
Arash's question makes Nadira silenced. And so is Galang. The brothers were surprised why Arash could suspect that Nadira was pregnant even though Nadira only knew of her pregnancy since a few days ago, and also they kept the secret tight.
"Diem's cigarette? Why not answer?" press Arash deeper and deeper into Nadira's eyes.
Nadira and Galang remained silent.
"It's silent, it means yes, it doesn't need to be answered anymore" Arash said. Arash even more looks cynical and disturbing calm Nadira again.
"Rash, please ... Don't be this disgrace, please ... I'm the same I'm still keeping this a secret," pinta Galang in a quiet voice.
"Well kaan? It is not wrong anymore."
"Sir, you used to be the nasgornya, let me take this man!" nadira said then looked hatefully at Arash.
"But, Nad ...."
"Pesenins! As per my order!" Nadira.
"Yes already."
Galang relented and then entered the seafood fried rice tent stall. Galang did go inside but his eyes kept watching worried that Arash would do rude things to his sister.
"Why do people still have these live cookies? Don't you still haven't moved on from me?" nadira asked Arash.
"Heh, what a pede!" cibir Arash's.
"Yes, why? Our business is done! Le-sai! Clear?! What else?" Nadira abstinence looks weak, still with a judes and ketus attitude, Nadira spoke to Arash.
Maybe it is also one that makes Arash always curious and failed to move on from the figure of Nadira. Arash has always been chased, but now his heart is struggling to pursue conquering Nadira's heart, just that Arash prestige does not want to admit, and Arash wants, Arash, Nadira was the one who begged to return it.
"Udah yes! Don't follow me again! Don't bother me anymore!" firmly Nadira then after being satisfied, Nadira was about to go in following Galang into the tent stall.
"You didn't answer the question! You didn't say 'no' or 'yes', why?" But Arash is not done.
"I'm not obligated to answer, right? We don't have any more business ...."
"Well, can it be rude to talk to me?" arash protest then gripped Nadira's arm strongly, his actions were very intimidating.
"Sorry yes, I will be polite to anyone who will appreciate me! And from the first time we knew him, you never appreciated me!"
"Who are you asking me to appreciate you?" Arash got more upset and tightened his hand grip.
"Who are you to the extent that I have to be polite and submissive to you?"
Galang was very anxious, Galang kept an eye even though he did not dare to disturb because he was more afraid that Arash would troublemak there. Galang believes that Nadira can face Arash alone.
'Doooh, Nad ... Tell me why the hell? That's why let our business run, it's very difficult to say! I don't think you know who Arash is! I don't know how he went mad and angry!' Galang is anxious.
"You're not a girl, I made you battered!" threaten Arash's.
"Please! Please just do it, Loser!"
"Nad Nad ...." Feeling that the situation was really not conducive, Galang immediately approached back and secured his sister from Arash who soon lost control.
"Lo will pay for this hoax adek lo attitude, ****!" threaten Arash on Galang at the moment.
"Sorry, Rash, Sorry! Please understand, I'm not stable! He again experienced the emotions that go up and down," defended Galang, to be honest, than Nadira, Galang even more afraid and more reluctant to Arash.
"What cares about me! You'll pay for it, A*ji*g!"
"Actually you have to care because my adek again humming your child!"
Nadira panicked and immediately angry at Galang for thinking Galang careless. Arash is shocked, even though Arash had expected it. It turns out that it is true, it is also true Jimmy's guess that Nadira is already pregnant at this time.
"Sister! What the hell?! You have a mouth that can't be guarded!" nadira protests and really Nadira is very angry at his brother at this time.
"Sorry, Nad! But he needs to know! It's not a small matter, it's not a problem that you can face on your own!" It was facing Nadira.
"Keep he knows? Any solution? He wants responsibility? Naw, right? What he has will make everything even more chaotic! There he'll embarrass me! She's gonna drop me out of school this morning! Why didn't Galang think there? Why?" Nadira was very emotional then blamed Galang Out.
