The Complicated Life Path

The Complicated Life Path
never imagined



Today was morning work and as usual I left with my roommate who was carrying it was amazing.


"Lan, not overtime today ?" ask ira


"he'em.." I replied


"astaghfirullah Lan, there's no other answer what, yes or what, you're not really worried about the same thing"She sighed, "the Ardi why can love the same girl who has trouble talking gini yes, feel at home for a long time again. creeps me, rich talk the same wall" he said.


without a reply again I walked towards the company where I worked because the mess distance with the company was very close.


I was supposed to be home during the day but there was an overtime schedule so I went home for the night..


as usual I walk, and as usual there are also many people who hang out near the mess.


I am lazy if I have to say hello to those who are almost all unemployed, and among them there are those who are still approaching ,,


"hi's..Yollan, how just got home ? if it's not wrong, will you work this morning ?" Randi asked while following me."oh yeah .. I have something for you".and gave me the paper bag


"ran, I don't want to take anything from you, I hope you understand I already have a boyfriend and I don't want to give you the slightest hope for you".with the right tone is really lazy because my condition is just coming home from work and is very lazy to meet Randi who continues to disturb me


"Yollan, I'll never give up because you're just dating the cop that's not married yet, so there's still plenty of opportunities for me to get you, anyhow".with a cynical smile


and I was really lazy to answer whatever Randi threw for me, I entered the gate without looking again and went straight into the room.


"Lan, it was Randi nanyain tuh from this afternoon"Ira immediately nyerocos when I opened the door to the room


" Ra, I'm surprised there's a rich man he's not looking for work that's even hanging out, is it not like his parents.don't want to be his girlfriend , so his friend I'm lazy if he doesn't try to find work, make his parents happy..


Ira patted my shoulder "yes I also think so lan , but you do not be too jutek as he lan. got a new pellet tau taste loh", Ira reminded.


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" o Allah, what am I wrong ?" I cried in my room to reflect on my bad luck. I don't even remember anything about my wedding trip with Randi.


In modern times there are still things beyond reason and I did not think about it , but it really happened to me when I realized it was too late , I've been tied up by a wedding.


inevitably I have to accept because I don't want to make my family embarrassed by the separation.


but if I see Randi, the hatred in my heart I can't lie but I have to endure this now without blaming my destiny.


"honey, why are you crying ?" Randi stroked my hair, which was even a caress even though I was disgusted.


"Randi..why do you do this as I do? , I don't have any feelings as you ran, and you even know who my boyfriend is .have to be this bad is your treatment the same I hah?, you know ?, with a marriage that I don't remember at all.." My sobs are sounding louder


" because I love you, I told you I'd get you any way, even with the extreme!!" Randi replied by shouting even my in-laws heard it until they entered without knocking on the door.


" what's the matter? , Randi you don't be rude to your wife, if any problems are solved well !" snapped my father-in-law at Randi


my mother-in-law hugged me, rubbing my back calmed me who was crying.


Randi remained silent without a word coming out of his mouth to defend himself


I ventured to speak to my two in-laws,


"Mom, pa. .. I don't remember anything about my marriage, I just realized that I'm married now.. Can I ask for separation, am I guilty of asking for farewell ?" I said to my in-laws..


my mother-in-law couldn't help but cry because for her I was the daughter-in-law that my mother loved . " Lan, I'm sorry for the mother's child's caliphate, but I'll take care of it if you don't want to continue this marriage"


" pa also apologized, lan, papa can not educate our child properly" said the father-in-law by lowering his face.


They found out what Randi did after we got married, my father-in-law had already reminded Randi that one day I was conscious and I asked for Randi's separation to have to agree to it and those who would take care of the separation.


" Yollan, I ask you one thing only . don't forget mommy, consider this mom your parents too ". mom put hope I don't hate them . I just nodded my head.