The Blight of Difference Unified By Destiny
Dilemmas
The air travel took a long time, the plane landed safely at the international airport of country x. Although it has entered another country but the heart and mind of a leo, still left in Indonesia.
He had no passion at all, his heart was so sore when he remembered his lover who was left there. Whether last night she was really waiting for him there, whether she felt disappointed by his absence there.
"Yo, leo." Leo was startled by a pat on the shoulder by his mother.
"Ekhem is mam."
"Dreamy of what hm, let's pick up the suitcase." He lethargicly picked up his suitcase and stuffed it into the trunk.
"It's a new phone with sim card." Leo just took it without saying a word.
They continued on their way to the house that would become his new residence. Along the way to the house, Leo just kept silent without saying a word.
His sadness is still so deep, in addition to adiba he also did not have time to ask permission to ustad ali. Leo felt very lost a figure of encouragement in his life when he slumped.
Adiba and ustad ali are important roles for him, guilt increasingly covers him.
Her mother felt sorry to see her who became silent like this, she was also sad to see the sadness of her son. But she also could not do anything because her husband's character was so hard when in opposition.
He just hopes that his son can forget all his memories while in Indonesia.
15 Minutes on the way now they have reached their new home while in this x country. Leo helped his papa bring in the goods, after getting a room for himself he immediately went inside and immediately locked from the inside.
"Hiks, I'm weak because of him. I love you for being told why this relationship is so hard for us to live."
"I don't know when I should be in this country, so be sure why these differences should exist." Leo wanted to contact Adiba but it turned out that the contents of his phone had been restricted by his papa.
"Akh." Leo slammed his phone on the floor in anger.
His father turned out to be able to go this far to separate himself and also adiba, he was really very detailed in this matter. Leo is confused about how much more adiba has no social media whatsoever.
Leo also does not know the name of social media owned by adiba friends.
He was increasingly frustrated and could not think well, even though his body was very tired to want to rest immediately but his eyes were still difficult to shut.
In the room of his mother and father.
"Pa, isn't this too much for our son."
"Let me ma. He's a dissident now because of that woman, don't talk about it anymore you just rest." Benedict turned his body around and immediately closed his eyes.
While his wife still could not fall asleep because she could not bear to see the state of her son. Leo is like depressed and has no spirit of life, he is afraid if Leo why napa.
"Hopefully he understands." He also chose to rest.
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The risk of loving is very painful and can make someone difficult to turn away especially to have fun. From yesterday adiba was still thinking about leo who never contacted him, his heart was still not calm if he had not received news from his lover.
Even her phone number could not be contacted again until now, the day was really chaotic. He could not focus in any way his heart and mind could not be in sync.
"Huff I have to how, why did I become so wrong hiks hiks I am also tired of this continue." He complained while pacing around in his room.
Because it is difficult to fall asleep, he finally took the initiative to take ablution and perform evening prayers. That's all he had in mind at the moment, maybe by doing the night prayer his mind would calm down.
After the evening prayer, he again prayed to God for peace of heart and mind.
'Allah grant the servant a calm heart and keep the servant away from this restlessness. Only you are the master of our hearts, O Allah, if he is the best for the servant, bring us closer in your way. And if he is not the best for the servant, then blot him in my memory. Only you are capable of turning one's heart.'
Adiba prayed fervently and was accompanied by his tears that accompanied in every prayer. He is too weak in love and loving affairs, he is still unstable for all of that.
It turned out that soon their relationship was tested, and it hurt a lot.
"I should be able to, I still have a lot to think about. Sooner or later he will definitely contact me, huff bismillah may my prayers be in ijabah amin."
Adiba tried to close his eyes there was no way he would continue to stay up late because of this matter. Everything he left to the one above, he was sure that right now Leo was also thinking about himself.
#Connected