Be a few people saw the incident, but before anyone recorded, Galang immediately hugged Nadira so that Nadira was silent and did not say anything more.
"Udah, sorry Brother Nad, sorry Brother! Don't talk anymore!" said Galang full of regret.
Galang does that in the presence of Arash who finally knows and sees for himself how emotional Nadira is.
Arash saw Nadira crying out in annoyance and fear in Galang's arms and somehow, there was a point in his heart that was suddenly touched.
"No, it will not be forgiven! Won't do! It was clear that this started from your carelessness, brother! Brother is the same motherfucker as him!" Nadira was crying hysterically again.
"We go home yes, we eat at home, Anterin brother you go home first, then later Sister back here again," invited Galang so Nadira did not rampage there.
Galang loosened his embrace and wiped away his sister's tears. Seeing that, Arash increasingly felt stifled, during this time Arash also often hurt Nadira. Apparently, even though Galang is a bastard, now Galang is aware and looks so protective on his sister.
Galang turned to Arash who was silent a thousand languages after knowing the fact of Nadira's pregnancy.
"Rash, I beg you, let us go tonight, but I'm not doing well, I beg you, understand ...." Galang.
Arash just shut up. One, Two, Three seconds Arash was silent and was still staring focused at Nadira. Seeing Nadira crying like that, Arash did not continue his intimidation.
"Rash ...."
Arash says nothing, Arash walks back to his motorsport and puts his helmet back on and leaves without a word.
Nadira increasingly feels that Arash is a jerk and it is clear that Arash does not care about his pregnancy. But at least Nadira was relieved that Arash was gone.
'Fucking assholes! Goddamn bum!' rutuk Nadira in heart, and for the umpteenth time Nadira hates Arash.
"The fried rice is wrapped, yes" said Galang full of guilt.
"That's not lust!" nadira is sebal.
"Don't dong! Teteps must eat, nasgornya again contrived kok, bentar Kak pay first."
Nadira no longer care, now he just hope that Arash will be merciful so as not to spread Nadira's pregnancy to anyone, especially to Nadira's school environment. That's what Nadira is hoping for right now.
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Nadira thinks Arash doesn't care?
It's actually wrong. At the end of the night, Arash could not sleep and thought about what had happened.
Actually you have to care because adek I'm again humming your child!
Galang's statement kept spinning in Arash's head and perhaps he was wrong to have accused Nadira of sleeping with Arka. It is clear that the person who has couvade syndrome is Arash himself, it is certain that the child conceived by Nadira is his child.
In addition, Arash also continued to remember how Nadira and Galang had argued. While Arash knows very well that Nadira is an orphan who was tricked by his brother, especially by him.
In the bleak, in the cold of the night, Arash pondered his deeds. And what will Arash possibly do after this?
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Going to college. And today Nadira still can not go to school.
His days were adorned with pain, bitter and restless. Nadira just rolls right, rolls left, goes back and forth to the bathroom to vomit and it keeps happening all day this week.
Gruuoung! Nadira heard the sound of a motorbike engine a bit noisy like it had just stopped in front of the house. Nadira was just guessing, maybe it was Galang who did not go to college. There is no way Kaizar, because Kaizar and Ami are planning to come to visit later after school.
Nadira ignored him until he heard the sound of the house bell.
Lho? Wh who? If Galang couldn't possibly squeeze the bell?
Not having time to see from the window of the room, Nadira even just went to move with staggering steps towards the front door. While walking on the stairs, Nadira walked carefully.
Tong! The bell rings again.
"Who is it?" nadira thought and just wondered. And after arriving near the door, Nadira immediately opened the door without seeing first who came through the window of the house. Though it is clear that a motorsport owned by Arash parked in front of the house.
When the door opened, Nadira regretted opening it.
Arash! Yes, Arash is coming.
"Nad ...." But the thing is, Arash didn't come with a threatening face. But still, Nadira regrets after opening the door for Arash.
