
Restless and agitated. Disrupted appetite problems, Nadira does not care much about it. She was counting day by day and looking forward to her monthly cycle and already past a few days, she still did not menstruate as well.
This prompted Nadira to buy the test and use it after school.
Arriving at home, Nadira immediately went to the bathroom and used the test. He followed his steps closely. Hearts rumbled, hands trembled and Nadira was waiting for the result.
"No! Do not line two, do not line two ..." he muttered while sitting waiting on the toilet. Nadira closed his eyes and was not ready to see the results.
Slowly Nadira opened her eyes and what did she see?
Instantly Nadira cried out in frustration that very second. The results that he expected did not happen, in fact, the results of his tests were 2 red lines which means that Nadira was pregnant. Arash had successfully planted his seed in Nadira's womb and indeed Nadira was destroyed.
It's ruined ....
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Arash has recovered despite not being 100% fit%. He was tired of being a patient at home. On Sunday night he went back out with his friends in search of pleasure.
But he's not as tough as usual. The offer to go down the race also cannot be fulfilled by Arash because he feels he is not maximal.
"Lo what's the pain, Rash? Have you checked with the doctor?" jimmy asked in surprise.
After the race, Arash and Jimmy pull over to an angkringan, suddenly Arash does want to drink wedang while the other Thunder members continue their night ride down the arterial streets of the Capital.
"No! This is not a pain that I have experienced before, innate nausea, no appetite, want to eat immediately! Random really, damn it, it doesn't taste very good" replied Arash misuh-misuh.
"Well, how come people crave you, Rash?"
"Nwidam? Ngaco lo!"
"Yes, as far as I am! After getting pregnant, I am the most obstinate, every day misuh-misuh because of all the symptoms that you experience it!"
"Lo don't fret! I'm woy's man! I'm male! You mean what am I craving? Your brain is only half, right?" Arash is again.
"I'm just giving you an example! Yes, when Nad gets pregnant, you continue to suffer all the symptoms! Can you, right?"
Arash. Arash tries to digest Jimmy's words. Is it possible that this happened? Arash remembered, and he had launched billions of tadpoles into the womb of his former secret wife.
"Make sense anyway" muttered Arash and back he remembered Nadira.
"Yes, try asking the person directly! Like just the beginning, you can still use young pineapple," suggested Jimmy lightly.
"Young pineapple? Why?"
"Yaelaa, you have no experience, Bro? Yes it is, so that the tadpole lo that has stuck in the womb of the Nad shed, will not be a baby! How the hell lo, my time must be clear until the details!" whisper Jimmy.
Only then did Arash understand Jimmy's intentions. Arash just smiled wryly hearing it.
"Before people caught! Before being caught bokap nyokap lo, especially before being caught with Vin!" whispered Jimmy again.
"Let's go! I don't care. He's already my number block, I've also blocked his number! Every time I meet him, he sells expensive as if he never knew me! Males I'm on business again same snot boy!" said Arash sok cuek, but his heart was increasingly disturbed and suddenly wanted to see Nadira to discuss the alleged pregnancy.
"The pregnant Nad, who took care of me the most, just relax. If I kill that kid, I'm like a killer."
"Ciih, how come you! How many victims have you bullied to the point of almost killing yourself out of frustration?"
"Well, your talk goes wide everywhere! Not connecting!"
"Yes I'm just warning, own responsibility because if you don't hear the advice from me earlier, Rash."
"It's up to you!"
Arash looks unconcerned even though in his heart he is also anxious. What if Nadira is pregnant? What will happen next?
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Nadira and Galang sat together at the dining table. Once again Galang was made to feel the greatest regret in his life. The two orphans sat with a 2-striped testpect on the table.
Nadira is quite depressed. His face was grim and wet all day, Nadira could not stop crying.
"Yes already, later Brother said this to the Arash," said Galang could not give an exact solution whatever.
"No! He can't know!" stop Nadira full of emotions.
"But you're pregnant with Arash's son, right, Nad? Yes, he should know! He has to take responsibility!"
"I guess my business is the same bastard is done! I've only been breathing fresh air for a few weeks, and now there's even a big problem like this?" Usually Nadira quite does not talk much, this time he poured all his emotions. While crying, while venting anger.
"Yes, I don't think we can cover up, Nad. Aunt Goddess Om Ryan also needs to know, let them find a solution for you ...."
"No! Don't they know? What do they say later, huh?"
"Yes, my brother said that if you get married siri, and I will admit that this is all brother's fault!" firmly Galang.
Nadira just shook his head and still could not stop crying.
"This important thing is not to leak to outsiders so you can keep mengelesein your school, Nad!" added Galang.
"Did I die before people found out?" Nadira thought crazy and crossed to abort him.
For a moment Galang was silent again. In his free association, Galang once knew some female friends who had abortions and it was very risky, what else Nadira was still very young.
"But ... It was the same as I was a killer ..." continued Nadira then step down again dropping his face on both palms.
"And it's quite risky ..." continued Galang.
"And it was my brother who made my life so risky like this!" nadira was unable to control his emotions.
Galang just looked down and did not argue. It's true, it all started from the 20 million debt, until now dragging his own sister's future.
"Oh my God, forgive me ... Dad, Mommy ... I'm sorry ..." lamented Nadira and there was no solution they got. Somehow the fate of Nadira after this, will everything be better?