
πΆ Where do my footsteps stand...
I always carry you in my soul...
The subtle seductive shadows penetrate the taste...
Happy moments have changed...
If only I could bring you back...
This heart will not freeze because it feels alone...
If only I could bring you back...
This heart will not freeze because it feels alone...
Like a dream when I realize...
You are now gone.... On my side again... πΆ
Song title: Grief
Popularized by: Evie Tamala
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Drop by tear accompanied Seruni's departure that morning. Seruni drove his blind car without a destination. He who now no longer has relatives confused should go where. But one that is certain and currently becomes unanimous. He should be happy with his new life.
Seruni stopped his car on the shoulder of the road. The bag he put on the seat next to the steering wheel. The bag he used to use for college every day. Seruni grabbed the wallet that was inside her bag. Opened the wallet which left only a few pieces of red money. While the ATM of the mother he brought had never once Seruni checked the contents of the balance. Whether you still get benefits from the company where his deceased father used to work or not, Seruni did not know.
Right now the most important thing was that he had to get a place to stay first. Only then did he think of finding a job. I don't know who would want to hire a pregnant woman like her. Not yet Seruni tried to apply for a job but was pessimistic first. How not, nowadays looking for hard work. Especially her currently in a state of great pregnancy.
Seruni brought his car back. And this time the goal is a car showroom. Yes, Seruni was determined to sell the only thing left by his late father. Because after thinking about it, he would definitely need a lot of costs for the delivery process later. Not necessarily, he quickly got a job. So he decided to sell his car. The important thing is that the house does not sell. Because Seruni promised to return again after successfully arranging his future with his baby later.
"Well, this is a car like this. Twenty million if you want." There was a bargain between Seruni and the showroom attendant.
"Can't go up again sir. Fifty million how?" Tawar Seruni's. "I need a lot of money for delivery sir, please." Seruni lowered her head while stroking her distended stomach.
Obviously the showroom clerk didn't have the heart to see it. "Well two five then."
"Don't sir, add a little. I also need money to find a place to live." This time Seruni's tears were dripping. Actually Seruni was only acting sad so that the price of his car was raised. But come to think of it, isn't he pathetic?
In the heart Seruni cheered in excitement. He almost jumped because he was so happy. Although the price given is not in accordance with the desired price but it is okay. It was better than the initial price.
After pocketing money from the sale of his car, Seruni rushed to leave the showroom with a large bag containing his clothes. Luckily, the showroom is right on the side of the road. So he just had to wait for the angkot to pass by.
Not long after the angkot stopped right in front of Seruni. "Terminal sir!" Seruni said as he entered the angkot then looked for a seat. The full passenger makes it a little crowded. His stomach was also nauseous. But he must be able to hold it so as not to vomit in the angkot.
Half an hour drive finally Seruni arrived at a terminal. Not to forget Seruni paid the fare before then getting off the angkot. Seruni was silent for a moment. Circularized views surround the terminal area. There are a lot of big buses there. Perhaps the driver and conductor are taking a break before returning to service.
Slowly Seruni dragged her steps. But not far from his feet stepped there was a man who approached him. "Where are you going?"
Seruni raised her head to pay attention to the person who spoke to her. Judging from his clothes that seemed to be a uniform because it read the name of the bus, maybe that person was one of the bus conductors. "Jakarta sir!" Answer Seruni briefly.
"Let me help." The person smiled kindly then grabbed the large bag that was in Seruni's hands. Maybe the person felt sorry to see Seruni who was in a state of great pregnancy carrying a large bag as well.
Seruni slowly released her hand grip on her bag. Seruni was convinced that the person currently in front of her was a good person sent by God to help her.
"Let's follow me." The man then walked first and was followed by Seruni behind him.
Their steps stopped when they were next to one of the buses with a destination Jakarta. There is a Jakarta inscription on the front glass. The Seruni Bag is directly put into the trunk.
"Please take the ride. Do I need to help?"
"No sir, I can do it myself. Thank you so much for your help." Seruni handed me a red money while smiling kindly.
"No need to thank me. It's my job to find passengers." Reject the conductor.
"Thank you again, sir." Seruni immediately climbed onto the bus carefully.
Yes, the only destination Seruni currently is Jakarta. Seruni hopes that in the capital later he can build happiness with his prospective baby.
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