
I hope this morning everything will be okay. Lukaku is a little less, not as bad as last night. Many times I sighed, it felt like I owed too much to this Family.
Toks......Toks.....Toks......
"Shera, it's me! Open door?" Basic Hadi, can't!! not seeing me for a day.
I opened the door for her.
"How are you doing?" his face was full of anxiety.
"I've been sniffing!" answer mebly. Hadi pulled my hand, took me to his backyard.
"Shera, stay here with my mom and dad?" he looked at me, full of worry.
"No!!! I can't Hadi?"
"My funny girl, what exactly happened until we were like this?" he kept watching me, without pause.
"Actually this happened, because of my scholarship? Things I hit, slapped and on the clock......."
Suddenly, he grabbed me again, making me stop talking.
"So let me go? Why are you being more aggressive now?" I keep on revolting.
"I'm not gonna let go of my arms!I love you so much? Shera, stay here with my parents!I beg??? After I finish my education we will get married!!!"
I was upset to hear his words, I stepped on his foot as hard as I could, until I got away from him.
"I don't love you!!!!!!Am I your best friend?Your brother? How can you marry me!!! You!!!not my type!!! I thank you for your kindness all along! but please stop wishing for me as your wife!!!!" my tone is high.
Again, he grabbed me, this time the deck was so strong that I squawked even no results.
"Shera, are we not related Brother? I love you so much? Shera, am I nothing without you???I love you so much???Shera...."
"Based on a crazy man, have I told you that I don't want to marry you? stop expecting me?" I cut off his conversation.
"I'm not letting go of my arms! let mom and dad know! "
He hugged me so tightly, making me almost out of breath. I don't know what you're thinking, do you?
"So!!!!!!!" snatch om Agra.
"What kind of situation is this??? Release Shera!!!" om Agra's voice was rising however, Hadi ignored her.
"Dad say!!!!release shera!!!!!!" agra's patience is over.
"You know? what are you doing? Do you deserve to be like this?" Om Agra is losing patience.
"So, answered dad? Do you love shera?Do you love shera? And do you want Shera to be your wife?" instantly the tone of om Agra was low.
"So she loves him so much! Hadi loves her very much! And Hadi wanted shera to be Hadi's companion" he dashingly replied. I was instantly silenced, what kind of situation is this? why is it like this?
"Shera, do you love hadi? do you love hadi? answer honestly, son!" aunt Tika's soft voice made me drift away.
"Sorry Auntie! Sorry om! but shera never loved hadi!shera loves hadi ? but, as a brother? What kind of situation is this Auntie?" I ran, hugging Aunt Tika, who was standing not far from my seat.
My shoulder, patted by Aunt Tika! yeah, trying to calm me down. I really can't believe it? people I love expect more from me. At first glance I noticed Hadi's face, she was so upset, angry and hurt. But I can't force my feelings. Hadi stood up from his seat. Approaching me, who was standing next to Auntie Tika. Shit!!!!! yes, took me and ran to take me to his room. I kept on thrashing, but I got nothing. Aunty and om yelled for me to let go. But he ignored, until his father and mother followed our steps. Yeah, dump me in his bed! He ran to the door and locked it. Yes, stay on that door without any movement.
"You? take all my clothes and you put them in that black bag. Me, I will take you off!!! but you're packing first all my clothes" he ordered me. Yes, standing behind the door that has been key.yes, continue to ignore the call of his father and mother. I'm doing orders.
"You're not Hadi me? What are you doing now? Do you think it's worth doing? You really aren't Hadi me!!!!" I got mad at him, pecking all his clothes.
"Never consider me your best friend!!!!!!can I stand on both my legs? Don't you ever see me again?" I talk too harshly to him. But he just stood still and stared at the door.
"I've packed all your gear! now I'm going out!"
I walked towards her.
"You have ears, right? I'm going out!!!!!!Never see me again!!!!!! Suppose we never knew him at all!!!!!!" my patience is over.
"My little girl, you've never felt what love is! once you know what love is!!!! maybe you'll be more than what I did? One day you will surely marry me" her voice remained soft even though I was being so rude to her.
"I told you!!!! I don't like you!!!!!"
I stomped his feet until he screamed in pain, rushing me to unlock his room. Behind the door! I saw om and Aunt who were so anxious.
"Shera, are you okay, son? You're not in anything, are you Hadi?" Aunt Tika was worried about me.
"Of...Aunties...... Shera is fine! There are no bad things Auntie, om. Thank you for your kindness. From now on shera and Hadi are no longer best friends! Sorry for being disrespectful shera.once again shera apologizes!" I looked down, embarrassed.
" kid it's not your fault?" Om and Aunt compact answer.
"Shera says yes....Aunty...."
I kissed both of their hands and left without seeing Hadi in the slightest. I feel ashamed as a woman. I feel! I don't have manners. And because of Hadi's love to such an extent. From now on I should be able to stand on both my legs.
All the way home, I thought of Hadi's madness. What the hell is that love? Why does the person I know seem to be nothing like him? I know you have a pretty strong religion! But that made me intolerant of him. I'd be so sincere if I left forever. What am I, who knows no love? I hate sites like this! I don't want to see you again Hadi.