
Mala felt her chest was so tight, her eyes heated up, that soon the tears fell down her smooth cheeks without excuse.
seeing that finally devan brought mala in his arms, drowned his wife's beautiful face in the chest of his field, let mala calm down there, devan stroked the long hair of mala that was scattered, and,
" cry if it calms you down, baby"
" my heart feels so claustrophobic, hiks..."
" why can't I see kak aluna at her last moment" aluna's cries broke in the devan's arms.
" please him, he's quiet in nature there baby"
seeing his wife had begun to calm down, Devan also took off his arms, he said,
the woman pulled out her phone she had stored in her bag, then opened the gallery and showed her a picture with a beautiful girl wearing glasses, with hair in a braid.
in the photo, Mala is wearing a smp uniform, while women who dibamata use a green dress toska.
mala showed me a selfie that she took a few years ago.
deg!!
looking at the photo of the woman who was with the heart of the devan felt paused for a moment, she was silent, her tongue seemed to be twisted to talk.
" alluna? she's an aluna who used to be a bullyng victim because she liked me, god, so she's dead" Devan said in his heart.
Looking at her husband's face that looked shocked made Mala a little curious.
" Why mas?"
" it's okay, baby"
" did devan know kak aluna"
not immediately answering, Devan took a deep breath for a while.
" yes baby I know, actually when you approached the tomb with the name of the headstone aluna atmaja, I already feel familiar with the name, but I think the name can be the same, but I think the name can be the same, but it turns out that he is the same person," said devan Pilu
" he was my schoolmate from High School, and he was bullied for being found secretly in love with me."
" huh, hold the mas"
" that time"
a few years ago
devan walks the school corridor along with andra and Nara, the three of them have been friends since the beginning of junior high school,
when it was secretly aluna noticed the devan from afar, the woman painted the devan's face and wrote about her feelings in the diary she always carried.
even each diary sheet belonging to aluna was full of devan, aluna who the new student was sitting alone, no friends who wanted to be close to him, poor and geeky girl.
aluna was born to a family that did not have it, her father was just a building porters, while her mother had died due to an accident 1 year ago.
aluna could go to school there because of a scholarship, she was a smart child.After school the woman worked part-time at a restaurant.
but when aluna was writing suddenly there was someone who took the book and read it aloud.
Aluna's diary...
today was the first day I went to school, I could not have expected that this first day I met a man who immediately made my heart beat, every time I saw him it felt like my heart was hammering.
he is a devan, handsome man, smart but cold.maybe he is the dream of every woman, he is,
loving in silence, that's all I can do,
it may be too early to say love, but that's how I feel, love at first sight.
****
she was one of my encouragement when I was at school, even if she didn't know about my feelings, but I was quite happy that I had a smile when I just entered the classroom, that smile always came to my mind.
weeks and months go by, today is my graduation day,
it does not feel like 2 years I love devan in silence, what after this I can not see him again, I don't know. it feels more and more today this feeling the more I can not control anymore, I can not control it,
" wah wah. it turns out that the geeky likes the same devan" said one of the students.
" please go back to my diary, don't read it again, hiks.."
Fear, shame, that's what aluna feels,
hearing his name called, Devan came to them, he took a diary of mala, and read it.
after he finished reading all the contents of the aluna diary, Devan tore it up and threw it away,
after that, Devan said one thing that might make aluna hurt.
" don't ever write about me again, I don't like "in a cold tone without mercy.
like being struck by lightning during the day, Aluna's heart was very sick,
after saying that devan also passed leaving aluna who had sobbed.so the material of the spectacle of all the students who were there.
" devan," call andra and nara who follow devan from behind
evil, indeed evil devan, he is too prestige to admit if he has the same feelings towards aluna, he said,
" I'm sorry aluna, I'm forced to say that, actually I love you too, but we can't possibly be together, because I'm the one who caused your mother to die, I'm sorry" the inner devan.
devan left with guilt that enveloped his heart,
until one day devan was arrested by the police because he was caught bumping someone to death, even though it was an accident, he said,
devan was released because the aluna family took the family path, the family,
years passed, since then devan had never met with aluna again,
devan meets with Adelia,
beautiful women who have been able to take the heart of devan in the first sight, their love story also lasted up to several tabuns and decided to get married,
but Adelia left right on her wedding day.
" that's dear, I don't think it's necessary to cover this up from you, you don't papa about my past?'
" yes I don't mind about your past, all that is just the past, we pray that aluna brother calm there ya mas"
" yes dear" said devan while hugging mala.
" today I can't go to the office, because there was a lecture at 11 pm, "
" yes baby, sorry I will not be able to pick you up dear, because I have several meetings, insyaallah until the mallm, you go home mama ya"
" yes, gpp, I'll order a taxi online"
All the way only through with silence, devan focus on driving, while mala staring at the window.
" so kak aluna was once in the heart of mas devan" lirih mala in the mind.
After arriving in front of the campus, Mala also got down from the devan car, devan's forehead shriveled when suddenly someone called mala with the designation "Honey"
Mala approached the man, seen from inside the car if Mala was familiar enough with the man who called her honey, he said,
" Who is that man, dare to call my wife honey" muttered devan annoyed.
devan was about to get out of the car, but his phone rang.