The Choice of a Little Girl Papa

The Woe that Spreads

In the main house is now covered in grief. wreaths with mourning speech lined up in front, even out the fence. the crying is still heard even though the crying has been buried.

Similarly, in the main room, we heard crying from inside.

"already" said rangga while patting gently the top of the head of danita.

"pa papa" as much as danita in the deckapan rangga.

He could not follow the eaters. because when he heard the news, his head felt dizzy and his stomach was cramping.

"papa~~" is still as much as it is. Her tears won't stop coming out.

"don't cry anymore, later our child will follow sad if his mother cries" raised the head of danita and wipe the tears that flooded the cheeks danita.

"pa papa be has not squirmed a child k us" cried added profusely.

shaking his head briefly "papa will definitely see from there" wiped away the entire tear falling continuously.

"pa papa" but he's even more kejer.

"your eyes are swollen, your nose is reddened don't cry constantly" her tone sounded a little careless.stare at the face of Danita who has somehow shaped.

swollen eyes, very wet cheeks, a nose that is like a tomato and lips that are as busy.

"why did papa go so bad" and now he breathes through his mouth.

"the father is not strong enough to withstand the pain, let the papa rest. What you need now is not a cry but a prayer" remove again and again the tears that continue to flow.

danita was silent even though as much as he could still hear.true rangga said, papa kino does not need a cry. it will only make it heavy right?.

"don't cry anymore, papa doesn't feel sick anymore. pray papa now" rubbed the hair of danita who was a little wet because of his sweat.

Danita nods lightly while rubbing her nose.Ahh now she has trouble breathing.

"how was papa at his last moment?" staring at the suddenly sad-eyed rangga.can be seen clearly, rangga tried to hide it.

"papa smiled" smiled faintly.

"really?"

Rangga nodded, "papa said a funny word, I think papa saw our son" hiding his own eyes with a faint smile.

danita was both happy and sad, papa Kino had already seen her grandson before she closed her eyes.

"i go down first yeah" put Danita's forehead closer to her lips.

"don't cry anymore" she said slowly.

danita nodded. Yes he did not promise.

Rangga got off the bed, his clothes were a little wet from danita's tears.he ignored her and immediately walked out.

From above he could see someone new coming like.he breathed a slow breath, he would let that person cry in his arms.

zan in his black suit jacket lowered his head as the rangga descended.

by the way Rangga also wears a black-and-black suit.

The person immediately approached the rangga and hugged hiding his cry on the chest of the rangga.

"sister Rangga" it sounded like he was complaining.

"hm?" rubbing the head of a person whose height was lower than him.

"father" and he cried.

"papa would be angry if his favorite child cried" staring at his sister's pain.

That man is kelin.

"the tears will only make it heavy" put out a cheeky face that has been flooded with tears just like the danita.

"remember what papa said? if people die they need prayer instead of tears" stare inside her sister's beads and wipe those tears with her thumb.

"papa didn't say we can't cry if someone dies" he said.

"but don't dissolve in that sadness" he said quickly.reminds me of what his father once said.

kelin squeezed the end of his coat, he once promised not to be too sad no matter what happened, but where could if he lost his papa.

"papa will be angry if you cry" rubbed the cheeks of the cheeks that still dripping tears.

they were silent together. Kelin still squeezed the end of the jacket until the tangle of the end of his suit.he wanted to ask how the last moments of his papa.

"papa asked where you are" jeng jeng what is rangga a psychic?.

And finally kelin hugged the body of the rangga, vented all his cries there. indeed only rangga who can always understand him.

This time rangga did not tell kelin to stop crying, let his sister spill her tears in her black suit. It is true, anyone is free to cry when feeling lost.

Auntie Wulan who noticed a pair of sister, one was spilling and the other was being the place to spill it. Unknowingly she also shed her tears, as she stared at the house.

*****

When the day began to evening, rangga secluded himself to the back of the house, precisely in the swimming pool the first time he set foot here.The purpose just wanted to talk with the wind.

Rangga sits on a swing chair that directly faces the swimming pool. it is very cool here. because there is a large tree next to the swing chair.

Rangga did nothing, he just silently stared straight and occasionally looked up at the sky.

In his heart he cursed for himself, indeed he also wanted to cry like people in general when abandoned by people he loved, but it seemed he was not allowed, he was not allowed to cry, there was no way he would let out his tears in front of a crying person as well.it would only make him look crybaby, and would worsen the atmosphere.

He would not cry just to be seen as weak.

Her heart was more tight when she saw Danita and her sister crying in her arms, but on the other hand she was relieved when her sister and also Danita were able to regulate their emotions.

he also hated himself for never being able to linger beside his father.no he was not angry at the adinata who had taken most of his time, he just hated himself. he had not been able to make his papa happy, only he would feel regret at the end.

Rangga felt that he failed to become the son of a kino adiputra.

He opened his eyes as he recalled his father's request, re-assembling with his mother.

"mama huh?" take a deep breath and throw it rough.

He never hated his mother, aunt marlin. indeed at first he hated his mother, but as time went on, he got bigger.he even hated himself.he felt the most selfish human, he felt, he was selfish to his papa, he was selfish to me and he was selfish to himself.

Hiding her true feelings for a moment of anger but she regrets it forever, in fact, she misses everything that was in her childhood.

Only ego and pressure always stop it.

While in another location, in the main house.zan who was sitting under a big tree.it was a tree where he used to play swords with the rangga. he also wanted to let go of his pain for a moment.

While folding his legs and burrowing his head, he began to drift in his mind.

Zan glanced at his watch.and he was heard wasting his breath heavily.He should be currently picking up the blessing of his chosen pair of female parents right now.

He should have been in the rasha house, kept his promise and proved his seriousness.

Adinata remains the priority, not that he wants to play rasya. but this is for the oath of devotion of both parents to the master of cinema and adinata that will be resolved.

So how's zan now?

SERIATE

ps: remind the author if there is a typo