The Blocked Love

Cottage of memories

Cerryl's feeling was so flowering back then. Looking at Hadi who was enjoying a meal.they were in the cottage back. It was as if he did not believe that his dream would come true. A person who was originally considered cold and indifferent, has now officially become the lover of his heart.

"Why,,,? don't look at me like that. Could ge-er me later,,,"

Hadi smiled slightly to find Cerryl who was busy watching him. He spoke without raising his face and looked at Cerryl. While glancing, Hadi continued to be busy rolling spaghetti bolognese on his plate and then feeding into his mouth with a fork.

Cerry smiled too. Soon he also stirred and rolled his spaghetti. While blushing in shame, he also bribed a little.

"Oh, yes, tomorrow morning I want to go for a walk as usual. I haven't seen that mother in a week"

Hadi said as he sat up straight and looked at Cerryl. Cerryl looked back at him. Until there was a little bolognese sauce stuck to the corner of his lips when he was about to bribe, he hunted up to lift his face.

Hadi smiled, his right hand quickly stretched out. His finger gently stuck to Cerryl's cheek. Just for a moment, his thumb gently wiped the corner of Cerryl's lips.

Still in a standing position while bowing, the closer his face. Pay attention to the corner of the lips and make sure there are no more sauce stains there.

Cerryl just sculpted. Like being let and enjoy the gentle treatment of Hadi. Although a little pounding when Hadi's face was very close in front of him. His nose almost touched his nose when Hadi focused on his thumb wiping the corner of Cerryl's lips.

"Okey,, it's clean" said Hadi.

Hadi's left hand grabbed several pieces of tissue. Then with his right hand, Hadi again cleaned the remaining oil sauce around the lips and cheeks Cerryl.

Cerryl was still silent and pecking. Like a boy who is being treated spoiled by his nanny.

"Thank you, brother," he said softly.

Smile and sit back. Wiping his thumb, he said again.

"I was curious about that mother. Every morning I never saw one in the usual place"

Cerryl. But not shown. He felt something strange about Hadi's attitude.

"Well, what is this?" cerryl murmured in the heart.

"Did he not realize? she was touching and rubbing my lips. Doesn't he feel anything at all when,,,"

Cerryl was so surprised and curious. Do not understand why Hadi acted as if he did not feel something with his treatment earlier. Still Hadi was unthinkable by the previous speech and worried about the mother.

Hadi smiled again at Cerryl's attitude. He knew what Cerryl was thinking at the time.

"Why,,,? You think I don't get excited, either?"

Cerryl rounded his eyes. Staring at Hadi while hiding his surprise.

"I am a normal guy. Just like the others. But I don't want to go too deep following my feelings"

BOOMMM

Cerryl bowed shyly. He felt heavy to lift and look at Hadi's face.

Both of them enjoyed their cold dishes. Hadi finally stood up to Cerryl after finishing their dinner. Hadi saw his watch.

"There is still time, we can have a casual conversation there" he said.

Cerryl also stood up and followed Hadi Hadi's hand which pulled him towards the soft long chair on the side of the cottage. After sitting side by side with his right hand still holding Cerryl's left hand, Hadi said while looking gently at Cerryl's face.

"Cerr,, sorry I did. I know you've liked me for a long time"

Cerryl smiled. Her soft hands squeezed Hadi's palms and patted him spoiled.

"Evil," said the spoiled Cerryl.

"So I don't know if Cerryl has loved sister for a long time. But why do you look so cute with Cerryl?"

Cerryl brought his body closer. Leaning his head on Hadi's shoulder while continuing to play with Hadi's palm with his soft fingers.

Slowly, Hadi pulled his right hand. Raised and coiled Cerryl's shoulders hugging. Making Cerryl's head fall on Hadi's field chest.

Cerryl smiled. Accidentally his right hand moved and held Hadi's chest. Trying to ascertain how big the thump in Hadi's chest was because when his head fell there, he heard a loud thump there.

