
"Why this nightmare must happen again" said Mala who sounded very soft
Bima is getting closer. The man also felt what Mala was currently feeling. "Dear, I know it's hard for you. But this is the way. You must be strong. You should be able to" Bima said as she gently stroked Mala's hair
"But all this happened because I'm Bim. If only this afternoon I did not ask my mother to make my favorite food masakin and drove him here. Maybe none of this will ever happen, Bima. I regret asking that to mother" cried Mala in between sobs
"It's not your fault, baby. It's just that the road is already 1must be like this. You don't have to blame yourself" said Bima softly
At a time like this made Mala remember the incident last afternoon. Where when the mother called him and Mala asked in masakin her favorite food
Flashback was this afternoon
When the Star room was quiet there was only Mala and Bima. suddenly Mala's phone rang. There's an incoming call that turns out to be from Alundra, the mother.
Seeing that name made Mala quickly answer Alundra's phone. Since arriving in Jakarta. Mala only once contacted her mother.
π:Halo mother. What up. Sorry mother Mala has not had time to go to the mother's house, Mala is now in the hospital
π:In the hospital. Who is sick dear
π:Star Mother. It was a sudden morning when Bintang's body became hot and after Mala was taken to the hospital. The star was exposed to DBD. Sorry, Madam Mala can't go there yet
π:But now the Star is not papa, right, dear?
π:Alhamdulillah condition Star has improved mother. But doctors still recommend that Bintang be treated first here. Let Bintang can get exclusive handling. Mala kangen same cuisine
π:Follow whatever the doctor advises you dear. Which mother's cooking is the same, dear?
π:Sup rib Mother. Mala want rib soup made by mother. mother want to make it for Mala and bring it here. Mala also misses mother and father
π:Bby darling. Yes, it's gonna be there tonight, same dad huh
π:Please mother. Love you mother
π:Love you too dear. Take good care of yourself. Must be strong
π:OK mother, Sure
"Honey" Call Bima and immediately able to make Mala aware of the shadow of the afternoon.
Hearing that made Mala lift her face. Both of his eyes were already completely drenched in sweat.
"Let's get down. We wait for Mother downstairs. Says Brother Andra now the bodies of father and mother are on the road to this hospital" Light Bima on Mala
"Then what stars?"
"When it comes to the Stars, I'll ask Leon to come here and look after the Stars. Before Leon comes, let me leave it to the sisters here"
"All right"
Mala walked with Mala who kept crying. The word water really can't be Mala damung. Her chest feels very tight. Tonight, Mala again had to feel a sense of heartache like a year ago.
Even Mala just remembered if today was her 24th birthday. The day that was supposed to be a special day was actually the most painful day. Losing the people he loved on that special day.
"Why should I lose the precious people in my life is always right on my birthday. A day that should be happy must be replaced with grief" said Mala in between her steps
Bima who heard that just fell silent. He remembered the gift Bima had just taken from Lustama's grandfather's house. Because in fact, Bima came home not just to take the goods of the Star and Mala. But Bima also took a gift for Mala's birthday that he had prepared from far away.
"It seems like this is not the right time for me to give that gift to Mala. At this time Mala is grieving. I better save it first" Bima said in her mind
After arriving at the Lobby, Bima brought Mala to sit in the waiting chair. And not long after, the ambulance carrying Mala's parents had arrived there.
Seeing that made Mala wake up from her seat and immediately ran to the ambulance carrying her parents. Mala's world seemed to stop spinning when he saw the condition of the bodies of his parents who were very concerned.
"Dad, Mother" said Mala who sounded very soft
Mala approached her parents. But immediately Nara who saw the arrival of Mala immediately pushed her body to fall"Go you! Because of you Mother same father accident and died. Go you Mala. Go!" Nara said with great emphasis while glancing sharply at Mala who was already completely sobbing.
