Also for a few nights, I'll probably stay with him while thinking about what I should do and decide on the answer from Oppa's previous request. Oppa object?” Daniel smiled shakes.
“Do what you need to do, Akira! I'll be waiting for you, Akira.” A dagger seemed to stab at Akira's heart. Daniel's soft answer, why does it feel so painful to hear it? “Let me take you to Namsan Park!” bargain Daniel then with his genuine smile. Akira smiled nodding. –How could I hurt someone as good as you, Oppa?-
Daniel turns the gears of his car and drives Akira to Namsan Park. The mood was silent for a moment. Akira is confused about putting together a word for him to say and chooses silence. “Sleep first! You must be tired, I'll wake you when we get to the destination.” Akira smiles.
“We have arrived, Akira..” Daniel puffed Akira slowly. Akira blinked back to grab his visual.
“Oh, Oppa...we have arrived?”
“Ya..”
“Then I will meet Tara first.”.
“Hmm. Careful...!”
Akira stepped down to get down. He smiled holding Daniel's jacket. “Thanks, Oppa!” Akira opened the door with a smile and closed it again. He waved his hand. “Be careful, Oppa!” Daniel returned a smile as he left Akira slowly in his car. Akira steps in to find Tara.
A pair of eyes opened to find what he saw. He stood silently looking without blinking. The figure he was waiting for had arrived. However, what he saw made the words he was about to say stuck in his throat. What really happened.
“Hey, Tara...!” Akira runs to wave after finding Tara who turns out to be only on the street. “You've been waiting here a long time?” Tara was still silent unable to answer. Only his gaze was unexpectedly fixed on Akira. “Hey, what are you doing? Don't you usually hug me at times like this?”
“Who is that boy?” tanya who suddenly ejected from Tara shocked Akira.
“What do you mean? Which guy?”
“I should have asked you that, right?”
“Tara..”.
“Hhhh... let's talk in a comfortable place!” the two walked towards a long seat in the park. “How can Daniel be with you?” ask Tara to the point just after the two sat down.
“Ah, the.”.
“Do not lie and say you have nothing to do with him! You know who I am!” Akira smiled wryly. He can't lie to Tara.
“The story is long..”
“How about Daylan?”
“She knows about this..”
“What?!”
“The story is long, Tara.. and has been so far.. as far as the waves are carried by the wind into the middle of the vast sea and can not return to the coastline…” Akira's tears trickle her sentence without realizing it. Tara.
“Akira..” Akira's eyes closed with his teeth tightened to withstand the overflow of his feelings. Both of Tara's hands reflexively carried Akira into her arms.
“Hhh...hhh...what should I do...me....do not want to hurt any of them....?” Tara tightened her embrace. Akira's loud tears invite Tara's tears to drip. –What really happened to you, Akira?-
******
Tara pulls up the bed cover to cover Akira who has fallen asleep with her face covered in the inn room that Tara rented while in Seoul. He then sat looking at his cousin's face in. “... When I met him again in Seoul, I thought how lucky I was to be able to see back a smile.
on his face. I feel that's enough for me. I tried not to have any further contact with her because I knew it was unfair to her and would hurt her in the end.but when she asked me to stay by her side…” Akira explanation pieces back ringing in Tara's mind. Tara's tears are dripping.
“Tara...I beg you..stop this...!” the low-pitched pleading request that suddenly ejected from his highly coveted figure made him silently choked. “You know..you are very valuable to me. I do not want to lose you as my good friend.I'm sorry to be selfish. and ask you to do this before you even say and admit it… I don't want to hurt you more than this, because even though I was able to lie to myself that I had the same feelings for you. I can't afford to lie to you which is very valuable to me about that… I... have someone I like. I know I am cruel to say it, but I know what it's like to like someone very deeply without even being realized by that person… that's why I don't want you to feel the same way I do. Again, I'm sorry, Tara…” a long explanation cut off from Daniel about three years ago it was also reflected in Tara's memory.
“So, that someone you really like is Akira…? That's true of him..Daniel…? Of the many women in the world, why should that woman be Akira…? Why.... You finally have to feel that wound again…? After what you did to me.. How can you be like this…? Hhhh...hhh..” Tara's tears hardened. Her hand
closing her mouth to prevent her crying sound from waking Akira. The tears that flowed along with his memories with Daniel made the turn of time more heartbreaking for him. “Hhh... What is this? I guess I no longer have feelings for you after I left you to get to know Akira and talk
two with her a year ago..I thought I had given up.. but, why does this feel so painful.?.?”.
******
Revan stood up straight and looked at Daylan inside from beside his bed. His eyes were puffy with tears and he fell asleep after telling everything with a cry that left him exhausted and lost strength.
“She... I made her cry again... I just want her to stay next to me... she really-banar left me...Revan...... What really happened to me?..... how do I feel about Maura? ...how can this happen.I...I love him.I.I don't want to lose Akira...” expression pieces.
Daylan is back in Revan's memory. He smiled faintly then pulled the switch off the sleeping lights on Daylan's desk and slowly stepped outside the room. His steps stopped for a moment in front of the door.
“How can I know the answer to your question about how you feel about Maura if you don't know the answer yourself? What answer did you expect from me after I gave up on him like this.?” revan's tears are dripping. He pulled the door of Daylan's room and closed it from the outside. He stepped into the living room where Daylan told him everything. The glass fragments and some other items were still scattered on the floor. Revan squatted down. His right hand grabbed a glass.
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[1] Deep sleep and good dreams, Akira.”.
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