The charm of Janda Kembang
Part.11
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After falling asleep too late, Sisil opened his eyes, he looked at the window and it turned out that it was night. Then Sisil got up and saw at the table there was food, he also saw a suitcase near the door. He remembered it was his suitcase. Sisilpun woke up and cleaned himself.
The days he spent reading all of Alan's books. He was interested in a book with dark blue leather. He read it, it turned out to be Alan's diary. Sisil was stunned, a man was able to pour out all the feelings in his heart in a diary.
But what stole his attention was the date the note began, which was two months before their wedding. Sisil read it and he only found out if he had been fooled by Alan for a long time, maybe even since he was in school. But it was written, if Alan refused because he wanted to pursue his goals of studying abroad.
And exactly two months ago, Alan agreed to the match because he had finished his studies abroad. From the book, Sisil also finds out that Alan is secretly finding out about him.
The next sheet, Sisil found a picture of him who was smiling was taking care of ornamental plants owned by his mother. His tears were not awakened anymore "If we were met early" said Sisil sobbing.
Someone behind the door from earlier saw all that Sisil did "assume we meet them early pa.." Alan's mother wiped away the tears that ran down her cheeks "already ma...everything has happened, now let Sisil be alone, he needs time" his father Alan rubbed his wife's shoulder.
Sisil spent time inside Alan's room, he only went out to take a bath after which he returned again to Alan's room. All he did was look at and hug Alan's photo.
He was so devastated by the events that happened to both of them. Even Sisil feels he has fallen in love with Alan, but unfortunately it is too late, Alan is already in heaven.
That makes Sisil worse, loving people who are different nature with him. Sisil no longer thinks of himself, there is only regret for the sake of regret even to eat alone, he is not tasteful.
A month later, Alan's family has foreseen Alan's departure, though Alan is his only son, but they are unable to dissolve in grief. But not with Sisil, he felt something was missing, empty he felt.
"Sil.." Alan's mother went into Alan's room.
"mom..."
"let's eat first." Alan's mother brought food for Sisil.
"Sisil isn't hungry ma..."
"Sil..mau until when are you like this...? your mama was worried about her, so many times she asked her mama to persuade you to come home"
"Sisil misses Alan ma...is Sisil not to be here anymore?" sisil's tears kept flowing
"we all miss Alan too, he's a good submissive boy, you can stay here until anytime, you're still the daughter-in-law in this house" his mother Alan gently caressed Sisil's back which seemed to tremble
"Sisil also loved Alan ma..sadly.." his tongue stuck "already.slowly.." his mother Alan pulled Sisil into his arms.
It is not easy to forget someone who is so good, let alone he sacrificed his life for the sake of his loved ones. Sisil no longer knows if there will be anyone as good and sincere as Alan.
Even now Sisil has wanted to eat at the dining table and help his mother Sisil sell batik. Because both Sisil's parents have several batik boutiques scattered in several cities.
"ma.pah...Sisil wants to go home to Sisil's parents" said Sisil Lirih feeling bad with both parents Alan.
His father Alan put down his spoon then he sighed, he knew this day would come, they already loved Sisil like their own son "do you not feel at home here?"
"not so pa..papa and mama are very good, Sisil comfortable to be here, but Sisil realized the bond between us is Alan, now Alan is gone, now Alan is gone, Sisil felt he had no right to stay here" Sisil lowered his head he sadly said it
"it's fine if it's your decision.papa hope you don't forget us" said his father Alan.
"of course not pa.. here Sisil feels affection that Sisil has never felt before" said Sisil with teary eyes
"we love you like we love Alan.For us you are still our daughter-in-law even though you have remarried" said Alan's mother softly.
"thank you ma.." Sisil's tears were shed, his whole life only this time he got sincere affection and he got it from his former father-in-law.
Sisil said goodbye to Alan's parents. It was sad that he felt, although this weight he had to do, it was impossible for him to be at Alan's house because it would make him think more and more of Alan.
"come if you have time, this house is also your home" said mama Alan softly
"later Sisil will often visit mama and papa" said Sisil then he stepped out of Alan's house.
"she's a good girl, she must have been a widow at the age of 21" said her father Alan staring at the departure of Sisil.
"he's a good kid, too, if Alan was alive he would be very happy" Alan's mother wiped the tears that ran down her cheeks
"papa will bequeath some of our possessions to him, will you agree?"
"mama agrees.she is Alan's wife she deserves what belongs to Alan" said Alan's mother.
Sisilpun returned to the house that made him feel no affection. He remained in the house only because his mother, he only wanted to return the favor to his parents.
He does not want to always say that the child does not know the return of the favor. Sisil never understood why his father always said that. Painful words for him to hear.
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B e r s a m b u n g
Miss wrote the last 2 chapters also while crying bombay.yuk gaes.leave a trace after reading yes.thank you.
