The Complicated Life Path
about my marriage and Randi
I took my foot back to my parents' house carrying burdens and disappointments for my family.
If my arrival can be evicted later, I will accept it sincerely. I just want to apologize to my parents because I'm no longer devoted to them.
When I apologized, it turned out that my parents already had a hunch because they were very familiar with my nature
" mah , pah .. please excuse Yollan with the failure to maintain a very short household , Yollan please be forgiven "with tears never stopping to drip and rest at the feet of my parents
" lan, mama knows the marriage doesn't want you, Randi's parents came to tell her all yesterday and apologized" Isak cried mamah broke and continued the words by holding his chest. "at that time you were a child who defied lan, but mamah see your eyes are empty .. mamah is very sure it is not you".
"mah, even if it is not Yollan's will but Yollan apologizes anyway, maybe Yollan lacks faith until Yollan himself like this"
silent for a while, "pardon Yollan as long as Yollan is unconscious, the family so very difficult.insya Allah Yollan will fix everything but patient mamah ya, because Yollan will find a new job , ' '' Yollan will find a new job , not d that place anymore" ..
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3 Months passed, a new atmosphere in the new workplace.at my age of 23 years I who is a young widow is a little inferior to the status I have.
whereas I used to want to get married at the age of 25 years but it turns out that my marriage last time was 21 years old only lasted 1.5 years , and even that' I survive in the midst of my hatred not to embarrass my family.
in my new place I am really closed about personal problems, not a few who pursue me even though they know my status, but I never want to be close to anyone.
when I got to her house, Septy hugged me "heiii... how are you ?" I have not answered him, he asked, "you are fine, right, now boarding where , said your mother you work far away because there is no mess, you kost.. come on tell me the cost dmn, or we go there now huh ?"
" septi, hey who should answer which one first ?"... (Yollan )
" ah sorry Beb, I was too enthusiastic you came here " (Septi )
" hmm. I'm thirsty......." (Yollan )
" o Allah, I forgot . hahaha, sit down first yes I take a drink first" (Septi )
" basic, you never change " (Yollan )
different from others , I opened up to Septi because he was my best friend from Junior High and I told him how I was at my new workplace and my experiences yesterday that made me not want to be close to men for now.
" uhm. sorry lan, can I say something ?" ( Septi )
" yuph .. what is ?" (Yollan )
" Ardi always goes to my house lan , is there any news about you. because he already knows you separated with Randi and knows the truth when you married Randi " (Septi ).
" hmm." That's all that came out of my mouth because there's nothing I have to be clear about and I don't want to talk about the past, but if I ever meet Ardi, I'll apologize for hurting him.
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((if all is destined to be beautiful without bitter taste first.we will never feel the meaning of gratitude and happiness after )...
