The Cold Little Prince

Part XVII: Make Up

It had been almost two weeks Yuna ignored Yoonbin. When Yoonbin calls on campus, Yuna will pretend not to go along with Yujin or her other friends. If Yoonbin goes home, Yuna will tell the house people to say that she is going for a walk with her friends when she is in the room. There's a reason.

Yuna deliberately dodged because she was afraid that her conjecture about Ella was true. If Yoonbin still misses all the letters and even photos with Ella, it means she still has the same taste of the girl. Yuna became agitated by herself. He couldn't even eat and sleep well because of it. If he learns, he does not like even though he still wants UAS. Fuck the UAS.

Yuna was actually with Yoonbin. He misses being scolded, misses being warned, and misses talking about unimportant things with Yoonbin. But she is also just an ordinary girl who has an unstoppable and sometimes detrimental ego. Though Yuna did not know the truth behind the letter and photo. But he just came to a conclusion.

On Friday afternoon, Yuna and her classmates were faced with an omnipotent final task that made their heads dizzy and their stomachs nauseous. Actually it only happens to children with mediocre brains like Yuna. He was a little sorry for not studying with Yoonbin. Though if you learn the same Yoonbin.ah but he still wants to keep his distance from Yoonbin.

Yuna who was lethargic after class immediately headed for the restroom because she wanted to vomit. He actually vomited because his head was dizzy. This morning he had breakfast, but only a little. He also ate even though he only had three mouthfuls. Yuna thought a little of Yoonbin who wasn't looking for her today. Though Yujin saw Yoonbin in front of the library again nyender to the wall while reading Karl Marx's Capital. Yoonbin really likes to read that book? Yuna doesn't know either.

"Son Yoonbin is sick of me?" muttered Yuna while looking at her own reflection in the mirror. "Gue's been in for two weeks now he's sick. It's very bright lo Yun" he added in a jaded voice.

Her steps were so shaky as her legs carried her body out of the restroom. Yuna was a little surprised when she found Yoonbin who was standing near the girls' room. His face is still cold. Yuna's heart melos.

"Where else did Yun go?" ask Yoonbin without further ado. "Gue wants to talk to you" Yoonbin said. Her cold hand grabbed Yuna's arm then pulled her gently.

Yuna immediately withdrew her hand, disagreeing with Yoonbin's sometimes carefree treatment. "I want to go home."

Yoonbin's black eyes observed Yuna's afterthought. It felt like Yuna was being stripped naked by that gaze. Yuna threw a face away from Yoonbin's gaze.

"Just a minute" said Yoonbin. "After this, you want to stay away and do not want to see me again no problem. Just for a minute."

"Not on campus. Not comfortable," Yuna replied. He could stand with a half-begging voice that belonged to Yoonbin.

"Where are you?"

"Kosan brother," Yuna replied without hesitation. "I want to talk about some of the same things Yoonbin."

I don't know for what reason Yoonbin's heart became this sick. His heart felt squeezed by thick walls from two sides. He can't run anywhere. She was worried.I was very worried that Yuna would leave her.

Despite his worries, Yoonbin simply nodded while giving a short response. "okay."

Yoonbin is not worried. Yuna was worried too. He was worried that his dugan was right and he could not avoid just making himself happy. Same as lying.

Yuna followed Yoonbin's steps which looked certain when it was so fragile and full of uncertainty. When the two of them were at the door of Yoonbin's room, worry had already reached her head. Yoonbin almost lost her composure just because of a girl who was currently standing behind her. Yoonbin looked towards Yuna as her bedroom door opened, asking her to enter with her eyes on her. Yuna immediately went in ahead of Yoonbin who was stunned and then followed while closing the door to her room.

"Sit down where you feel comfortable" exclaimed Yoonbin as she put her bag beside the bed. His eyes glanced at Yuna who chose to sit on the edge of Yoonbin's bed. He did not want to sit in Yoonbin's study chair, but Yuna usually sat there. "Wanna drink first?"

"Engga. Thank you," Yuna said steadily.

Yoonbin took a deep breath. He walked over to grab a glass of water then drank it slowly. Yoonbin then walked over to Yuna and sat right next to her. Yuna's heart suddenly stiffened because she had not sat with Yoonbin for a long time.

"Who wants to talk first? You or me?" Yoonbin asked Yuna again. The girl was silent before finally opening her voice in doubt.

"I don't know where to start" she said in a trembling voice.

Yoonbin's eyes were almost always on Yuna. He tried to find a little answer on that pale face that he missed. Yoonbin was willing to touch him and give Yuna some calmness that began to tremble as tears regularly descended her smooth cheeks.

"I'm afraid sis.." Yuna's voice grew louder.

"What scares you, Yuna?" yoonbin's hand now touched Yuna's back.

Yuna's face looked up and looked at Yoonbin who looked worried and sincerity radiated gently from her face. "I'm afraid of losing my sister. I'm afraid that Yoonbin's sister doesn't really love me. I'm afraid that I might just run for Yoonbin's sister."

Yoonbin was surprised to hear Yuna's exposure. Why does he think that's it? Where maybe Yuna was just an escape for Yoonbin. This girl had no idea how much Yoonbin loved and placed Yuna as her top priority. Yoonbin thought of Yuna for almost every second she went through. So how could Yoonbin just make Yuna his escape? Escape from who? Yoonbin thought hard until she came to a conjecture that scared her a little.

"Yuna, honey, what did you see the last time you were here?" Yoonbin asked doubtfully. His eyes caught a very sad look in both of Yuna's eyes aimed at him.

"Ella who's sister?" Yuna asked in the middle of her breath which felt very heavy. He cried so much that talking became a difficulty for him at this time.

A surprised lightning was clearly exposed on Yoonbin's face even for a moment. He had guessed it, but Yuna's question still left him in shock. So Yuna actually read the letters from Ella for her at that time.

Yoonbin wanted to save Ella as part of her dark past that she wouldn't tell anyone. Even when Yuna became the closest person to him, Yoonbin still planned to keep the past just for her. Her past is too bitter and absurd for a girl as sweet and cheerful as Yuna. But this time Yoonbin thought that telling Yuna slowly might not be a bad idea.

After another long breath, Yoonbin spoke again. "So which part do you want to hear about my past?"

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