"Please ... Please, Brother. Please don't bother me anymore ...." Nadira begged and cried. Complications of hate, annoyance, fear, fret and anxiety immediately weaken it that very second.
Of course Arash felt more guilty, seeing Nadira's frail body, pale face and anxiety that was plastered in plain sight, Arash also suppressed his ego and arrogance.
"I came well, Please too, love the time I made the talk" Arash said.
"Speak what else? Just want to tell me you're gonna embarrass me in front of people?" accuse Nadira.
"No! It's not that."
"Continue?"
"Let me in, I swear! I won't do anything about you! The oath!" Even Arash swore.
Nadira scanned earnestness at Arash's current gesture. Nadira admits that Arash brought a different vibe. Since the door was opened, Arash did look calmer, not as usual.
"I can go in, right? We need to talk a lot about your pregnancy!" said Arash again.
About pregnancy? Want what? At most Arash will ask Nadira to abort him! Thought Nadira again, Nadira's thoughts were very negative towards Arash.
But, because Arash already knew, Nadira finally invited Arash to enter and Nadira still left the door open, Arash did not protest and did not mind.
Nadira sits on a single sofa while Arash on an elongated sofa and Arash sits docked to nearby Nadira.
"I'm cape on your business! Okay, I admit you're dominant! You are so respected by people! I'm sorry that my attitude has been so bad, the relationship and introductions between us are so unhealthy! Whether we realize it or not, the relationship we once had was a toxic relationship! Very toxic! Every time you get angry, every time I get scared! So, just let it go!"
Arash invites Nadira to start talking. Maybe just this time Arash saw Nadira reveal his unek-unties.
"Do you hate me?" asked Arash with eyes that looked straight at Nadira's eyes.
"Honestly, yes!" admit Nadira.
"That means you'll never give this bastard another chance?"
Nadira doesn't understand what Arash means. The opportunity? What opportunity does Arash mean.
"You're pregnant with my son, aren't you?" tanya Arash was still focused on Nadira, then occasionally her eyes dropped towards Nadira's stomach.
"To the point! I told you what I wanted, you heard just now, right? Then what do you want? What do you want now?" demand Nadira.
"She answered first, so are you pregnant with my son?"
"Yes! Whose other child? All my life, you've touched every inch of my body!" nadira with an emphasis.
"Good job!"
"What good? Keep on now what? You want to tell me to make a fallin?" accuse Nadira again.
"Do you have any intention of getting killed?"
"Four, but I don't want to! I'm afraid, "admitted Nadira then looked down, his hands cupped cover his flat stomach, even though flat, in it had grown a fetus that would be born and called him mama in the future.
"Yes, why digugurin, the child is innocent! That's not an out-of-wedlock kid, is it?"
Nadira raised his face again and looked back at Arash. Nadira still can not guess what the arrival of Arash.
"So what did you come for?"
"I came to take responsibility!"
Nadira was somewhat stunned and in disbelief by Arash's reply just now.
'No, Nad! Hold on, lest it's just a trap!' whisper one side of Nadira's heart. Nadira doesn't want to believe it.
"Nad ...." Arash grabbed Nadira's hand and then linked his fingers to Nadira's fingers, Nadira even more jumped in shock. Arash was calm as usual.
"Give me another chance!" said Arash then.
"Is this an attempt to take revenge again? You try to persuade me then later you will torture my mind again?" doubt Nadira.
"Huh, it's hard if his thoughts are negative!" Arash snorted in annoyance.
"Honestly, it's hard to think positively about you!" admit Nadira. Arash just smiled obliquely.
"That's honest!" cibir Arash ketus's.
"I don't know, what opportunity do you mean? Chance like how I don't understand ...." Nadira slowly releases the link of her hand from Arash's hand, but Arash tightens it again.
"I will take responsibility and bring you before my parents!"
"Continue?"
"We're being honest about the secret marriage that we did back then!"
"What?" Nadira is again surprised by Arash's plans.
"And I'll tell you that you're pregnant with my son!"
"WHAT?"