
Huhhhh..... I finished checking all my stuff. I threw my body on the bed. I wonder how I live out there? Without family or friends! Yep... I could only breathe non-stop, it felt like my chest was so tight. No Shera you can definitely! You must be strong! Shera spirit! You are not weak, you are better and tougher than anyone.
With a very heavy step, I grabbed my backpack and pushed a very heavy suitcase. I was trying to find Auntie, Anggi's sister, Della's sister and Rendy but I didn't meet them, I looked into the garage, it turned out that Aunty's car didn't exist! then they leave! thought I was in my heart.
"They went shera" Rendy stood right behind me. Almost had my heart taken off because of his sudden arrival.
"Eh.....You apparently!!! Where are they going?" I kept watching Rendy's face which was very grim.
"They left?celebrating your departure! Hurry up Ra you go! I can't see you?" He pulled me and threw me out of the fence.
I touched on Rendy's behavior so well? Now so rude? What the hell would he want? But yes, this is all for the common good. I think it's a golden opportunity to be able to stand on both my legs.
The sun seemed unfriendly to me, so presumptuous it did sting my skin, until the skin turned red, my throat was very dry not a drop of water washed it, but no matter what happened I wanted food, I wanted food, I miss both my parents and my brother.
I walked down the road with full of pain dragging a suitcase that was not faced by pebbles or rocks. The inner war also happened. If I go to the cemetery with a general nod of affection the fare can be for me to go to the airport, if taking an online taxi is more expensive my fare, okay fix, I walk. Pretty good distance that I traveled about 2.5km. A little thrashing my legs but, what is this power has become my decision.
I remember once 3 years ago, the cemetery here was not too crowded, but now it is really crowded. I feel like every second of our lives is so close to death that we just don't know when it's happening to us. From a distance I saw a male figure with a posture that I know very well yes, located right in the tomb of both my parents and my brother.
I am obviously still interested in my debate, the departure of both my parents and brother, I asked for them, buried side by side and thank God my uncle agreed. I kept getting closer to the man the result, right my guess.
" Why are you here? What!!!! You think these are both your parents and your brother?????" I opened the conversation with Hadi Vira Pakca. He rushed to highlight his eyes towards me who was standing right next to him.
"I haven't been here in a long time? What's your problem? Suddenly come and talk so impolitely?" Hadi continued to highlight, watching me who was carrying a suitcase and backpack.
"I won't ask! How are you going? In your current condition! But what you need to know, tomorrow is my departure to Magelang, starting tomorrow I officially become a cadet" Yes, keep staring at me who is still fixated on standing next to him. Yes, explaining his true condition I don't want to hear at all.
" Dear of it I don't care at all?Get up already! This is the grave of the man I love so much for what are you here for?" I kept being strict with him, today's incident is very unpleasant.
" I'm here, asking permission from both my future in-laws and my future brother-in-law...."
" What a joke to hear ? Get out of here "I cut off the conversation, make sure you run out of patience with a face that is so bent.
"I'll leave when I'm done praying? are you going to be the statue that stays standing next to me?" Hadi pulled my hand until I crouched down with him. Damn this guy, always pulling my hand. What do you think my hands are? every moment is drawn by it.
"Well, don't take a pull show, hurry up and pray?" I turned my face away from him.
Her cold soft hand landed on my ear without pity. Crazy young man always does as he pleases with me.
"Aaaaddduuhhh......Sick tau?" my screams seemed to make his heart pity, he let go of his hand from my ear.
As soon as we were silent, once in a while I noticed it, it looked as if I was praying between my father and mother. I wondered what prayer I was praying for my parents. I hate him because of that hammering incident. But, I can't avoid that he's my little best friend no matter what happens I can't hate him whole. Basic shera stop paying attention Hadi start praying to your parents and brother your goal here want to ask permission right, then do it well.
When I finished praying, I poured water into the graves of my father, mother and brother as I said, I wish you father, mother and brother that I may succeed in the city of people, I miss you guys so much. Prayers, I am the best, I love you very much. Not realizing that both of my cheek cliffs were wet, my eyes began to swell.
"Shera don't cry yet?" she wiped my tears with a handkerchief that came out of her pants pocket.
"Here I can be alone" I snatched his handkerchief.
" Come on, shall we go? Here, your suitcase let me bring you ?" yes, grabbing my suitcase left me speechless.
We walked out of the cemetery, I went straight to a stop not far from the cemetery, when I remembered that my plane would take off at 14:55WIB, he said, I saw my watch showing at 12:30WIB. As soon as I opened my mobile phone, I ordered an online taxi to Kualanamu international airport.
"Ra, how come gelisa is so? You why?" Hadi broke the silence between us, I didn't care about it I just stared at my phone screen.
"Ra I'm sorry, about what happened at my house! Honestly I have no intention of messing with you I just want you to know that I love you so much! Ra today, I last saw you after that I will be gone for a long time? Ra, promise me you'll wait for my return? Ra, can't talk to me like you used to!" Yes, holding hands.
"Don't touch me!!!!!!!" It wasn't her letting go of me instead instead, hugging me so tightly.
The crazy guy, if he wants to do something, he has no shame, looks at us as if hinting at the disobedience we are doing. I kept muttering in my heart.
" Ra, this is the last time I hug you, Ra don't ever do this to another man. I beg!!!!!! I love you so much. Ra, where are you going? But I'm sure we'll see each other again. Ready to be my future?" I whispered in my ear.
" Take me off!!!!!! Stop wishing with me!!!!!! I will go far!!!!!! Stop wishing for me?" I pushed his body, so he fell off the bench.
Thank goodness the taxi I ordered arrived, I was able to be free from hadi. I rushed into the cab, I didn't want this crazy guy to do anything I didn't expect. When the taxi driver drove, he chased me. Like the Korean drama was Hadi chasing my cab, you crazy guy. I murmured in my heart.
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