"But because the mother wants to deliver food for him, Mother and father so like this mas. It's all because of him!" Say Nara again
Bima who heard that also felt what Mala felt at this moment. Bima woke Mala up and hugged her"Dear, don't listen to what Nara's sister said. All this is destiny. There is nothing to blame" said Bima softly while holding Mala
After the bodies of his parents were brought inside. Mala and Nara followed behind him. Seeing Mala beside him made Nara take a sharp glance.
His heart was already feeling extremely resentful over his sister's existence there. Make Nara all this happens because Mala, Iya because Mala is always the unlucky carrier.
****
The bodies of his parents were finished in the tomb. Mala and Nara are still at the funeral. There was no stopping Mala crying over the departure of her parents.
"Why father and mother should join Mala. Why do you have the heart to leave Mala father, Mother" said Mala while staring at the tombstone of father and his mother alternately.
"Maybe it is true what Nara said. I am the cause of your death. Forgive Mala mother. Mala regrets. If Mala knew everything would be like this, Mala would not ask the mother to deliver the food to Mala" said Mala lirih
"It's all because of you Mala. Because you father and mother are not there. Since birth you always bring bad luck. As long as you know, your mother almost lost her life because of you. Mom and Dad died because of you. All because you're the unlucky bearer"
Hearing Nara's words made Mala turn to her sister"What did Nara mean. Why can you say mom and dad died because of me?" Mala asked as she looked at Nara
"Indeed, I already know everything Mala. Papa same mom died because she wanted to give a surprise birthday to you who was cool having fun with your friends at that time. All because of you. I hate you Mala!"
The deg!
Nara's words really made Mala's heart seem to stop beating. Mala did not know that night her parents had an accident because they wanted to surprise Mala for her 23rd birthday.
"What! Do you know from whom?"
"It doesn't matter who I know. But for sure, you've caused the people I love to leave" Nara said and went straight from there leaving Mala speechless.
This fact left Mala completely in shock. Never thought if the cause of the departure of papa and his mother was Mala himself.
Mala was silent with a blank look and tears that kept flowing and getting louder."Forgive Mala mama, papa, Mommy, Daddy. Forgive Mala who was born with bad luck" said Mala very softly
Bima who saw Mala like that also dropped her tears. His chest also felt very tight. Can not be denied if his heart feels very sick to see his woman crying.
"We go home, baby" she said softly
Mala shook her head" Let me here Bim. Let me accompany them" he answered, still shedding his tears
"But it's been a very night, baby. You can catch a cold if you keep going here. It looks like it's gonna rain soon"
"I don't care about Bim. Want me to get sick and even die, I don't care. I'm just a fucking carrier"
"Don't talk like that, baby. You're not a fucking carrier. You are a blessing to them. What a beautiful gift"
Mala who heard that looked up and looked at Bima"Ha grace what had made both parents no Bim. They even left on my birthday. That's right what Nara said, I'm just a son of a bitch"
"Dear, please don't talk like that. What your brother said is not true. All the children in this world are no unlucky bearers, including you"
"But what is Bim. I'm the one who always causes them to be gone" Mala said on his sobbing
Mala's cry really broke. The tears could no longer come out. "I'm just a fucking carrier. Better now you go leave me alone Bim. I'm also afraid you're getting shit because of me"
"Please stop saying that, baby. You are not the unlucky carrier and you are not the cause of their departure" said Bima very gently while holding Mala
Before long, the rain completely drenched the universe. As if to be a witness to the sadness of Mala's heart at this time. "Let's get out of here, baby. You're not a fucking carrier"
"LET ME HERE BIM. YOU JUST GO. NO NEED TO CARE FOR AN UNLUCKY CARRIER LIKE ME" MalA SAID
Plaaaaakk
One slap landed perfectly on Mala's right cheek"I told you. Stopit! Because you're not a fucking carrier. Remember, don't be selfish. Me and the Sky and the Stars still need you. So stop saying that because YOU'RE NOT AN UNLUCKY BEARER"