The Choice of a Little Girl Papa

In Decapannya

It was very late, but it had not touched the early morning. precisely midnight.rasha walked alone down the already deserted road. passing some already deserted sidewalks and ended up on this bridge. felt a soft wind slap coming into contact with his skin.

No. He won't jump off this bridge, he just wants to get along with the wind.

"the kitten is cute" looked down where there were two kittens there.

"let me take you cing" folded his hands on the bridge handle.

Lonely accompanies.he remembers the reason he came here.he did not want to hear a shrill voice coming from the second floor of his house.he was fed up and hated it very much.

"rasya's "hiks" began to cry while hiding her face in the curves of her hands.

Perhaps rasya from the outside is seen as a woman who is rude, sarcastic and bar-bar.but actually her real self is a girl who easily cries and is very fragile from the inside. he wanted to throw away the fact that he was a child who was never expected by his father, but when he tried it his heart even more tight because it was continuously slapped reality.

"rasya never asked to be born yah" he said in silence.

Rasya will go or pull himself into silence and crowds if he wants to cry.he does not want others to see himself weak, and he does not like to cry in front of the crowd.

"think about mother's feelings once well, it's okay if you don't think rasha but please think about mom" pulled out her face that was wet from tears.

And he screamed loudly and expressed his annoyance and sadness.The fish in the river disturbed not yes with rasha's scream.

"why is rasha's father not like vita's father and danita's father?" he breathed air through his mouth.

Rasya again buried his head between his hands, while a sigh of him rebuking with the wind through his sobs.

Without him noticing, someone had been listening to his every cry from a distance. a few minutes later the air beside his race felt cramped.

"it looks like you're everywhere huh" didn't get surprised and is now upset.

The man did not answer, looked straight ahead, and because he felt unanswered, rasya followed looking ahead.

"why are you running around?" the man started to speak in a flat tone.

"it's none of your business" hiding a part of his face in the crook of his hand.

"just continue I won't bother you" a slight glance at Rasha.

the one who was spoken to was silent.This person had already disturbed him and now he told him to continue his crying.

"hiks" but he's still not satisfied.

That person was really just staring ahead without glancing beside him. unwilling to bother him, but he was already a bully.

Rasya needs a backrest now.really, he was also long tired of everything. Mentally not as strong as people think, and now he really needs a back.

"zan" he called her down for fear.

The person called zan looked to the side, he knew very well what rasya needed at this time. Without being instructed, zan immediately put his racea into his arms and attached his race head to his shirt-clad chest.

time surprised because he only needs a shoulder but given a hug. This sustenance or mode?.

Zan gave warmth in his arms. stroked his head slowly and let his shirt get wet later by his tears.

"don't hold back" he said, sounding soft and slow.

Very polite zan voice entered the ears rasha.and her cries began to escape, because she felt safe and comfortable in the deck of zan.

srot srot hiks srot

rasya nose voice united with her crying voice.it is certain that zan shirt is now full of tears and snot rasya. more dominant to her tears rasya si.

zan was neither disgusted nor amused, he instead stuck his rasya cheeks comfortably on his chest.

"your clothes are dirty" pulled his head and looked at the place where he was crying already so wet.

"living washing, easy right?" staring down. because his height is only limited to his chest.

Rasya distanced himself from zan, then wiped his cheeks that there were traces of tears. "thank you" he said looking down while still wiping his cheeks.

"do it until you're satisfied and calm" put his hand in his pants pocket and stared at Rasha.

ah damn this zan, already know his body hugged able even said that again - rasya

finally he stuck his head and slowly hugged zan with his tiny hands.not to hug all zan's waist because rasya's hands were not enough. he felt the big hands of zan who hugged him back warmly. inhaling the masculine fragrance of zan which was like already his favorite scent.

This is really the first time Rasha cries in front of people, except for danita and vita, if her best friend is quite often, but if except her two best friends, only this time she did it. rasya had only first felt how comfortable she was crying in someone's arms, stroked her head while crying and hugged back to calm her.

"zan can I ask you something?" he asked when he was calmer.

"what?" stop stroking rasya's head.

"don't stay away after you know everything about me, I need someone like you" she continued, trying to tighten her arms.

zan smiled almost sounding a faint laugh. "i don't want to just be someone you need" put his head on rasya's shoulders.

"h–ha?" his heart was beating abnormally.

"i want to be the man you want to be, not the one you need" spoke softly and almost sounded whispered. His breathing was very pronounced in his ears.

Oh shit the heart of rasha is not normal.however, the type of man rasya dream is honestly already in all zan. handsome, tall, can keep it, has a burly body. only one who is still hesitant and do not know, namely the affection for the figure of the mother. does zan have it?.

in addition, he was also made aware by the fact that the family of ex-lover Zan came from a good family while he was far from good at all.

"do you still want to be with me after knowing all the secrets of my life?" actually he covered his nerves.

"for me, someone's background doesn't matter, I said it in the cafe means I'm sure of you" stared fixedly and deeply.

"my father was a hyper sex" said rasya quietly almost inaudible.

"then?" ask zan as if it doesn't matter and don't bother about it.

Rasya scrunched his forehead, slow? "do you want to have a father-in-law who is a hyper sexist?"

Zan drew closer to Rasya's ears. "what I love is his daughter, about how his father who will be my father-in-law as much as possible I will accept" that's what zan said. yes, although maybe he can not control his emotions when rasya slapped by his own father.

pendig jedug

hayoloh rasya heart is not normal.ninun ambulance ambulance ninun ninun.

"mode?" the characteristics of the prestige people are great.

"if real?" pull his head back.

"Y" Rasha is not a big selling snitch, she's ashamed of shit.so turn her face the other way.

"you're like miss Danita always turned her face when mister Rangga looked at her fixedly" even deliberately continued to stare at rasya.

"that's a sign she's ashamed!" I can't figure out where Zan's brain is.

"i know it" smiled as if he had won a battle.

ah shit he got bullied by zan.

"get in the car" let go of his embrace.

"why?" people are afraid of being kidnapped.

"it's late, what are you doing here again?" staring at rasya with a gaze already like a familiar zan.

"oh okay" you know what it means.

Rasya walked to the car that zan pointed at. he went inside and was surprised when he did not see zan around.

"where's he going?" darting from inside the car.

Rasya's eyes stopped under the bridge, there were some children sitting there and zan who was squatting in front of the children.they were seen chatting, chatting, then zan like to take something out of his pocket and give it to one of the children there.Zan rubbed the heads of the children and walked away from them.

Rasya smiled thinly in the car, although faint but rasha could still see what zan did. right said sari, although very creepy but has a very good heart.

Although there are still doubts, but Rasha wants to believe the words of zan. she wants to feel the love is not selfish that he planted in the past.

Isn't that what Rangga said? there is nothing to be afraid of. rasha has been met with the right man.so throw away your unwarranted fear.

Seriate