The Best Shera's
CHAPTER 14 Let's Try Again
Failure is common! I have to try again. Why should I give up? Success always comes to failure! but he tried to get up and keep fighting.
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Bismillah
Today I will start again. Go, spirit!!!!
The morning air greeted me very cheerfully. It was like playing with me. I wish I had to keep fighting non-stop. I know, ever since my family left, I have had to keep fighting to stay alive. Yep...... I often say that every second gives me a surprise.
I stared at the mirror not far from my bed. As I speak, I look at myself.
I'm just an ordinary human being, who endlessly fights for my life. Do I deserve to wear a hijab? 5 Hours of prayer not yet full? Do I deserve to be a brother to my sisters here? Is it worth doing business in this field? And I don't know why I miss her? Yeah, I know, I've hated him ever since? But can't I hate it completely? Is Hadi okay there? Oh Magelang's..... Is my Hadi good there ? Tell him I miss him so much.
I sat on the floor, I couldn't see myself in the mirror. I need to get ready quickly. Today I am starting my business again.
Bismillah
I've been wearing a hijab. I hope I am given ease. Amens
Tock....Toks......Toks.......
"Sister......Brother Shera...... Quickly open the door!!!!! I'm ready for today......" This little boy always bothered me with his innocent behavior.
"Awhile." I can't be pushed like this, until my hijab is untidy I'm wearing.
"Sister...... Hurry.........I'm so impatient!!!" Without stopping my door was knocked by him. If that door could act, that little boy would be knocked on his head. Thank goodness the door was just a dead thing.
"Why yell......Are you living in the woods?" it seems my words offended him. The face of this innocent boy changed.
"I'm sorry to bother you" I looked down as if I was so rude to her.
"So, didn't you offend?" I bowed, watching this boy.
"A little offended" Iya continued to look down not paying attention to me right in front of her.
" Alright then, brother apologizes yes "I raised his face. The boy always caught my attention.
I held Rio's cute hand.
Everyone was waiting for me at the dinner table. Ani just kept staring at me nonstop, but when I talked to her she just kept quiet.
I see happiness in the eyes of these children, they are so very happy. I never understood what made them so happy.
Milka confusion made Ani, since then he just kept pointing at me without stopping. Is there something wrong with my appearance?
" What's wrong with Ani? " I'm full of curiosity.
"I know what happened to him?" Milka kept asking what Ani wanted. However, Ani just pointed at me.
"May I carry it?" I extended my hand towards Ani. Ani enthusiastically welcomed my stairs with her tiny body. And without me realizing that Ani wants to be with me.
"Maybe you know you're good?" milka teased me.
"You exist - there's Milka!" Milka chuckled, seeing me blush.
" Milka, today I went alone huh, I can't bear to take Rio around" I spoke to Milka but secretly Rio listened to our words.
" Bak Rio is coming!!!! Rio doesn't mind if brother takes you around! Rio's ready brother!" This little boy continued to rebel.
"Rio..... Today I don't sell in the market! But you're selling to the train station?" Said me while wiping the hair trim ala batok.
"Alright if that's what you want" I resigned with this wise boy.
After we had breakfast Rio and I hurried. Tracing the path, Rio once in a while shouted.
Cake.......Great cake.......Come buyii....... Tasty and cheap........
I kept smiling at him, he was more excited than I was.
I saw google maps, from here to the train station only 4km away, if I take this kid the road must be tired. I better take public transport.
Yes may my sustenance be at the train station, on the way to the station this boy is constantly clucking his nails. Every now and then I look at me, and then smile and that breath is watching the people around him.
We stopped right at the train station. I'm just standing outside this station. From the west a grandmother approached us.
"Don't you sell cakes?" The grandmother immediately guessed what we held.
"Yes my grandmother sells cakes" I said enthusiastically.
"Per seeds how many kiddo?" I opened my cake box.
"The seed is a thousand dollars? It's many kinds ! Which one's granny?" The granny snatched the mud cake and directly devoured it.
"Grandma wouldn't have gotten a bite out of my sister's cake? This cake is all good.......Who's got to be my own brother who made Grandma?" This little boy, has a marketing soul as well when he sees it.
"I bought all your cookies? Coincidentally in my house there was an event this morning? Is this a good traditional cake?" Grandma's picking up my cake again.
"Your sister is so smart? And say so honestly? What's your name, son?" The grandmother was very curious about Rio.
Rio and I were busy wrapping all the cakes in my box. Rio timidly mentioned his name.
"Name.... Me ......Rio nek" Iya smiled at the granny.
"Good name, do you often help your sister?" The grandmother just kept digging about Rio.
" Yes Grandma, because if Rio GK help sister who has a soybean sister....... Rio GK would like it if you were tired brother nek" So innocent Rio's speech.
"You're so smart, son?" Rio's head was wiped by that granny. Rio also blushed in embarrassment his face flushed slightly.
" Grand this is his cake, all 250 thousand in total" I'm thrusting the cake of his order.
"Son this is the money! Do you have a number you can call? How do you know I want to order a lot can directly contact us?" The grandmother gave me 300k of money.
" There is a number that can be contacted, this is the change of grandmother" I offered 50 RB but he refused.
"Get the change for you?" His words make me very grateful.
"Thank you grandma" Rio and I so compactly answered her.
"this is my number 082398******"
"Okay, thank you"
The grandmother left us, Rio and I looked at each other, not expecting my sustenance to be here. Thank God it's all over.
I believe no effort betrays results. And there is no vain prayer to offer. All will be avenged by God as long as we keep trying and asking Him.
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