"Because I like you so much," whispered Hadi softly.

Cerryl jerks. Pulling his head and raising his face after hearing Hadi's reply.

"So don't like Cerryl, but sister Cuek same Cerryl!?

Cerryl did not understand what Hadi said. How can someone like others but be indifferent like not caring about their feelings.

"Hem,, all because of the past,,,"

Cerryl immediately spread out both hands after Hadi said that sentence. Hugging Hadi tightly in the hope could slightly reduce the burden of his mind from the bitter memories of the past. Hadi also slowly wrapped his hands on the body of Cerryl who had long held him.

"Cerryl knows brother. Must be hard for you to bear all that alone"

Cerryl.

Hadi was increasingly convinced that this time he had really fallen in love and reopened his long-empty heart space. Only the bitter memories of the past had all this time enveloped and locked all the gaps of the many girls who tried to come and approach him. Including Christine.

"Sister, Cerryl, hopefully, you can get up and be happy again"

Cerryl's words came out along with the fall of the crystal crystal clear grains that had since been angled in both of his eyes.

Same with Hadi. Unable to endure the pain of hearing Cerryl's words that felt like a whip was whipping him. Because too long locked in the memories of the past until unconsciously has hurt his feelings and others.

Their silence broke as the sound of Cerryl's phone several times played the tone of the call. They both realized that it was late at night.

After Cerryl disconnects the call, Cerryl keeps his phone back in his little bag. Hand in hand, the two left the place and left.

Along the way, Cherryl continued to look at Hadi who was sitting behind the wheel.

"It turns out he also has a soft side and can cry. Very human"

Cerryl said in his heart. Only the first time he saw for himself the fragility of a Hadi who was so strong and firm in every speech and action. He believes, as powerful and as great as anyone, there are times when he will be sad and can shed tears. And now he is proving his own belief.

Arriving at the Cheerful Shop, Wati was waiting at the entrance. While Hadi waited in the parking area, Cerryl approached Wati and re-entered the store.

While waiting, Hadi burned a white cigarette. Playing for a while the puff of cigarette smoke is then exhaled to form a circle circling up there.

In less than fifteen minutes, Cerryl was out again with Wati.

"Then I go straight home" said Hadi.

"Be careful, brother," waving Cerryl.

Hadi replied to Cerryl's wave from his motorcycle. After that he also tancap gas straight down the road that began to be quiet. Cerryl turned left towards the house he had rented not long ago not far from his place of business.

Cerryl tried to be independent, not easy at first to be able to get approval from both parents when he decided to rent and live in a fairly large house. There Wati also several female employees live together, without having to pay rent. From there Cerryl increasingly became a role model and appreciated by his employees.

"Sir, can you ask me something?" wati said slowly and carefully when they arrived at a two-story house.

"You are, you are, the fun makes people curious" replied Cerryl.

After exiting and locking the door of his car, Cerryl and Wati walked into the house. Before entering his room, Cerryl sat in the living room with Wati.

"Now ask me what, Wati?"

Wati who had been waiting for Cerryl's words immediately sat a little closer and spoke slowly rather whispered.

"Sorry,mbak. Is it because I was there, so my girlfriend doesn't love kiss bye the same mba?"

Cerryl gasped at Wati's words. Until Cerryl slightly surged from her seat after Wati spoke.

"You're this,, uh,,,!"

Cerryl looked a little annoyed and anxious. However there was a red hue flaring across his face. His fingers both of his hands immediately tickled Wati's body mercilessly. Making Wati hassles because one hand had to flick Cerryl's fingers which desperately tried to tickle him. While the other hand must close his mouth so that the sound of his laughter is not too loud.

Cerryl is still Cerryl, wherever he is, joy is always with him. Never behave and distinguish status when outside of work. At home they are friends and relatives. That is why Cerryl is so respected and respected, especially his female employees.