The Blocked Love

A confusing event

Hadi still did not get out of his bed. While leaning against the wall, he held both hands against his chest. His mind repeated the incident at the cottage.

"If I hadn't experienced it myself, I might have believed it. From the start of entering and that special place, he knew about it in detail. How could anyone dream like that? strangely again, it was only me and Dandi who knew that special place"

Hadi tried hard to find the truth as well as the certainty of the incident. His mind continues to contradict the heart and logic.

"Maybe he knew that place from someone. But who?"

The harder Hadi tried to find it, the heavier the feeling in the head. It was like something was going to explode in his head. He finally gave up. Try to think positively and believe that all of it is set. As a servant, he was only obligated to live it.

Yes, it seems like Hadi's heart has started to open. The ice that had been creating a thick and high wall in his heart, slowly began to melt and gave a crack of incoming light rays illuminated his soul.

Meanwhile, Cerryl is blossoming and sharing his happiness with Sherly in his room.

"Is that really a date!? Did I not hear wrong?" sherly was curious.

Cerryl smiled as he nodded spoiledly. He felt so happy that he could not answer with words.

"Ouh, my princess, my servant is happy to hear it. Finally the love of the princess does not clap one hand,,,"

Sherly acts like a ladyboy. While standing on his knees, both hands clenched his chest while saying that sentence. Making Cerryl increasingly fly away to the imaginary realm.

"Oh, yeah. When did he shoot you? why don't you ever tell me?"

Suddenly Sherly breaks Cerryl's daydream. Makes her a little jolted and woken up.

"Shoot,,,!?"

Cerryl went back to playing all the recordings that happened yesterday. Even the days before that. Especially when he and Hadi met and talked to each other. His forehead was wrinkled, his index finger flicked at the corner of his forehead.

Sherly was curious. Can't wait for answers from Cerryl who is still trying to find important moments as the key to the answer.

"Yes, yes," murmured Cerryl.

"Why!?" sherly was curious.

Cerryl was bowed lethargic. Because he still did not find the key to the answer. As long as he played back the memory recording in his memory, there was no moment he found where Hadi expressed his heart. Especially to ask her to be a lover. The radiance of his cherry face gradually faded, drowning in silence as he dropped his gaze onto the floor.

"Cerr,, why are you?" Sherly's confused.

With a shunt, Cerryl walked up to Sherly who was already standing and was about to approach Cerryl. So close Cerryl hugged Sherly tightly. Makes Sherly more confused by the attitude of her best friend.

"I don't know either, Sher. Brother Hadi suddenly said that we were going on a date. And before he never said anything about our relationship" complained Cerryl.

Sherly patted the back of Cerryl who was still in a hugging position. As if trying to calm Cerryl's heart in order to master his feelings back. Because actually Sherly did not know about the relationship between Hadi and Cerryl.

"Cerr, sorry. If my words were to ruin your mood. Actually, I was just curious because suddenly you said that you guys were out on a date. While all this time you have never told me that he has expressed his feelings or shot you" he explained carefully.

"Ngga, Sherr, I'm too selfish. Too happy with something that's not clear"

Cerryl let go of his embrace, as if he could control his feelings and himself. Slowly step towards the window lips. Circulating his gaze down the row of motorcycles and cars that began to get stuck in traffic across the street. Combing the parking area of the store is also its mini market that is never empty. Also then pass the pedestrians who go back and forth between the big trees on the side of the sidewalk of the road.

"Cerr,," Sherly approached.

"What matters now, what about the continuation of the foundation program?"

Sherly tries to divert with something that is indeed the goal of Cerryl and his friends.

"Hem,," sighed Cerryl.

Both of them opened some files immediately. Sherly glanced, her best friend was able to calm down and a little serious when paying attention to one of the pages of the file she read.

Hadi who is usually nimble and full of jokes in his work environment, that day seems more silent and aloof. Makes Christine curious. At the break, Christine intends to meet him in the cafeteria. But nihil, as far as the eyes are aware, he did not find Hadi's figure there.

"What's the matter, then,,,?" muttered.

"There must be something that makes him this strange"

He also stepped back into the office. But suddenly stopped. His eyes caught someone sitting relaxed while playing his puff of cigarette smoke. It turned out that Hadi was enjoying solitude for the sake of continuing to feel the beauty of the incident at that time. Although there is a curiosity and still unanswered.

"Strange, now he's smiling to himself in the garden,,,"

Christine was so confused by Hadi's attitude that day. Quickly, he approached Hadi.

"You're welcome again!?" his shock.

Hadi flinched as his shoulder was patted a bit hard by Christine. Almost his left hand swung and nudged the plastic cup of his coffee container.

Even a little choking because at that time he was busy pulling a puff of cigarette smoke that floated in front of his mouth.

"Huk,, huk,, huk,,,"

"Ups,,,!" Christine shut her mouth.

The girl did not expect that to happen. At first he just wanted to surprise and give a little lesson because he was upset. But it turns out that the smoke that was being sucked was stuck in the chest and made him cough.

"Ma,, I'm sorry," he continued.

A bottle of mineral water that he brought was immediately proffered to Hadi and immediately greeted Hadi's left hand. While his right hand holds a chest that feels tight.

Christine's a little freaked out. He saw Hadi still holding his chest after drinking a few gulps.

"Huhaha,,,!" suddenly Hadi laughed.

Yes, it turns out that the young man was just pretending and deliberately panicking Christine. Christine's panicked face turned red. Burning anger realized he was being played. Both of his hands were clenching hard, as if to prepare to gather all his strength and boom,,,,

Instantly both of his fists loosened and stretched. Falling coiled with her pouting face that could only curse and curse inwardly. How could he possibly do something and even hurt someone he had long liked.

"What's wrong? it looks like you are angry, but also pouting.," Hadi looked at him.

Christine's tiny finger had involuntarily pinched Hadi's waistline a moment after the young man stood face to face. Hadi just grimaced and smiled. Makes Christine more upset and adds energy to her finger. Hope the pinch this time can make Hadi in pain.

"You must not have eaten," ledek Hadi.

Christine glared at the insinuation. If only that time was not Hadi who was being pinched, he would have surely exerted all his regrets to pinch malignant. But his finger felt weak when touching the person who became his dream. Not because the weak haven't eaten,,,