The Choice of a Little Girl Papa

Reaching His Limit

Rangga opened the glass door slowly, staring at his weakly lying papa with creepy tools beside him.

Rangga silently stared at the face half covered by an oxygen mask, two large tubes standing behind the bed, and the connecting hoses behind the blanket.

"ra–rangga" a soft voice and fingers trying to cupper his son's face.

Rangga did not make a sound, he just stuck the hand to his cheek.

"in–where is your a–adik?" his eyes were sad and his voice was slightly obstructed by the oxygen mask.

"kelin is abroad pah" answered rangga holding his papa hand so as not to fall from his cheek.

"ap–have you s–have met ma–mamah you?" rubbing shaky cheeks rangga.

Rangga.

"j–anji on pa–pah, kam–you should gather la–gi with ma–mamah you" dropped his hand from the cheek of rangga.

Rangga let out a slow but heavy breath and then he nodded.

"ladder" his voice was stifled, and the tightness in his chest returned.

"yes pah?" clasped his papa's hand tightly.

"a–pa can pa–papah surrender?" tilted his head slightly in order to be able to stare at the entire face of his son.

"would you give up?" clasping the fingers tighter, a thin smile forced on his face "I was too selfish to force papah to last this long, rangga did not want to see papah sickly again.if papah wants to give up, papah wants to give up, rangga will allow it. sorry rangga has been selfish all this time" gently rubbed papa kino's forehead.

Papah Kino carves a beautiful smile in his oxygen mask. "you did it for me, didn't you? papah who is too weak, you never selfish rangga" shook his head weakly, rubbed his son's black mane. at that time papa kino found it easy to talk.

Rangga knew why his sudden papa could easily speak.

"pardon the father who broke you selfishly first" rubbed the tip of his son's eyes.

"father no need to apologize, because it was the incident that formed the rangga as it is now, thank you pah" smiled grievously.

papa Kino shed her tears, felt very selfish to rangga. "forgive papa" comes the regret.

"papa is not wrong" wiped the tears of papa kino who fell.

"papa had been able to sleep quietly as it seemed" their eyes looked at each other, and their eyes also glazed over.

papa Kino's gaze was diverted to the figure standing in front of the glass door that was shedding tears.Six sentences he said without a voice was shown for the figure there. then the figure smiled with tears still dripping.

not forgetting he looked at Zan who was standing beside the figure, he looked down. The past began to cross the mind of papa kino, papa kino, the little boy he brought to accompany his son at the same time eliminate the sense of loss of the child to his parents.

"forgive me a rangga that can't always be next to papa" he said almost inaudibly.

And he smiled as if to say 'nothing'.

"l–lucu" her voice trembled, looking up. The smile inside the oxygen mask was re-engraved.

The next long breath that sounded made Rangga tightly grip papa kino's hand, he tried to warm smile accompany the next step that papa kino would take.

Tut's....

My eyes, eyes that can make anyone melt closed slowly.

Aunt Wulan immediately fell on the floor. the sound of the impact of her slumped body can be heard the rangga inside there.

While rangga, still smiling warmly even though his tears had dripped without his permission. his grasp was not yet released. accompanied the step of his papa who would release his pain.

the sound of the door opening.the doctors came in to unplug the tools.

Rangga has no power to hold himself back, however he is still an ordinary human being.The doctors have not stepped in to release the tools.waiting for rangga to release himself from this lifeless body.

"rangga" called out to the king slowly, his hand touching his shoulder slowly.

"kelin.., still need the figure of papah" he softly lowered his head "and I can't be like papa for kelin" his grasp tightened, feeling the coldness of the hand.

Rangga sobbed stifled, while looking down beside the body that had begun to turn pale.

Rajwa doctor rubs gently back of the rangga, feeling the sense of loss again in a different person.for a moment he thinks the world has been unfair.but papa kino has suffered enough so far. he who witnessed for himself how tough papa kino to be able to recover from the accident.although papa kino himself knows the possibility is very small for himself back to healthy as before.what else when hearing danita pregnant, dita, wahh sumringah face was immediately present.perhaps right, papa kino has reached its limit to stay afloat.

And everyone is grieving.

SERIATE

ps: remind the author if there is a typo.

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