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A month passed, Sisil really enjoyed his new activities. Working in a company, although small and salary is not too big, he is satisfied, he can feel the experience of working and most importantly he can stand on his own feet, without having to rely on his parents.
That was what Sisil felt. Slowly he began to be cheerful again, and forgot about the painful event. Sisil began to rise from his slump. Sisil once a week still visit Alan's grave. He could not just forget Alan.
In the afternoon after work, Sisil went to the tomb on his motorcycle. Arman who saw Sisil leave the hotel and went not to his house was suspicious, not usually Sisil went opposite the direction of his house. Alan followed Sisil in his car.
Sisil parked his motorbike in front of the tomb door, he walked into the tomb, he did not realize if anyone was following him.
Sisil sat in front of Alan's grave, and she placed a white rose on top of her husband's belly button.
"Alan..today exactly six months we were married..Why do you remember it up there? To this day I still regret why we didn't get together earlier, why I started loving you after you were hospitalized, why does it hurt so much when you leave me when we just met twice" Sisil sobbed
"do you know, even today I get my first salary, if you are still there I want to invite you to eat at your favorite restaurant" Sisil still sobbed
"thank you yes.because of you I am alive to this day, thank you for giving me a new family that loves me so much" Sisil's tears flowed profusely, and the tears flowed, his chest was so claustrophobic considering every incident that had happened to him.
"who is Sil.. Is it true that you are married?" muttered Arman who was standing behind a big tree not far from Sisil was. Since Arman heard all Sisil's words, he was also saddened to hear everything Sisil said.
"i've come home first, tomorrow I'm here again, now I want to stop by your house, I miss papa's mom" Sisil got up from his seat and walked past the big tree where Arman was hiding
Sisil left the grave area and rode his motorcycle towards his former in-laws' house. Arman also followed Sisil where he went.
Sisil also turned his motorbike into a large house located on the edge of the highway. Arman stops the car across from Alan's house. He saw Sisil being greeted by a middle-aged woman, but he did not know it was a greeting.
Which Arman remembered Sisil's house was not there, he had read the data of Sisil's employees. And the address of the house was not Sisil's.
The next day, coincidentally Saturday, coincided with a long holiday due to the red date Monday, Sisil had to enter work because the hotel was crowded.
After finishing his work, Sisil packed his things and rushed home. Before going home he wanted to stop by Alan's grave again. I don't know why lately he often dreams of meeting Alan.
Sisil rode his motorbike to Alan's tomb, and Arman followed him to the tomb. Arman was curious what happened to Sisil, because Sisil now looks closed like Sisil who he knew first.
Sisil sat in front of Alan's grave, as usual he always spilled his feelings and told what he did today to Alan even though Sisil knew it was useless because Alan would not answer all his complaints.
Suddenly someone placed a white rose on Alan's headstone. Sisil turned his head, he wanted to know who put the flowers there.
"Sister Arman?" Sisil was surprised
"i'm Arman.I'm Sisil's friend.." said Arman staring at Alan's headstone.
"why is Arman here?" Sisil knitted his two eyebrows
"who is Sil?" asked Arman softly
Sisil is confused by Arman's question, he does not know how to answer Arman's question. He is also afraid if he tells Arman he will be fired from his job, because when he applied for a job status he was still not married, yes indeed because at KTP Sisil status has not changed to marry and then changed to a widow.
"i've followed you here twice Sil" said Arman softly, knowing that Sisil must be confused
"twice?" Sisil was surprised
"yes, even yesterday I saw you crying" said Arman again making Sisil more surprised "let's come with me..." Arman knew Sisil wouldn't have been easy to tell.
Sisil has no choice but to follow Arman, he used to like Arman and the last month Arman has helped him a lot and also made himself comfortable working at the Orchid hotel.
"motorcycle"
"awhile" Arman called someone shortly to the hotel employee and Sisil handed the key to the employee.
Arman took Sisil to the beach because the distance from the beach from the city was not far only about forty-five meni trip. Arman invited Sisil to sit on the beach and look out at the open sea.
"is he really your husband?" asked Arman holding tightness in his chest
"where did you know?"
"you said it yourself yesterday" Arman took a deep breath so that his chest did not feel tight to accept the harsh reality he would hear "are you really married?"
Sisil could not dodge again inevitably he had to tell Arman, he realized as well as he kept a secret would be open later
"it's really.he's my husband." said Sisil glared away "he's one of the reasons I came home to this city"
Arman turned his head, his forehead wrinkled "i was betrothed by my papa when I graduated college, my first marriage failed, because my future husband did not come" Sisil smiled wryly when remembering Andi
"not long ago papa set me back up with Alan, he was so good we just met twice but he said he had fallen in love at first sight" Sisil recalled those times
"i also fell in love with you the first day I saw you" Arman said
"our second meeting was on our wedding day, but it was also the day that I had to let her go" Sisil's tears began to flow down her cheeks
"that day after saying the wedding vows, he deliberately drove the bride's own car, suddenly the brakes of our car blong, and the fateful accident happened" Sisil sobbed "he sacrificed himself, he sacrificed himself, making his body shield for me to survive, but unfortunately he did not survive, on the third day he was in a coma he left me just like that" cried Sisil broke, breaking, he had no friends to share his grief with
Arman pulled Sisil into his arms then stroked Sisil's arm, he could feel Sisil's sadness.
"i was devastated, no one understood me, even I asked to stay at my in-laws' house I wanted to know him even though only through the records he left behind, he said, it hurts to start falling in love but the people we love are gone" Sisil was stunned he really could not hold everything anymore.
As Arman shed his tears, he saw the frail Sisil, who needed to be strengthened, "he promised me that he would give me freedom to work, when my parents wouldn't let me pursue my dreams"
Arman could only rub Sisil's arm, he did not know what to say, because he had never experienced it. Being in the position of Sisil must be very heavy. If he who experiences it is not necessarily strong.
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