The charm of Janda Kembang

Part.16

After dinner, Sisil went into Alan's room. The room that always reminds him of Alan's kindness. Alan's sacrifice for him was so great, he could be here right now because of Alan.

Sisil took a picture of Alan on the table and hugged him. Sisil came back crying, that unrequited love that Sisil felt.

"Alan..is it time to open my heart to others? Would you let me have a relationship with another man?"

Sisil feels, until now Alan is still her husband. He felt he had to ask permission to go next. He could not deny he began to feel comfortable with Arman. But to open his heart back Sisil still did not dare.

He still feels attached to Alan. The promise they made was indeed, until death separated, but it felt that Sisil still felt if he opened his heart to others meant that he had betrayed Alan.

Sisil's deepest regret is why they had to be met if only for a moment. Why didn't they meet earlier so they could get to know each other.

Too tired to cry, Sisilpun fell asleep. He slept in the same bed that Alan used to sleep in. Although Alan was gone for almost a year, but the scent of Alan's body and perfume still smelled in the room as if his scent was attached to all the items in the room.

"Sisil..sil...why are you crying? Hemm...? Don't cry anymore, I'm sad to see you cry....Sil...I always love you.I want you to be happy..don't cry anymore baby...."

"Alaaann.." Sisil yelled.

"What's your case?" his mother Alan ran over to Sisil who was sitting on Alan's bed

"mom...Alan.ma....Alan..." Sisil cried so much

Alan's mother hugged Sisil and stroked him "Alan was happy in heaven, son.you must have dreamed.." said his mother Nature softly.

Sisil sobbed in the arms of his mother Alan "but like a real ma...Alan came to see Sisil..."

"yes baby.don't cry anymore...Alan definitely doesn't want to see you cry"

Sisil broke down Alan's mother's embrace, then wiped away her tears. He remembers in his dream Alan, asking him not to cry anymore.

Sisil's days went through with his dream "is that a response to all my questions Lan? Do you want me to start a new relationship?" inner Sisil.

For almost a week Sisil more daydreaming, even in his office he more often spend time behind his desk by daydreaming. Even Arman who came to him was ignored.

Sisil's friends were astonished, usually Sisil was close to Arman but the last few days Sisil often ignored Arman. They thought Sisil was having trouble with Arman.

A month passed, Sisil had started to cheer up again. He had already established his heart to open his heart to others. It could not possibly drag on in his grief, he had to rise from his slump as Alan wished.

"Nil..." Arman went into Sisil's room. Sisil glanced at his left right, they only glanced at a glance then went back to work.

"yes sir there is something I can help" said Sisil politely. He deliberately keeps his distance from Arman and calls the pack if he is in the office, he does not want to make the atmosphere in his office hotter because of his proximity to Arman.

"report last week is done?"

"as I do sir, I will take you to the father's room" replied Sisil formally

Arman sighed, Sisil was always formal to him when he had asked Sisil to be ordinary because they had been friends for a long time. Arman felt uncomfortable with Sisil's attitude like that, he so repeatedly undo his intention to express his feelings to Sisil.

"alright.I wait..." Arman came out of Sisil's room.

Sisil breathed a sigh of relief because Arman had left him. He just does not want his closeness with Arman in misinterpreted by other employees.

Many did not like him because he was considered to be approaching Arman because he wanted to tempt the hotel owner. Not even a few male employees who like Sisil, because Sisil is beautiful. A tall body, ideal with both of his assets contained, a pure white skin, a beautiful face, making all eyes hooked on him.

Tok.dok...

Sisil knocked on the door, waiting for the owner of the room to answer. After hearing the voice from inside the room, Sisil opened the door of Arman's room.

"this is the report you asked for" Sisil put a map containing the report he had compiled.

Sisil just lowered his head, he did not know what to answer, because if he answered many of his coworkers who did not like him if close to Arman certainly Arman would reprimand anyone who had disturbed him.

"i also noticed the last month you looked moody, is there a problem?"

"no brother.." leave Sisil.

"Sisil.I've said, if there's a problem you can tell me" said Arman gently standing in front of Sisil leaning on his desk.

"really brother.I have no problem.." said Sisil did not dare to look at Arman.

Arman looked at the watch on his wrist "it's lunchtime, let's have lunch outside." said Arman stretched out his hand.

"but brother..." Sisil is afraid of being bullied by other employees

"luck....."

Finally Sisil followed Arman, indeed he was hungry. Because from the morning he was busy working on many reports, which he had to improve because he had not focused on the last few weeks.

Arman takes Sisil to his family's restaurant. Upon entering his restaurant, Arman stopped at the reception desk "bring Sisil's favorite menu and also pineapple juice to me" Arman told the waiter in front

Arman grabbed Sisil's hand and held him. Arman thought maybe it was time he showed his true feelings to Sisil.

Sisil looked at her hand that Arman was holding, for some reason her heart warmed, but she brushed off the feeling. He shouldn't have put his heart on Arman.

"wait a minute.there are left in the car, I want to take it first" said Arman left Sisil in their favorite saung.

Arman walked half-run to the parking lot, he took something he had prepared before for Sisil. He then returned to where Sisil was.

"this is for you..." Arman handed him the paper bag he was carrying

"what is this brother?" Sisil frowned

"last week I went to Lombok, it was a gift for you, when I saw it I remembered you" Arman said smiling

Sisil opened it, inside was a red box. Then open it, Sisil's eyes round "this is for me brother?"

"yes, I hope you like it..."

"but this is too much brother" said Sisil

"nothing is too much for you Sil..pake it...or am I wearing it?"

Sisil stared at the pearl bracelet that was so beautiful, he did not expect if he would get souvenirs from Arman. Sisil wore it in his hands.

"beautiful.secantik personnya.." said Arman while eating Sisil.

"thank you brother" Sisil smiled and the smile stunned Arman.

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