The Blocked Love

The Story of Hadi Nugraha

Christine found Cerryl in the store CERIA. However, he just found out that it turns out the person who had been told to him was Hadi, his coworker at the office. For this reason Christine must tell everything about Hadi to Cerryl. Because he does not want a tomboyish sister but the promise is in two opposing sides.

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when the heart is broken

no beautiful nuances to say hello

the wind felt so hard

the dew point is like boiling steam

exploded and disappeared somewhere

like a hollow heart,,,

downtrodden in helplessness

no story, no story

just to keep a diary

which has not been scratched by a single ink

no black,,, blue, no red

just white and white sheets,,,

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After reading it, Christine put back a piece of paper on the table of Cerryl's room. Who lay just like that on the side of Cerryl's head that had been sleeping with a sitting position.

Slowly Christine rubbed gently the strands of her young sister's hair. The feeling of his heart began to fall apart when he found out that Cerryl had put his heart to Hadi. Because he himself had tried to get closer to Hadi and ended up with a subtle rejection.

"Sister,," suddenly Cerryl woke up.

Christine smiled. His hand still gently rubbed Cerryl's head.

"You look so tired," said Christine.

Cerryl got up and walked towards the sofa. Christine grabs Cerryl's body and guides him. Both of them sat next to each other. Cerryl rested his head on Christine's shoulder whose right hand had been coiled on Cerryl's back. Hugged her tightly and brought her face closer to kissing her sister's head.

"Cerr,," Christine tried to talk.

"What's that guy really,, Hadi?" continued carefully.

Cerryl raised his face. Look at Christine and nod slowly.

"But, brother,, Cherryl does not mean to damage the relationship of brother Hadi. Cerryl is just sympathy, suerr, ", said Cerryl.

It was obvious that he was lying to his own heart. Although forced to smile in order to hide the bitterness, but still his heart feels sore.

"Hem,, you know, you know," Christine replied.

Her soft fingers covered Cerryl's waist slowly.

"Cerr, do you seriously like Hadi?"

"Sister, Cherryl said that. Cerryl is sympathy. There's no way Cerryl wants to be third, brother,,,"

Once again Cerryl had to lie and deny the true feelings of the heart.

"Sister,ihh,," Cerryl's turn pinched Christine's belly. "Yes,,, yes, Cerryl really likes Hadi. But that was before I knew that Hadi's sister's boyfriend"

Finally came out also what had been kept tight. Because there is not a single secret that he can keep if he has faced his brother that one.

"Who said that Hadi is sister's boyfriend?"

Cerryl fell silent, shocked but did not overreact. In fact, he had never seen Hadi come home to pick up and date outside or at home. But even so, he often saw the two together outside the house.

"Cerr,," said Christine to interrupt Cerryl's daydream.

"Sister did try to get into Hadi's life. But at that time he still did not want to open his heart again"

Christine took a deep breath. It was as if something was stirring from his heart. After that, he continued his sentence.

"After being left behind by her lover, she was like a rock on the beach. Every time a wave comes, no one can move it. Just hurt and erode his feelings. The more people who tried to approach her, the more she felt pain from always remembering those bitter memories,,,"

Cerryl understands the meaning of Christine's story. He was so excited to hear the story. Like a cutting edge, the more pressed the deeper the wound and the pain.

"Ouh,," said Cerryl.

"At that time, my sister had not been able to express the contents of my brother's heart. But he told me first with brother. If there is another purpose of the closeness of brother with him, he asked brother mending far away. Because he doesn't want to hurt my brother's feelings. And that'll make him sicker"

Christine took a deep breath. Cerryl was excited to hear it.

"We finally agreed to have a relationship with a friend. Yeah, I've promised you that our relationship is just a friend, nothing more"

Cerryl immediately hugged Christine just after seeing the crystal grains already angled in both eyes of Christine.

"Sister was happy enough to see her cheerful again. Brother felt peace when he saw the smile created on his lips,,,"

Christine releases Cerryl's embrace. He looked at Cerryl's face deeply. Cerryl simply stared intently at his brother's eyes that pierced deep into his heart.

"Cerr,,,ngga forever the love it must have. Maybe someone else will assume that brother has been blinded by love. But sister doesn't care. Because I just want to see him happy. Even if you have to endure pain when you see it with someone else someday,,,"

hik,,,hik,,hik,,,

She also shed Christine's tears. No matter how much he had been holding back, there was still a torrent of flow immediately flowing down both sides of his cheeks.

Cerry could only shut up. Let the shirt on her shoulder get wet. Still hugging and spilling the pain of Christine's heart that has been buried for a long time.

I don't know how long the two brothers dissolved in their feelings for the same young man. One has shed every taste that has long been stored and settles in every joint of his life. The other one just started to grow the seeds of romance that had accidentally blossomed and bloomed in the recesses of his heart.

Yes, Hadi Nugraha, a young man who has a dark story in the past. Making her look cold and no longer daring to play around with her feelings. Such a deep trauma made the girls who were trying to reopen the door of her heart have to accept the harsh reality.

Even so, there are still many who try. Because in addition to the appearance, the character and behavior of the young man has indeed become the ideal choice as a lover as well as a prospective husband of course. Its appearance corresponds to a high body shape. Having a nature of patience and tolerance towards fellow coworkers is also the environment around so visible. With the ability of martial science does not make it arrogant and do arbitrarily. Instead, he often protects and helps the weak when persecuted.

It's only natural that Christine and Cerryl liked it. But all was not yet there maybe even no one could reopen the door of his heart. Which had been tightly sealed by a thick and cold chunk of ice stone.

Until finally one of the employees came and knocked on the door of the glass room that was not closed.

"Sorry,mbak. Someone came and put this up, make it"

The employee handed Cerryl a golden invitation, which had already tidied his hair and clothes. Christine was still sitting down and hiding her face after Cerryl got up and approached her employees.

"Ouh, thank you, Wati" said Cerryl with a smile.

"Yes,mbak. The same" he said and immediately resigned to return to work.

Cerryl sat down and watched the invitation. After opening it and reading it, Cherryl looked wry. Put the invitation on the table.