
Nadira lay stiff and let dr. Jasmine detects the contents of her uterus with a tranducer device connected to a monitor screen on the side where Nadira is lying.
"There's complaints?" ask dr. Jasmine on Nadira.
"A-there, doc ..." replied Nadira reluctantly, what else in the room was also Rima who waited with his cold attitude.
"Nausea vomiting?"
"Yes, doc."
"Even try to meet the intake of nutrients yes," nasehati dr. Jasmine.
"Good, doc."
"The estimated age of your pregnancy is now entering the 6th week. Don't be surprised if you experience some hormonal changes in your body, just take some fun, okay? If there is a complaint, you can tell the family yes, if the complaint is not handleable, you can come back here to consult with me."
"Yes, doc. Thank you." Thank you."
"Okay, it's done. Blood pressure is normal and nothing is worrying."
Nadira is grateful that everything is fine.
After returning from the clinic, Rima said nothing more. Arriving at home, Rima went straight into her room and did not make small talk to Nadira.
Nadira tried to get used to it. Not knowing what to do, Nadira went straight to her room while waiting for Arash to come home from college to share a story about the results of the examination today.
"What are you doing there, tadpole?" Nadira looked at the results of the USG earlier, indeed there was nothing he saw except a point that had not been shaped anything.
"I should be proud to show you to the whole world, unfortunately ... That's impossible because you can destroy the expectations of many people, baby ..." said Nadira then rubbed the results of the USG.
Then Nadira remembered Rima's words on the trip.
"Yes! After the child was born! Go and achieve your dreams, your children, let me raise them."
The words clearly confirmed that Rima did not want a marriage between Nadira and Arash. When Nadira will start to believe in Arash, there are even arals and stars that are no less big. How can he and Arash start a new hope if there is no blessing from Rima?
Nadira felt increasingly empty because Teguh had left for duty again. Teguh is one of the things that makes Nadira feel better. Strong as a father who considers Nadira as his own child.
"Stop complaining, baby. Take your new life, go through it with patience, mom and dad are always with you ...."
When Nadira closed his eyes, Nadira suddenly felt the presence of his late mother. Although only a delusion, but it feels so real that Nadira did not feel tears.
"Yes ... Mother ..." she shrieked and then a drop of tears turned into a more swift flow.
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Dinner at Arash's house is now different due to the arrival of new members. Because Teguh is back in charge, now at the dining table there are only 3 people. Rima, Arash and Nadira.
Nadira just plays a spoon on the rice served on his plate. Nadira doesn't want to eat rice.
"Tomorrow you go to school?" ask Arash.
"Yes, Brother."
"His uniform is finished?"
"Udah."
Only Arash and Nadira interact, while Rima is silent. Rima also seems to have no appetite. Counting, there were only 2 feeds since then, even though Arash had almost finished his food.
Rima went and ignored her dinner. Rima was also not parting, she just left.
"Not taken out, Mah?" tanya Arash was astonished. Rima did not answer and continued walking towards her room.
"What's the hell mom? Usually sewot if the child does not eat on the plate," grumbled Arash but Arash is not too sensitive with the cold attitude of Rima. Nadira already knows why Rima is like that.
"You don't like me here" Nadira said slowly. Arash glanced at Nadira. Arash understands now.
"Maybe you need some time" Arash said.
"Yes, maybe."
"For a long time Mama will also be warm to you, what else you are humming her future grandchildren, there is no way mama is not happy with it," Arash entertained.
"Okay, I'm not sure ...."
"From that it's been too much snacking, so now it's not so hungry."
"Really?"
"Yes. I went to the first room, yes" said Nadira.
"Wait, I'm done too!" Arash sped up his last mouthful, then drank then afterwards prepared to leave together with Nadira.
"Yok ...." Arash took Nadira's hand.
For a moment Nadira was silent and then looked at the hand.
Again Nadira felt a dilemma, when Arash had been kind and sweet, why Rima even wanted them to separate later? Is Nadira really not a match for happiness?
"Cock instead of diem? Gonna carry?" offer Arash because Nadira is so passive and just quiet.
"No! Oh yeah, I'm gonna show you something to Arash's sister."
"What tuh?"
"Let me show you when I get to my room."
"okay ...."
They walked together towards the 2nd floor of the house. Before going to his room, Arash entered Nadira's room because Nadira wanted to show him something.
"More ...." Nadira handed over the USG portrait earlier this afternoon and Arash received it enthusiastically.
Although only a monotonous picture, but somehow Arash was proud to see it. Arash watched the photo carefully while smiling. Nadira believes that Arash is happy with her pregnancy.
"He will continue to grow, grow, grow and be born into this world ... At that time, our togetherness will also end ..." said Nadira made Arash avert his eyes. A sharp gaze like an arrow bow pierced towards Nadira.
"What the hell does that mean?" Arash was somewhat offended by Nadira's words.
"You will continue your study abroad, I will continue my studies and this child will be taken care of by your mother" Nadira repeated what Rima said earlier this afternoon.
Arash returns grim and seems to dislike Nadira's words.
"You want that?" ask Arash.
"It's not me. But your mama!" Nadira.
"When did mom say that?"
"So, I'm going to the clinic."
"Yes, it doesn't have to be responded to! Even if later you want to continue college, yes just college, do not have to split right?"
"I'm not sure your mother's only hope is you! And the presence of this child, my presence here, has ruined your mother's hopes!"
Arash's upset. His feelings felt pulled. Why is it so difficult to make his relationship with Nadira a smooth one? Even when Arash has started to be a good man, there are always arals and stars.
"Make it against the others, maybe I can! But if I have to fight your mama, I don't want to!" nadira said, the conversation was getting serious.
"It's only been a few days, Nad! How easily do you give up? Are you ready to hand the child over to Mama? You have no intention of raising her with your own hands?" arash.
The pressure was there, over time Nadira was not able to imagine. She cried for her future.
"I won't give up on my mom's attitude! Ye know? I'm the one with this, even imagining being able to raise this child together with you!" asserted Arash while showing the USG portrait.
Arash's words made Nadira even more confused.
"Come on ...." Arash finally dropped Nadira into his arms so that Nadira wet his chest and melted all his confusion in the embrace.
'Why am I comfortable in this embrace? Why am I even hoping for this bastard? Wh why? Do I really need to fight for this relationship?' nadira's inner cry, long even comfortable crying in Arash's arms.
Arash hugged Nadira while not looking at the results of the USG and the person in his arms along with the small figure depicted in the photo were 2 figures who began to change the way he looked in facing life.
The atmosphere in the room was so blue. But really Nadira comfortable shed his tears in the arms of Arash.
"Sleep huh? I'll keep you asleep, I promise I won't mess around" said Arash half-whispering.
Nadira just nodded then went up to the bed and lay there. Arash goes up and hugs Nadira, Arash will stay there until Nadira sleeps.