The Blight of Difference Unified By Destiny

Longed

A week has passed since Leo's lies were exposed. During that time they both did not greet each other. Although there is actually a strand of longing that they crave, because it has not been together for a long time. Leo felt like a coward in the face of his love.

Now he spends his days in the pesantren, many new things he has learned there. The emptiness of his heart was slightly treated by the number of santri children who became his friends. They always fill their daily lives by teaching in mosques and various other things.

Every afternoon they will definitely follow a variety of extracurriculars such as futsal, badminton and many others.

Leo really likes to play badminton every afternoon he will definitely train on the pitch. Many santriwati who admire a leo, because in addition to handsome he is also muaalaf who is very smart and deft in various things.

Many call him handsome gus. But Leo only responded with a smile, he also knew if his son zurina ustad ali admired you. However Leo did not care about it because he did not want to make Zurina too hopeful for her.

Only the devil is in his heart. Leo has decided to contact Adiba first. Because for a week they did not say hello he really missed the voice of his lover.

Fortunately, this afternoon he had nothing to do. So he chose to go to the park to call Adiba, with his heart racing he called adiba.

Tut tut tut. . . The call is connected and it turns out that Adiba is responding to the call.

"Silent." Adiba did not dare to speak.

"Assalamu'alaikum dear." Just this time Leo said his greetings while calling him, his heart was so rustled and touched.

He only realized it now, and it turned out that this was also a question that had long since arisen in his mind.

"Waalaikum salam." Adiba replied weakly, he also misses his lover's voice very much.

"How are you doing." Ask leo heart.

"I'm good you're how you are." Adiba asked back.

"Alhamdulillah. I'm also good if I can still call you by the name of darling." Adiba was silent across there.

"But hu_."

"I still love you. Please stay the same as you used to be, I love you so much." Leo cuts out the adiba's words weakly and sadly.

"Hiks hiks me too bby. I also love you so much, hiks sorry I'm so selfish." Leo smiled happily and finally apologized.

"Are you busy now."

"No bby."

"May we meet I miss you very much dear."

"By bby." Adiba's short answer makes leo prancing pleasure.

"Assalamu'alaikum ukhti." Sapa leo who makes adiba feel comfortable and happy.

"Waalaikum bby greetings." His eyes were dewy from wanting to cry, he was so moved by the appearance of his current lover.

Leo sat next to him and they both fell silent at the loss of where to start.

"Can I tell you a story." Adiba nods.

"You are my biggest motivation in choosing this very tough decision, baby." Adiba stared fixedly at Leo's eyes, he could see if leo was telling the truth.

"Don't make me the reason bby, I don't want to take you from your god."

"Not that, there are many other conflicting things in my life. There's a lot I really want to tell you."

"Tell me bby I'll try to be a good listener."

Leo smiled at Adiba's reply. Then he told Adiba all his complaints.

"From the beginning, even though I was a Christian. But never once did I worship the Lord Jesus. I've been to church, but I never adored him. I don't know why my heart contradicts all of that. You could say I defied my god but there's a big reason for that."

"My day is always empty and does not know the direction, because like there is something stuck in my heart. A puzzle that was so difficult to solve, because I myself was confused with myself. Until when I saw you in the cafeteria at that time, I felt like I had a glimmer of hope. But I also don't know what it is, which is obviously a puzzle in my life to find a little bright spot."

"Over time more and more answers I find. And not only that, I also felt that in my blood the blood of Islam was flowing. Hiks tormenting my parents is like hiding a big secret in my life." Adiba to the point of dripping his tears heard Leo's explanation.

"Do both people know you already know about you now bby." Leo shook his head weakly.

"I've been kicked out of the house, baby. Now I live in a pesantren and I learned a lot of new things there." Adiba was full of listening to the story of his lover's life.

"I'm sorry for being selfish bby time. Hiks hiks it turns out you are facing such a big problem." Leo wiped away her tears and told her to stop apologizing.

"Don't feel guilty like that baby, I should be the one apologizing because from the beginning I've been dishonest of you."

"Hiks hiks really big sacrifice you bby I'm proud of you. May Allah lift your degrees, and may your parents receive you back."

"Dear, please be my place to complain in a state of pleasure or when I'm in trouble."

"God willing bby." Leo clasped his fingers and kissed him.

Eventually, there was a misunderstanding between them. Now they are both calm and start over.

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